I can not say much now as I held you in my arms for the last time tonight, my tears are flowing freely I love you Amber.
At last I feel able to express how wonderful you have been how happy you have made me, my special baby, as you truly were my cat, even though on the day you entered the world and I went with Tom and Lizzie to see you and your mummy, brothers and sisters.
Tom and Lizzie picked you..... for a fathers day present, even though when we put you on daddy's lap you turned towards me, I fell in love with you the first day I saw you, then that day you melted my heart even more, you became my Amber that day and everyday after that.
When I would come home you would run up to to me and stay beside me, I always knew when you were not feeling well, I could see it in your eyes, I would take you to the vet and say Ambers not well he would check you over and sure enough you would have a something wrong!!
I will say more soon my darling, I hope you have settled well and have found Sarah, Jet, Chouch and Rachel all your old fur friends, my furbabies.
Take care my Darling love you always xxxxxx
Darling Amber I found this on the page of another rainbow bridge furbaby but it made me think so much of our last few months I knew you were fighting to stay with me but it just got to hard a fight, I hope now you know my decision was made from my deep love for you, your Mummy XXXXX
If it should be that I grow frail and weak,
You will be sad I understand,
We have had so many happy years,
Take me to where my needs they'll tend,
Although my tail its last has waved,
Forever in my heart darling XXX
Now my beloved fur babies have my own mum with them, l know she will be loving you as much as l did, and still do xxx