Hey big boy...I cleaned up around your grave today. Cant wait to plant some flowers there and make it look real good. Sharon and I had our first Valentines Day in the new house...it was neat. It's been 3 months since you left us and sometimes it seems like forever ago since I miss you so much and sometimes it's just like yesterday because I can still smell you and feel you when I held you last. I miss you so much it isnt funny. I wish you could have been here this weekend. I fired up the Bar b que pit..and you know how you loved it when I did that 'cause you always got to sample the goodies ha ha. It was such a nice spring day here Sam...I know you and I would have had a blast all day. Well my shoulder is getting well now and I will be going baqck to work soon. I think God made sure my shoulder went at a time when I could spend your last days with you...funny how all that comes to make sense. It's just that I could barely carry you out of the Vet's office...I was full of grief and only had one good arm. I was glad Jeff and Leagle were there to help me bury you. I had a shovel anyway though I didnt dig much. I cant tell you how sad I was that day. I didnt want you to leave but I knew you were about to be in a lot of pain and I couldn't let that happen to you. Please forgive me and know that I will think of you every day until we meet again, I love you my big boy.....your daddy