NIKKI 3/4/91-7/8/00 To my darling first baby. This year will be the first Christmas for a very long time without you here with me. Remember last Christmas, when we gave you your present, you were so excited and did not want to share with your friends. You enjoyed your own little Christmas dinner, with pudding. You knew it was a special day. This year won’t quite be the same. You won’t be here with me. There will be something missing. As you probably know we’ve had the baby now and as I promised I’ve called her Nicole in your memory and told her all about you. I’m sure you found a way to visit her. We’ve sort of got you a present for your resting place. A lovely wreath. I’m sure you will like it. We haven’t forgotten you and we never will. We will always love and miss you my darling Mummy and daddy