Sicily's Pet Memorial Guest Book at Rainbow Bridge

From: Mama
On: 8/23/24

Hi Shish.... Today is 11 years in Heaven for you. I've been thinking about you all day. It's so weird and hard to comprehend that on some hand it feels like just yesterday and other times it seems like SO long ago since I've seen you and held you. I'm in a much better place than I was back then over what happened to you and how I handled it. (I DO struggle HUGELY over your sister but that may take 11 years as well if ever.) But, it sure doesn't make me miss you any less. I still can't wait to see you and hug you and I pray you are having the best time up there until we meet again. Run like the wind my sweet Shish. I love you to the moon and back. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 5/23/24

Sis... Hey baby girl. Sorry it's been so long since mama came on here. I even missed your birthday on the 8th. You would be a whopping 19 years old. I know that's crazy in pug years, but had you not gotten sick, I bet you would have made it. You were a loving sweet soul and I know you would have loved to be with your family as long as possible. I have changed your site to Spring and it makes me just long to see you running like the wind in Heaven. This is your favorite time of year. You love to run in the not too hot not too cold days. I can't wait to see you my sweet shish. Be a good girl. Mama will hug you so very soon! Love you! Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 2/14/24

Hey Sis.... I just wanted to come and say hi and change you and Koda's memorials from Christmas and Football season to just winter. Like I told her, I hate this time of year when holidays are over and it's just cold and dark until spring. Makes me miss you guys so much more. I know you've been gone such a long time now. Longer than I even had you in my life. But that doesn't change the bond we had or how much you meant to me and always will. I love you and miss you and hope you and Koda and Chloe and Charlie and the kitties are having the time of your lives. I can't wait to hug you all and for me and Sophie to be there with you all. What a reunion! Be good sis. See you soon. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 12/7/23

Hi sweet Sis... I came on to change you and Koda's sites to Christmas and to talk to her on her 5th anniversary in Heaven which was yesterday. I also wanted to say hi to you to my sweet and tell you I think about you always and I hope you are being the wonderful mama you always were to all the pack that is with you now. Koda boop, Chloe, Charlie, Savannah, Cairo and Paris. Some days I can't even hardly fathom that ALL of you are now there. No wonder I'm a broken person. I'm so thankful I have Sophie now. I am. But I miss my group. Especially the OG's. You and Koda and the kitties. You guys were with me through so much and life is just so odd now with you all gone. I love you my sweet shish. So much. Tell everyone mama is coming soon and I will hug you all and can't wait to be together again. Forever. Love you sister. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 8/22/23

Hey Sis... Well tomorrow it will be 10 years that you've been in Heaven. I can't believe it. It sometimes feels like a lifetime ago and other times it feels like yesterday. I can still remember every single moment of your last day. Every detail. I still miss you so much and always will. All of you are up there now. My whole OG gang. You, Koda, Paris, Cairo, Savannah, Chloe and Charlie. I can't believe in 10 years (11 since Paris went missing in 2012), I've lost so many of you guys. I'm so glad you are all together with Jesus. No better place to be. Please be good until Sophie and I join you someday. Love on each other and don't forget me. I love you. Run like the wind my sweet girl. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 4/25/23

Hi my Shish... Well you now know that Miss Savannah joined you on March 19th. Boy I bet she was SO glad to see you. You two had such a kitty/pug bond and she missed you terribly when you left. How awesome that reunion must have been. Please take care of her miss sis and let her know that I'm sorry she got sick so fast and passed away so fast. I wish I had never taken her to the vet and put her through tests but my goodness I just didn't know what happened so quickly. But please tell her she was in my arms and I held her for the longest time after she was gone and I will miss her so. I love you my sister girl and am so glad your whole pack is now back together. Be a good girl and some day soon me and Sophie will be there with you all. I can't wait for that day. Love you so much. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 2/28/23

Hi Shish... I came to change you and Koda back to Springtime. Your absolute favorite. You loved to sit and feel the wind on your face and run like the wind with your little ears just flapping away. I'm so glad you get to do that every single day in Heaven. I've really been thinking about you and Koda alot lately and I sure miss you girls. The time I had with just you two and me were some of the best I will ever remember. It was the absolute happiest time of my life when it was just the three of us. I can't wait for that day again. I can't wait to hold you and kiss you again Sis. Be a good girl and mama will see you very soon. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 10/25/22

