From: Mommy
On: 3/17/19
Two years ago today, you left me. We said goodbye even though I didn’t want to. I wasn’t ready for you to go. And two years later, I’m still not ready. At first, I thought I would just lay down and die too, because being here without you was too painful. It only made me angrier and sadder that I kept waking up every day and the world kept turning even though you were gone. Eventually though, as it always does, things got a little easier...one excruciating day at a time. When I was finally able to pick my face up off the floor, I looked for something to do with my time. Sometime I enjoyed. I started going back to Zumba and it was as much fun as I remembered. I would go once, twice, or three times a day just to get away from hurting for a little while. Now, I’ve lost 92 lbs and started a career as a group fitness instructor, something I’m actually good at. So even though you’re gone, you’re still saving my life and giving it purpose. Thank you for being my best friend. I miss you.
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