Why tease someone? and raise their hopes? I'd rather not have known, that I'd be left alone to cope, because He took you home. For if I'd never let you get so deep within my heart, I wouldn't have so much regret, or greif now we're apart. I don't think that it's suicide, If you lose the will to live, I still have love hidden deep inside, It just hurt's too much to give. The guilt I have for knowing I should love those dear to me, such a fight to stop it showing, I just pray they cannot see xxxxx