10/6/13: Happy Birthday My Girl! I miss you so much, I hope that you are having fun on your special day! I wish that you were here so that mommy could spoil you, with lots of treats and new toys. I love you always my beautiful girl. Mommy will send you a new a toy and a treat. You are always and forever in my heart.

11/28/13: Happy Thanksgivings my baby girl! I miss you so very much! Today is a day about being thankful and I am thankful for many things in my life. One of the things that I will forever be thankful for is having the privilege of being your mommy for 10 1/2 wonderful years. If I could have one wish it would be to have another moment with you! I miss you everyday, the emptiness never goes away and I know that I will never be the same without you. I look forward to the day when we meet again. I wish that you were here to enjoy your big plate of food that I always made sure that you had. Never forget how much you are loved and know that we all miss you everyday. Love you always my sweet girl!

12/25/13: Merry Christmas my sweet girl. I hope that you are having a good day and having fun playing with all of your friends. I miss you so very much! Mommy hung your stocking up and sent you lots of treats and toys. I wish that I had one wish, because I would you it to see you again and tell you how much I love and miss you everyday. You are always with me, I hope that you know that. I love you always and forever, my sweet Abby Lou!

7/2/14 It is hard to believe that it has been six years today since you left us. You are forever in our hearts and forever missed. Time has not made it any easier being without you, it still feels like it was yesterday. I thank you for sending Duke to us, as I know that you knew how much we were all suffering. He will never take your place, as no one ever will, but you make each day a little bit easier to get through by sending him to us. You will always and forever be mommies girl and I love and miss you each and every day. Love you always and forever my sweet Abby Lou!

10/6/14 Happy Birthday My beautiful girl! I hope that you are enjoying your special day and having fun running around. You are with me each and everyday, please never forget how much you are loved and missed here. I would love to be spending your special day with you and spoiling you with all of your special treats and toys. Mommy loves you always and forever my girl, you are forever in my heart.

11/27/14 Happy Thanksgiving my beautiful girl! I miss you today just like all the other days, what I wouldn't give to have you here with me. They say that it gets easier with time, yet my heart is still broken by your absence. Please never forget how much you are loved and missed each and everyday! I am so very thankful that I got to be your mommy for 10 1/2 wonderful years, I cherish every second of it and will hold the memories forever in my heart. I am thankful that you sent Duke to me, as you realized how deeply pained I was when you had to leave. He will never take your place, but having him has made each day a little easier to get through, so I thank you my girl. I hope that you are eating plenty and having fun. I love you my sweet angel and look forward to the day that we meet again. Love you always mommy!

12/25/14 Merry Christmas my sweet girl! I can't believe that I am spending another Christmas without you here with me. I hope that you are having a good day and having lots of fun. I hung your stocking, so I hope that you got lots of treats. I miss you every day my angel, please never forget how much you are loved and missed by each one of us. Your absence is missed daily as well as the love that you so freely gave to each of us. You are and will always be mommy's girl. I treasure every second that I was blessed to have you here with me. Until we meet again my sweet girl, I love you always. Missing you and love you forever, love you always my Abby Lou!~Mommy

7/2/15: I still can't believe that it has been seven years since I lost you and my world suddenly shattered. There is never a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I miss you everyday and although the pain has subsided a bit, it will never completely go away. As when I lost you, I lost half my heart,your absence has forever changed my life. I pray every night that you will come and see me, but it has yet to happen. I just want and need to know that you are ok. I miss you my girl and I look forward to the day that I will see again. You will always and forever be mommies girl. I love you, we all love and miss you! You are forever in our heart!

10/6/15: Happy Birthday my beautiful girl! I hope that you are enjoying your special day. It has been seven long years without you here with me. What I wouldn't give to have one more day with you, to celebrate this day, hold you, and tell you how much I love you. I still try to make sense of why you were taken from me, why God took you from me when I needed and loved you so much. I wait for you every night to come and see me, but you still haven't yet, I just need to know that you are alright. Enjoy your day my angel, have all the treats that you want and have fun playing. You will always and forever be mommy's girl, and I can't wait for the day that we are together forever. I love you always and forever my sweet Abby Lou. Happy Birthday!

