4/24/2020 Dear little Alice, I can't believe you left me three days ago. I love you so much, and I'm so very sorry I didn't get to say goodbye to you. You were so ill, and the vet told me they had to help you cross over the bridge before I could see you at the hospital. I hope you didn't feel alone, or scared. It hurts so much. Mama will write more later. Please say hello to Zorin, Billy and Haley up there. I love you.4/26/2020 Never could I imagine I would lose another cat only a few days after you. It was VaVa's little kitten Demelza, who was only 4 weeks old. It happened so quickly, I don't understand it. Probably an infection. Please look after her for me, will you? Remember how you always loved kittens, and took care of them, although you never could have any of your own. I have planted beautiful pink hortensias on your grave, and I will order a stone soon. Demelza will also have a stone, and little Sivert, her brother who went before her. My dear little girl, how I miss you. 4/21/2021 Hello little angel, it's 1 year ago since you left us, it's so difficult to understand. I miss you so much. It's a lovely time of the year and you always loved being outdoors in the garden, enjoying the sun, grass and butterflies. I hope you have a great time wherever you are. Please say hello to Demelza for me and take care of her. I know you will. Sweet little Alice, I'm grateful for our time together. Even if it was too short it was full of fun and love. You will always have a special place in my heart. Lots of love xx Mommy. 4/21/2022 My dearest little Alice, it's springtime and I miss you more than ever. Your little grave in the garden will soon be shaded by beautiful flowers but it's not the same without you. I remember how much you loved being outdoors in the garden. The cats that are here now love being outside too. They are VaVas kittens (now 2 years old) Evert and Lill-Pip, Spinn and Dad's own girl Simmy. There won't be any more kittens now. These four are the last ones. Please say hello to Zorin, Billy, Haley, Demelza, Sivert and the others up there if you see them. I love you forever. Mommy xx. 4/21/2023 Another year has gone by. I miss you so much. It's a lovely day today, spring is here at last, the birds are singing. I know how much you would have loved to sit in the sun in the garden watching flies and magpies. Instead you're gone to another world and I'm left with your little grave. You're not here, I know, but it somehow gives me comfort sitting there and saying hello. The cats are the same as last year. Please look after the cats and kittens up there for me; you always loved taking care of kittens. I love you forever. Mommy xx. 4/21/2024 Four years without you, my little friend. It's spring but still cold. I hope the rhododendron I planted last year next to your grave will be in full bloom in May. Something horrible happened last summer and Mommy has been struggling ever since. It's getting better though, and the cats here are a great comfort. They are the same as last year, with the addition of Chuckie (Angelika's cat). I hope you visit us sometimes, even if I can't see you. Don't forget to look after the kittens for me! I love you always. Mommy xx. Please also visit Zorin.
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