July 21, 2020 - Today I went to the ocean and you couldn't be with me. I sat by the rocks and
watched the waves come in. It was peaceful and felt you with me. I miss you my
Sweet Babie J. Hugs & Kisses.

July 25, 2020 - Another Saturday at the flea market without you my sweet Babie J. It is not the same
without you. All your friends miss you too.

July 27, 2020 - Babie J, I am missing you so much today. My tears won't dry up ever.

August 3 2920 - After my run today and got ready to come into the house, I heard your bark. I miss you.

August 10 2020 - My Sweet Girl, I am really missing you today. You were the bravest dog. You lost an eye
had a mini stroke, cushings diease, and dementia. Never once did you falter. Because of
you, I have learned to live in the moment. GOD BLESS MY SWEET BABIE J.

August 11 2020 - It has been three months since you had to leave me. You were so tired fighting and it was
was time for you to rest. I will miss you always until I take my last breathe. I love
you and miss you so much my sweet girl.

August 17 2020 - My Sweet Girl Babie J. Today when I got out of the shower, I remember how you used to wait for
me on the bath rug. How devoted you were. My life is so empty without. I love you.

August 20 2020 - Babie J, today I will be in a online grief group through Community Hospice. I am still so lost
without you and always will be. How am I supposed to live without you.

August 22 2020 - Today was flea market day without you. They are closing on 9/27 and all I will have is memories
of all the wonderful times with you there.

August 26 2020 - Oh My Babie J, I am missing you so much my heart aches. I am so lost without you. You were
always my side wherever I was in the house. You loved me more than anybody in my life. I am
trying to go without you but I can't.

August 29 2020 - Another Saturday at the Flea Market. I thought of you and how much you loved their hot dogs.
Only four more weeks and they will close down forever. All that will be left is of memories of
the times we spent together there. Kisses, My Sweet Girl.

Sept 02 2020 - Fall has begun without my sweet girl. Everyday is so empty and I miss you sweet face.

Sept 07 2020 - Today is the first labor day without you my sweet Babie J. The ribs did not taste as good not
sharing with you. I miss you my sweet girl. My heart is broken and never will be fixed.

Sept 09 2020 - Babie J I missed you so much today. I was calling out for you on the road to the work shed. You
loved that road with all the doggie smells. Oh my Babie J I don't know what to do.

Sept 17 2020 - I miss you little girl. Today I go to Winn Dixie and I always remember how you liked their deli
chicken. I can't bring myself to ever eat it again without you. You were such a joy to my life.

Sept 20 2020 - Today was a rainy day at the Flea Market, don't think you would have liked it. I thought of you
the whole time. Next week they will close forever and all that is left will be memories of our
times there. Everybody just loved you. You were so precious. Oh my girl, I miss you so much.

Sept 25 2020 - Went downtown to Mi Casa and remembered how much you loved their corned beef. I just sat there and
thought about how everyone loved you here. I miss you my sweet girl.

Sept 26 2020 - Today Ajax and Rita came to visit and Ajax was licking my leg, I thought it was you. The he sat right
by me and was trying to comfort me just like you used to do. He really misses you just like me
my sweet Babie J.

Sept 27 2020 - Last day of the Flea Market, closing forever. I went to the pet shop and found your picture July
15, 2015 on your first visit there. Also bought a statue that looks just like you. What a
bittersweet day. I am so thankful we got to spend many happy times there together. I love you my
little girl.

Oct 03 2020 - My sweet girl. Another month has passed since you had to go to the Rainbow Bridge. I miss so
much. No more Saturday Flea Market. It is just as well, it wasn't the same without you. I will
love forever.

Oct 07 2020 - Oh Babie J, I am missing you so much. I have no purpose in life without you.

Oct 11 2020 - Today is five months since I lost you. I just don't know to live without you. I will love you
forever My Sweet Girl.

