Well here I am. Trying to put into words what my time with you ment to me. There are none. You have been with me through everything. You know the worst years and the best. Time will heal, but my heart will never forget. You have shown me how to trust and love again. You suffered as much as I in our "past life" but you were willing to start over. Thank you for the 12 years you gave me. Twelve years to love and be loved. I could not ask for more. I understand why you went before I got home from work. You thought in your furry little mind that it would be better for Mom. Well you were probably right. I just wish I could have been there to hold you. Just know Z-bear that you're never alone. I will always be with you.