by Sarah P
He had a good day! Romping in the freshly fallen snow, rubbing his face in it as usual. He loves the snow, always has. I made him a big, fat juicy tbone for dinner, he is still knawing on the bone as I write this. His appointment is 9:30 tomorrow morning, he seems to sense something is wrong he has been very calm today no growling at all staying very close to me or Cody when he has had the opportunity.
I am so very afraid he will think he has done something wrong, that he is not loved.
I want to scream at the injustice of it all! I keep telling myself I am doing the right thing, making the only choice I can make, but it is oh SO WRONG!! It shouldn't have to be this way, it's not fair! I have to protect my children but he IS one of my children! I am chickening out, I keep telling myself I HAVE to but the closer I come the more I tell myself I cant....
I LOVE YOU JINGLE!! Now, always and forever!! Mom