Oct 15 2020 - My sweet Babie J. you date for the leaving the Rainbow Bridge has been corrected. I was such a
mess creating your Memorial. I know you are in no pain and enjoying the Rainbow Bridge. Hope to
see you soon. I miss you so much.

Oct 17 2020 - Oh my Babie J, a beautiful fall day and you are not here. I miss you so much my heart hurts.

Oct 19 2020 - Everybody tells me I need another dog but they just don't understand what we meant to each other
my sweet Babie J. I didn't replace Julian and I won't replace you. I miss you so much.

Oct 22 2020 - All the pine needles are falling from the trees and I remember how you loved to explore while I
was collecting them for winter mulch. I miss you my sweet girl Babie J.

Oct 24 2020 - Went to the corn maze today and remembered how much you liked all the farm animals. It was so
sad you not being there. I love you My Sweet Babie J.

Oct 28 2020 - I miss you Babie J so much. I got a blanket with you photo on it. So when I go to bed it will
feel like you are here with me. Life is so empty without you.

Oct 31 2020 - Today I ran the Cottonmouth Race. Every step I took was made in memory of you. I miss you my
Sweet Babie J.

Nov 05 2020 - Today the flea market has been torn down. Another beautiful memory of our time together. All
of our vendor friends just loved you. I will never forget those times. I miss you so My Sweet
Girl.

Nov 07 2020 - Thank You for sending me a rainbow this morning before my race. I know you were with me every
step of the way to the finish life. I ran it in memory of You and Julian.

Nov 10 2020 - Oh my Babie J, the house is so empty without you. i would sell my soul to the devil to get you
back young and healthy.

Nov 11 2020 - It has been 6 months since you had to leave me. It just seems like yesterday. I miss you and
love you more than words can said. What am I going to without you.

Nov 17 2020 - Today is a beautiful fall day. You loved this nice cool weather. I miss walking with you my
sweet girl.

Nov 19 2020 - Sweet little Bentley crossed to the Rainbow Bridge. Please greet him and show him around the
Rainbow Bridge. I hope to see you soon my Sweet Babie J. I miss you so much my girl.

Nov 26 2020 - This Thanksgiving was not the same without you. It will never be the same until I join you at
the Rainbow Bridge. I miss you so much my sweet girl.

Nov 28 2020 - Today I leave for the Space Coast Run. I do this in memory of you My Sweet Babie J and every
step I take you will be with me. I miss you so bad.

Dec 01 2020 - My Sweet Babie J. I crossed the finish line at the Space Coast Run in your memory. Every step I
took was for you. I was able to meet up with Ginny and I was able to share all my thoughts of
you.

Dec 03 2020 - Tonight was The Tree of Life Ceremony. I remember you and I attended the service 8 years
together to honor my Julian. Tonight your ribbon joins his on the tree. I miss you so much as I
miss my Julian. Your unconditional love saved me. Now I must save myself as you have crossed
over to The Rainbow Bridge. I miss and love you so much my sweet girl.

Dec 11 2020 My Sweet Babie J. Today is 7 months since you left for the Rainbow Bridge. I think of you
everyday. I still cry looking a your pictures. I don't know if I will ever be happy again.
The Christmas Season means nothing to me. Oh Babie, I will miss you until I take my last
heartbeat.

Dec 13 2020 Crying for you again. The house is so empty without you. I made fudge and you were not here to
lick the spoon. What am I going to do without, I am so lost.

Dec 19 2020 Oh My Sweet Babie J. I am crying while typing this. I miss you so much. Looking so sweet after
your Christmas grooming. What am I going to do without you, my doggie. I hate life right now.
Many hugs and kisses to you at The Rainbow Bridge.

Dec 23 2020 My Sweet Babie J I am missing you more than ever this Christmas. I wish I was there with you at
The Rainbow Bridge. I can tell you and no anybody else that I wish my life would end on I
Christmas morning so I could be with you and your Daddy Julian. I know he would love you. I will
just live each day until God decides to take me home. I will love you forever and no dog will
ever replace you.