Hi my shish....I came on to wish Koda a happy 16th birthday and realized I totally forgot to wish you a happy 17th birthday in May. I'm so sorry sweetheart. I'm sure you celebrated with your siblings and had a wonderful time. And someday soon I will be with you all and we will celebrate together. I can't wait for that day. I really can't. I miss you all so so much. Be a good girl my little mama protector girl. Take care of Koda and Chloe and Charlie and even Cairo and Paris. Just stay in your pack and wait for me. I love you all. Love, your Mama

From: Mama
On: 8/23/22

Hi Shish!! 9 years today that you've been in Heaven. I can't even believe it. That's 3 years longer that you've been gone then when I had you on earth with me. I only got to have you for 6 short years and you were only 8 years old. Way way too young. I grieve so much the time you didn't get here with me and Koda before you got sick and it breaks my heart. My only relief...for all of you, is that you are in an even happier place now and that I will see you again. All of you. I can't wait my sweet loving little girl. I hope you are running like the wind today and enjoying your anniversary and playing with Koda and Chloe and Charlie and the kitties and my little pack is having the best time. Be good my sweet girl until mama can come hug you all. I love you so much. Love, Mama

From: mama
On: 7/1/22

Hey my shish. Wanted to come on here and change you and Koda boop to summer. Also wanted to tell you both I have a new little girl who's name is Sophie and she is nuts! Just like your sister. I just told her how much she reminds me of her and all her craziness and while it does make me miss her, it also reminds me of them time I had you both and what a fun time that was for all of us. I miss you guys so much. I hope you two and Charlie and Chloe are all doing so good and I can't wait to see you. I love you Sicily bo Bicily. I will see you soon. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 3/15/22

Shish... Hi my baby girl. I just came to change you and Koda's sites to Spring and wanted to come say hi. It's been way too long since I've talked to you. I'm so happy to change your site to Spring. This was always your most favorite time of year. It is what I remember the most. Sissy in the perfect Spring day...not too hot....not too cold, outside running like the wind letting it blow over you with your eyes closed. It just seemed to be your happy place and it's exactly how I picture you in Heaven. So content and happy with all your siblings with you. All waiting for the missing piece to come hug you all. Me. I can't wait my love. Be a good girl my sweet shish...be a mama bear to Koda boo, and Chloe, and Charlie, and Cairo and Paris, and you all enjoy being in Heaven with the Lord and I will be there soon. I love you all so much. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 10/20/21

My Sicily Bo Bicily... I came on here to say that I know you have welcomed Charlie into your pack up there and since you were always the mama bear, you are keeping everyone in line my sweet girl. I'm so so happy for you all....you, Koda, Chloe, Charlie, Cairo and Paris....all together playing, breathing freely, running like the wind and being with the Lord forever. I just miss you all so much. It's just me and Savannah now and I can't wait until the day that we also join you guys. Be good and mama will see you soon Shish. Love Mama

From: Mama
On: 8/23/21

My sweet sweet girl. Today is your 8 year anniversary in Heaven. You have now been in Heaven as long as you were here on this earth. How is that even possible. And how is it possible I still miss you and think of you every day? I do have to say I'm so sorry I missed your bday in May. I did think of you on that day, I always do, I just didn't come on here and I'm sorry. Life has been such a cluster mess and I just more and more wish I was there with you and Koda and Chloe and the boys and this whole mess of the world was over. Some day soon my sweet. We will all be together and this pain will be no more. I love you shish. Be a good girl. Run like the wind, enjoy Heaven and wait for me. Love you to the moon. Love Mama

From: Mama
On: 4/30/21

Hi my sweet Sis. I came to visit Koda's page to wish Chloe a very Happy first anniversary in Heaven but couldn't not say hi to you too my very sweet girl. I miss you all so much. But, I'm so so glad every day that all 3 of my girls are together in Heaven with Jesus, and that my two sweet boys Cairo and Paris are there together as well. If you all can't be with me, you are with each other playing and enjoying eternity in the most wonderful home you could ever ever have. I can't wait until the day I see you all again and we all pile into one big hug. Be a good girl until that day my sweet. I love you. Love Mama