11/26/15: Happy Thanksgiving my beautiful girl! I hope that you are enjoying your day, running around and playing with the many friends that I am sure that you have made. I wanted you to know how much you are loved and missed every day. I wish that it were true that time heals all wounds, but the loss of you has created a wound that will never heal. I try to get through each day as best I can, but I look forward to the day that we are together again. I am grateful for every second that I was blessed to have you here with me, you will always and forever be my girl. Enjoy your day my sweet angel and eat plenty, just as you would when you were here with me. Loving you always and forever my sweet Abby Lou! ~Love you always mommy!

12/25/15: Merry Christmas my beautiful Abby Lou. I hope that you are enjoying this special day in Heaven. I hung your stocking as I always do and I am reminded of the void that has been left in my life from your absence. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts I miss you every day and look forward to the day that we will be together again. Never forget how much you are loved and missed by each of us daily. I love you always and forever, my sweet girl. Missing and loving you always Abby Lou Love you, Mommy!

7/2/16: It is hard to believe that it has been eight years today since I lost you. They say that time heals all wounds, but I do not believe this. I think that time merely numbs the pain of that wound to allow us the ability to make it through each minute, hour, and day. I miss you as much today as I did the day that I lost you. I lost apart of myself, a part of my heart, losing you forever changed my life. It changed the person that I once was, the person that always believed that no matter what things happened for a reason. I am still unable to understand the reason why I lost you. You were and always will be my sweet girl, my bestfriend, and my baby. I love you and miss you more than words could ever express. I look forward to the day that we will be together again. Missing you and loving you always~ Mommy

10/6/16: Happy Birthday my sweet girl! I hope that you enjoy your day, what I wouldn't give to spend it with you. Have fun, run free, and eat lots of treats. It is hard to believe that another year has passed without you here; it seems like yesterday that I lost you and my world changed forever. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I treasure every moment that I was privileged to have you here with me; I just wish that I had more time with you. I wish that I could hold you, sing to you, and tell you how much I love you. Thank you for being my girl, my best friend, and my baby. Never forget how much you are loved and missed. I love and miss you always and forever my sweet Abby Lou. ~Mommy

12/25/16: Merry Christmas my sweet Abby! I hope that you are having lots of fun today. I hung your stocking as I always do, and wishing that you were here with me to celebrate this day. There is never a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I treasure every second that I was blessed to have you here with me; I just wish that we had more time together. I love you and miss you every day my sweet girl. I look forward to the day that we will be together again. Loving you and missing you always and forever. ~Mommy

7/2/17: My beautiful Abby Lou, how is it possible that you have been gone for 9 years. There is not a day that has gone by that I have not thought about you. I miss everything about you, especially the unconditional love that you so freely gave. You were always there to give your love, to listen, and just be near me. I will never be the same without you and I look forward to the day when we meet again. Never forget my angel how much you are loved and missed. Loving you and missing you always. ~ Mommy.

10/6/17:Happy Birthday, my sweet Abby Lou! I hope that you're having an amazing day, enjoying all your treats and being pampered. I want you to always know how much you are loved and missed. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I treasure every moment that I was blessed to have you here with me, and what I wouldn't give to have one more day with you. I wish you were here, so that I could spoil my special girl on her special day. I love and miss you always, until we meet again. Love you forever ~Mommy

12/25/17:Merry Christmas my beautiful Abby Lou. It is hard to believe that another Christmas has gone by without you here with us. I hope that you are celebrating, having lots of fun, and getting countless treats. Mommy still hung your stocking as I always do, I never want you to feel that you are forgotten and it provides me comfort that you are still here. I miss you so very much and although another year has passed without you here with me it is also another year, day, and second closer to being with you forever. You are and will forever be mommy's girl. I love and miss you every day. Love you my sweet angel ~Mommy