Dec 24 2020 Today is Christmas Eve My Sweet Babie J. It is going to be lonely being without you, especially
Christmas Day. I find no joy in it, it is just another day without you. But once we are together
again we will have Christmases forever. Enjoy the Bridge with all your precious friends. I love
you and miss you so much. Hugs from Mama.

Dec 28 2020 Oh my Babie J, I miss you so much, I just don't feel like doing anything anymore without you
My life is so empty without you. I pray that God will take me so I can join you at the Rainbow
Bridge forever.

Dec 31 2020 My Sweet Girl, this year has been one of the worst losing you. My life will never ever be the
same without you. My Heart aches for you. Sometimes I feel like I just don't want to on. Please
wait for me at The Rainbow Bridge. I love you forever my Babie J.

Jan 01 2021 Happy New Year at The Rainbow Bridge, My Sweet Girl. I hope to honor you this year by being a
Foster Mom for senior dogs, I am not sure if you will like other dogs in our house but send
me a sign if you do. No other dog will ever take you place. I will lover you until I take my
last breath.

Jan 06 2021 Good Morning My Sweet Babie J. It has been so cold in the morning. I miss your little warm body
next to me. This house is so empty without you. What am I going to do without you.

Jan 08 2021 Oh My Sweet Girl I wish you were here with me. It is cold and dreary day but when you were
will me the sun was always shining with you sweet little face. God, how I am going to survive
living without you.

Jan 11 2021 It has been eight months since I lost you my sweet girl. The house is so empty without you. I
have to pillows with your picture on them. You are the first thing I see in the morning. Can't
wait under we can be together again forever. Love, Mama

Jan 16 2021 This past Tuesday I stopped at the dog park and there was an older Shih Tsz would came up to me
and her tail looked just like yours. Her tail was wagging just like you did and it didn't have
much hair left just like yours. I know it was you My Sweet Babie J and that you are here with me
in spirit. I will never ever replace you. You are my one and only heart dog.

Jan 22 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. It is gloomy this morning and I miss you so much. I saw you in the
clouds laying on your back. No more pain for you and I am glad. I just keep waiting for the day
until we meet again. I love you to pieces my little doggie.

Jan 24 2021 Today I leave for a week of R&R. It is is so lonely to drive in the car without you. You never
really like to go on a ride, you always wanted to sit right on my lap. I will miss you my girl.

Feb 01 2021 My sweet Babie J, I am back from my vacation and I know I will never ever replace you with
another rescue dog because you are my one and only just like Julian. I will though rescue a
kitten for a companion. I will tell her all about you and I will name her Babie in your memory.
You will always be in my heart and I will never ever forget you. I love so much my girl, Momma

Feb 06 2021 Good Morning my little girl. I have made the final decision that I will never ever replace you
for animal dog or cat. You are my one true heart dog. I will continue to run marathons in hope
of running a 26K in your memory. This will be my final purpose in living. I miss you. My Girl.

Feb 08 2021 My first Superbowl without you. You won't be here, to share all the excitement. I remember you
looking at me like I was crazy when I celebrated the game. I miss you and think of everyday.

Feb 11 2021 Today will be 9 months since you crossed over to the Rainbow Bridge. I miss you so much my girl.
Each room in the house is so lonely without you. I went on the Victory Cruise yesterday and it
made me think how you used to go with me to Gulfstream Park and how everyone just loved you.
Things will never ever be the same without you. I love you forever.

Feb 14 2021 Oh my Babie J, you were such a pretty girl. I miss your sweet little face when I wake up in the
morning. I remember how you loved sunny side up eggs, you face face would be yellow when you
were done, Oh Babie it is so hard to go on without you by my side.

Feb 18 2021 Today is the first time I went to the beach without my girl. I remember how much you hated the
water and I had to carry you. It is so hard doing things without you. You were the light of my
life and now that candle has burned out for me, along with My beloved Julian. All I can do is
wait until we all meet again in Heaven. I miss you so much my heart hurts.

