by Isabel Moore
Nicky,I love you.You gave Mommy and Daddy so much love and of your self.You filled my life,you were always waiting for me when I came home from work.Ready to give me heck, because your food tray was empty, altho you weren't hungry.You never wanted it to be empty.Right now my arms are empty,because you are not in them.I miss you so.I remember when you came into my life, so full of love and kisses.We got to love you for 17 years.Then one day you became so sick. You didn't play any more.I remember when I taught you to say "MAMA LUV".
From that day on, you always said MAMA.This last year you only said "MA".When ever you got stuck some where in the house or under a chair and couldn't figuer how to get out, you yelled MA!I came to you.Whenever you got in a corner and it wouldn't move=you yelled MA!
My Baby- I miss you so much. But now you are in no more pain-no more suffering.The day I had to do my last act of love-was the last time I heard you say MAMA LOVE.It was just before you went to sleep, never to awaken again.You snuggled near my heart, I held you and cried.
I'm still crying, I feel so lost, but I know you are in Heaven, playing with Chang and Samiri. Give them my love also.You have my heart.WE will be together again,wait for me, we'll cross over the bridge together. Ashley misses you , she is grieving with me.She was your sweetheart.In the meantime honey, you play and run, some thing you had not done in over two years.When you see me,jump into my arms once again, I love you Nicky. Mommy misses you.My child. My Son.I grieve for you.I LOVE YOU NICKY MOORE. love mommy== Daddy will write you later.Have fun . My Baby.