7/2/18:My Sweet Abby Lou how is it possible that today makes 10 years since I lost you? My whole world changed that day. I not only lost my baby but I lost my best friend. The only one who has ever loved me unconditionally. I never thought that I would survive the unbelievable pain that I went through after I lost you. Although each day lessens the pain a little, the void of your absence is always there. I thank you for all of the wonderful memories. You are always in my thoughts and forever in my heart. I love you always and forever my sweet Abby Lou. ~Mommy

10/6/18:Happy Birthday my sweet Abby Lou! I hope that you are enjoying your day and getting LOTS of treats. Oh, how I wish that I could be celebrating your day with you. Mommy loves and misses you so very much. You are with me each and every day, and forever in my heart. Never forget my sweet girl how much you are loved and missed. I love you always and forever. You are and always will by mommy's girl. Have a wonderful birthday my angel. Love you ~ Mommy

11/22/18: Happy Thanksgiving my sweet Abby Lou! I wanted you to know how much I love and miss you. I am forever thankful for having you, I only wish that we had more time together. I thank you for being my baby, my girl, and my best friend, and above all for always loving me unconditionally. You will forever be mommy's girl and I will always and forever love and miss you. I hope that had a wonderful Thanksgiving and were spoiled just as you were when you were here with me. I love you always, until we meet again my angel. Love you ~Mommy

12/25/18: Merry Christmas my sweet angel. I hope that you had a wonderful day filled with lots of treats. Mommy loves and misses you so very much, but that is nothing new. There has been a void in my heart and life since you left. I hung your stocking as I always do because I will never allow you to feel forgotten. Never forget how much you are loved and missed. You will always and forever be mommy's girl. Until we meet again my angel. I love and miss you~ Mommy

7/2/19: How is it possible that you left me 11 yrs ago today. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. The countless memories that you left me with, are what help me get through each day without you. My heart aches for you. I pray every night that you will come and see me, to let me know that you are alright. I have never been the same since I lost you. There are not enough words to describe the emptiness that I have felt since you left. I love and miss you everyday. You will forever be my girl. Until we meet again my sweet angel. Love always ~Mommy

10/6/19: Happy Birthday my sweet Abby! I hope that you are having fun on your special day and getting lots of treats and toys. How I wish that you were here with me to spoil and love on. I miss you so much and can't wait for the day that we are together again. I love and miss you my angel, never forget how much you are loved and missed daily. You will always be mommy's special girl. Have a wonderful birthday my angel! Love you always and forever ~ Mommy

11/28/19: Happy Thanksgiving my sweet angel. I hope that you had a good day and had lots to eat. I love and miss you so much. What I wouldn't give to have you here with me or to be with you. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I am so thankful that I had you with for nearly 11 years and have been left with so many wonderful memories. I thank you for always being the best girl, never forgot how much you are loved missed. I love and miss you each and every day. Love you always ~ Mommy

12/25/19: Merry Christmas my sweet girl. I hope you had a wonderful day, filled with lots of toys and treats. As always I missed having you here with me, but that is nothing new, I miss you every day. I love you always and forever my sweet angel. Please come and see me, it has been far too long. Never forget how much you are loved and missed. Loving you always and missing you everyday~ love Mommy

7/2/20: How has it been 12 years since you left us? My heart still aches for you, I long to hold you and be with you. They say that grief is not measured in time, but when the heart is dry of tears and your mind comes to acceptance, you will begin to heal. Acceptance is a big thing and one that I have struggled with since physically losing you. I will never forgive myself for not knowing that something was wrong with you, for not seeing signs and doing something sooner to help you, save you. I believe that with forgiveness comes acceptance and I will forever struggle with that. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts, I love and miss you everyday. You with forever be my girl, my baby. Love you always my sweet angel ~Mommy

