by scott norton
Smokey man its has been one month now and its not any eaiser that you are gone from my life. I ride by doctor hellers and can not even look over that way, I do not know what I am going to do when I have to take Katie there for anything
She is doing fine we play alot in the house , she attacks me like she did you but does not pull my ears as much. I have to say buddy that I did find out that all the times the door in the basement was chewed up it was her and not you, and I am sorry that I yelled at you for it. She is very happy to see me when i get home and it is because she must miss you and you two must have played some in the day time when I was away.I was going to give her a ride in the truck but it just is not right with her in the truck it wa your fun thing to do, sitting up front looking out the window , the big proud Smokey man. I miss you very much but I am getting bettter very slowly and I know that I will see you again someday, I just wish it was soon, Brianna is doing fine also and I hope you and dad are looking out for her and helping her keep safe.I hope your bed is nice and warm , you are eating all the people food you always wanted here, and just think no more baths, or bladder stones. Sometimes I feel that if I stop typing, I can not talk to you anymore and maybe this will make you come back to me and say that this was all a dream, but no...its not..I wish it was and I would go home and hear your bark and I would let you up from the basement and you would lick me and say Daddy you where just gone for a short time don,t cry I am all right, and then you would want your snacks and life would be great.........