From: Mama
On: 3/5/21

Shish.... Hi my sweet girl. I came to visit Koda boop and wanted to come say hi to you too. I miss you girls so much. I can't believe you've been gone so long. Some days it feels like yesterday that I had to let you go. I just hate my life without you girls. I told my therapist the other day that the happiest time of my life was a short time in 2012. D had left and it was just you two and the kitties with me. You and Koda would snuggle up with me in bed, one on each side and oh my...the contentment I felt. It was like, as long as you two are here no matter what else happens, I'm fine. And now everything is just empty. I thank the Lord I have the kids and Julius who lights up my life in ways I didn't think it could, but once I'm alone again I miss you guys more than I could ever express. I love you so much Sicily Bo Bicily. I will hold you again soon. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 12/6/20

Hi my Sis....it's been too long since Mama came and said hi. As you know today is the day Koda came to join you two years ago. I know you two are so so happy to be together and I know you have taken Chloe under your wing as well. Because that is just the kind of girl you were. Such a mama girl. Such a lover and a sweet soul. I can't believe how long you've been gone. I miss you girls so much. I can't wait to be there to see you all. I remember the days that you and Koda and the kitties were all here in the house with me and now you are all up there. Well soon it will be all of us plus Chloe and someday Charlie too. I honestly can't wait. I will hold you all and kiss you all and we will enjoy eternity together with Jesus. What a day that will be. I love you my Shish. Have a very Merry Christmas and be a good girl. I love you. Run like the wind. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 8/25/20

Hi my Shish.... 2 days ago on the 23rd it was exactly 7 years since you've been gone. Sorry I missed writing. Sunday I had company and couldn't and yesterday work was crazy and I couldn't get a moment to write. But I couldn't wait another day to come remember you. 7 years my love. How is that even possible? I miss you still....all these years later. I know you are so happy and you are content. You have your sister, my Dakota back with you for all eternity, you now have my little Chloe who you never met while you were here but who you are now protecting because you were always such the greatest little mama. And the kitty boys Paris and Cairo as well. My little fur family. I miss you all so much. I can't wait to hold you all again someday. Enjoy your wonderful wonderful life in Heaven with Jesus and I will see you and hug you all soon. Love you so much my Sicily Bo Bicily. Love, Mama

From: mama
On: 7/23/20

Hey sweet Sis.... I was writing to your sisters and wanted to come say hi to you my love bug. Next month we are coming up on 7 years that you have been in Heaven. Longer in Heaven than you were here on the earth with me. I have been grieving so hard for Koda and Chloe lately that sometimes it seems like you are a fore thought in the back of my head and the guilt that comes like I'm forgetting you is almost to much to bare. I NEVER want to forget you so please forgive me my love. I still love you so much and can't wait to be together again. Please keep Koda and Chloe under your wing and love on them and play with them until I see you guys. If you could bop on over and say hi to Paris and Cairo as well and tell them I love them too I would love that. Oh what a day to be with you all again. Enjoy Heaven and time with the Lord my love. Mama will see you soon. Love you.

From: Mama
On: 6/8/20

Oh my shish. How could Mama forget your birthday. I'm so so sorry my sweet girl. 5/8/05. You would be 15 years old now if you were still here with me. If only love could have saved you. So much has happened and with Chloe coming to join you at the end of April I guess that's why I spaced your birthday. So sorry my Sis. I'm so glad you and Dakota and Chloe are all together. I'm so happy for that. My 3 girls all waiting for me. I just hate it and say to myself every day....I"m a dog mom without a dog. I feel so empty. But I just can't go there again. The pain is too great. I will just hang with Savannah and wait for the day I can hug your three again in Heaven. Be good girls and Mama will see you very soon. Love you so much my sweet girl. Love, Mama

From: Mama
On: 4/10/20

Hi my sweet Shish. I was just writing to your sister and wanted to come say hi to you my sweet little caring loving girl. I just know you are taking care of Koda and you two are enjoying being together again after so long apart. It's the only way I can get through each day without you two. Knowing you both are so sweet and so unique little souls that there is no way you just don't exist anymore. I will not let my mind go there on my worst days. I just won't. You two are alive in Heaven. Your sweet spirits are running and playing and breathing freely with Jesus and you will never hurt again. I will see you guys soon. I will. And I will hug you and never let you go again. My Sicily bo Bicily. Be good my sweet girl. Enjoy Easter with the Savior and be on the lookout for your mama. I can't wait to be with you two again. I love you so much. Love, Mama