10/6/20: Happy Birthday my beautiful girl! What I wouldn't give to be able to spend your special day with you. I hope that you are having fun and being spoiled. How is it possible that you have been gone longer than I had you here physically with me? It feels like yesterday that I lost you. There is not a day that has past that you haven't been in my thoughts. I love and miss you everyday. You are and will forever be my girl. I love you always and forever my sweet Abby Lou ~Mommy

11/26/20: Happy Thanksgiving my beautiful girl. I hope you had a good day and got spoiled with lots of food. I am so very grateful for the wonderful memories that I have with you, my beautiful Angel. I love and miss you every day. You will always and forever be my girl. I love and miss you always, love you ~ Mommy

12/25/20: Merry Christmas my sweet Angel. I hope you had a great day and we're spoiled with lots of toys, treats, and food. Mommy hung your stocking like I do every year. I love and miss you so much. Wishing you were here with me. Never forget how much you are loved and missed. I wait for you every night to come and see me, it has been so long. I love you always and forever, my beautiful girl. Love and miss you ~ Mommy

6/25/21: Sorry it's taken me so long to come here. The pain of not having you around physically was so difficult. You changed our lives; you changed our family's lives so much for the better. You loved us all so much and I thank you for that. You were always there, no matter the situation. I love you so much! You have a brother Duke - or as I like to call him "Dukey poopy" that I know has found you by now. He's big and crazy but so lovable and took care of us right where you left off! He's touched us just the way that you did and his timing was impeccable to help us cope with not having you physically with us. You are always with us in spirit! Ask him about his jolly ball. I know you are both running together right now. You have a crazy sister as well - Crazy Maisie, that reminds me so much of you as well. We love and miss you so much sweet girl! ~ Dad

7/2/21: It is hard to imagine that you have been gone 13 years today. Losing you changed my life in so many ways. I have never quite looked at things the same since losing you. I have never reached acceptance with your passing. The pain will always be there, as well as the emptiness. I am glad that Duke has you up there with him. Please comfort and protect him, I know that always came natural to you. I love and miss you always my sweet, beautiful girl. ~ Mommy

9/23/21: Hi my sweet, beautiful girl. Mommy loves and misses you every day. I hope that you and Duke are having fun playing at the bridge. I am able to find some comfort in knowing that he is with you and that you will take care of him for me. I will never understand why I had to lose both of you so soon. I do know that I was so blessed to have two of the best babies ever. You will always be my girl, my first baby, and my best friend. Thank you, my sweet angel, for always being my protector, for sending Duke to me and for loving me unconditionally. I love you always and forever my sweet Abby Lou ~ Mommy

10/6/21: Happy Birthday my beautiful girl. It never gets easier spending your special day without you here. I love and miss you so very much. I hope that you are being spoiled and enjoying every moment of your special day. I hope that Duke is with you and that you two are having so much fun. Please come and see mommy, please let me know that you are ok. I love and miss you every day my sweet, beautiful, precious girl. Love you always ~ Mommy

11/25/21: Happy Thanksgiving my beautiful girl. I hope that you are being spoiled up there. I want you to know that I am forever grateful for being your mommy and for so many memories that you left me with. I love and miss you every day. I hope that you and Duke are together and having so much fun. Never forget how much you are loved and missed my sweet girl. I love and miss you forever my sweet Abby Lou ~ Mommy

12/25/21: Merry Christmas my beautiful Abby Lou! Oh, how I miss you. Spending another Christmas without you never gets easier even after so many years. I hope this year you and Duke are spending it together and getting spoiled with lots of treats. It is the only thing that gives me comfort knowing you are together. Your stocking is hung as always, but our hearts will always remain empty without you. Thank you for being my sweet girl and for so many memories that give me so much comfort. I love and miss you every day forever and always. Love you my sweet angel ~ Mommy

7/2/22: Today makes 14 long years since I lost you and my life was forever changed. I have never been the same since. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. I will forever mourn you, forever miss you, and forever be broken. You will always be my girl and my baby. Never forget how much you are forever loved and missed. Love you always my sweet Abby Lou. ~ Mommy

10/6/22: Happy Birthday, my sweet girl. I hope that you are having a wonderful day and that you are being spoiled. I hope that you are having fun with Duke and that the two of you are running and playing. I love and miss you so much. Thank you for always being the best girl and mommy's baby. Never forget how much you are loved and missed my sweet perfect Abby Lou. Love you always and forever. love ~ Mommy

11/24/22: Happy Thanksgiving my beautiful girl, I sure hope you had a good day and that you and Duke were spoiled with lots of food and treats. I love and miss you my sweet girl, always and forever. You will forever be my best girl. I am forever grateful for you and your love. Never forget how much you are loved and missed. I love you always and forever, my sweet Abby Lou. Love you~ Mommy

12/25/22: Merry Christmas my sweet girl. I hope you had a good day Duke and that you both got spoiled. Your stocking was hung and you were missed as always. Never forget how much you are loved and missed forever. Please
come and see me. I love and miss you every day forever and always my sweet girl. Love you always ~ Mommy

7/2/23: It feels impossible that you have been gone 15 years today. How has time gone by so fast? I miss you, my sweet girl. You will always and forever be my girl. As I have always said losing you changed my life, I have never been the same and never will be. I love and miss you every single day. I hope that you're with Duke and having fun. I can't wait for the day that we can all be back together. Never forget how much you're loved and missed. I love and miss you forever my sweet Abby Lou. ~ Love Mommy

9/23/23: Hi my sweet beautiful girl. I just wanted you to know how much I love and miss you. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts. You will always be my first baby, the one that taught me patience. I loved you from the moment I saw you and will continue loving you for the rest of my life. I still remember the pain of losing you as if it were yesterday. Losing you changed me in so many ways, that I have never been the same person since. I can only hope for the day that I get to spend eternity with both you and Duke. Never forget how much you are loved and miss my sweet girl. I love you always and forever. ~ Love Mommy

10/6/23: Happy heavenly birthday my sweet beautiful girl! I miss you, my sweet angel. I hope you are being spoiled at the bridge. There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my thoughts, you are with me always. I am forever grateful for you and cherish every day that I was blessed to have you here with me. I love and miss you forever and always. ~Love Mommy

11/23/23: Happy Thanksgiving my sweet girl. I hope you had a feast up there and you and Duke are having a blast together. I am forever grateful for you and continue to cherish the memories that you left me with. I love and miss you every day forever and always. Love always ~ Mommy.

12/25/23: Merry Christmas my sweet girl. I hope you had a good day and you were spoiled. Daddy hung your stocking. I miss you. How I wish you and Duke were here with me. You will forever be my girl. I love and miss you every day forever and always. Love you always ~Mommy

7/2/24: Hi my beautiful girl. Sixteen years ago today I woke up and you were gone. I was never given the chance to say goodbye. Losing you changed my life forever. I lived my life believing that everything happened for a reason, until the day I lost you. I will never live by those words again. Til this day I still can't understand why God took you when you were loved so much. I never imagined that anyone could endure such physical pain and still survive. I will never forget that pain. I will never forget you. You will always be my first baby, my sweet girl. Thank you for loving me. I love and miss you every single day. Never forget how much you are loved and missed. Love you always ~Mommy

10/6/24: Happy Birthday, my beautiful girl! I hope you had lots of fun with Duke, and you were spoiled. Mommy loves and misses you every single day. I wish so much that we had the ability to turn back time. You will always be mommy's girl. There has not been a day since you've been gone that I don't think about you, you're with me always. I am forever grateful for you my sweet Abby Lou. Forever blessed to be your mommy. Never forget how much you're loved and missed! Love you always ~Mommy