Feb 24 2021 My Sweet Girl, I received another memorial today for you. It is above the front door with your
picture in a swing at the park at Aunt CeCe's. "If love could have saved you, you would live
forever". Oh my girl I miss you and will love you forever.

Mar 01 2021 I was trimming the tree by the house and I remember how you would lay on cut branches just to be
close to me. I am so grateful for all the love you gave me. I miss you My Sweet Babie J.

Mar 06 2021 My sweet Babie J. I put pink flowers on your memorial outside. They were starting to fade from
the sun. You will never ever fade from my mind my girl. I miss you everyday.

Mar 08 2021 Today my girl I have decided to volunteer in your memory by giving prayers to other people who
have a sick babie just like you. I would have loved someone to share what we were going through
when you were failing. I hope you know I did everything I could to give you you a healthy life.
Forgive if I did anything that made you feel worse. I love my girl. I miss you so much.

Mar 11 2021 Today it has been ten long months since you left me for the Rainbow Bridge. I miss your sweet
face and sharing my day with you. How are I ever going to live again without you.

Mar 17 2021 My Sweet Babie J. when I went to Winn Dixie I bought their fried chicken that you always loved.
I found myself having a hard time to eat it without you. You used to bark if I didn't cut it
fast enough for you. What sweetness you brought into my life.

Mar 22 2021 I miss you so much. I felt and smelled your hair that I cut from you before you had to leave me.
You were the best thing that happened to me. I don't know if I can live without you. Oh My Girl.

Mar 23 2021 Oh my precious girl. Today Lap of Love had a grief loss seminar. It was wonderful to tell my
story to people who really cared. They lost their babies just like I lost you. To have to make
the decision to help you cross the Rainbow Bridge is the worse one I ever had to make. If my
love could have saved you, you would have lived forever. I miss you so much my girl.

Mar 28 2021 My sweet little girl. It is a beautiful Palm Sunday. You and I would be going to take your
picture with the Easter Bunny. God, I miss you Babie J and I love you so much my heart just
hurts.

Mar 30 2021 I attended a Lap of Love Loss Group and because you passed way last year you were not important
to them. I never should have joined. You death is important no matter when I lost you. I now
chose to grieve alone. Nobody cares, who am I kidding. You think I would have learned this at my
age. I wish could join you right now, people are heartless. I love you and miss you.

Apr 03 2021 Today we would have been going to Petsmart to get your picture with the Easter Bunny. This will
be my first Easter without you. The house is so empty without you. I love you my girl.

Apr 04 2021 Happy Easter My girl. This is the first Easter without you. Holidays will never be the same
again I just go through the motions like a zombie. I just want to feel your fur next to me. I
miss you every single day until we meet at Rainbow Bridge and never be parted from each other.

Apr 09 2021 My girl, I just can't stop missing you. No matter what I do it brings back memories of you
because we did everything together. You were always my little helper. I just want you back but
healthy. Oh My Babie J, I love you so much.

Apr 11 2021 Today it has been 11 months since you left for the Rainbow Bridge. I miss you everyday my girl.
My life is so empty without you. So many sweet memories of you. I pray for the day we can be
together again and never ever to be parted again. I love you so much my girl.

Apr 13 2021 Good Morning My Sweet Babie J. Another nice day here, the only thing missing is you. I wish God
would take me so we can be together again. You are the best thing that happened to me, next my
Julian. You were so precious to me. Please send me a sign today to tell me you are waiting for
me.

Apr 17 2021 My Babie J, I ran a K9 marathon to honor our military dogs. Even though you were my emotional
service you are my hero. Thanks for being there and saving me. Love You Forever.

Apr 24 2021 Today will be the first time I am going to the Daytona Flea market without you. I remember how
much you loved their hot dogs. You were sure a good girl just sitting in your carriage while I
looked around. Oh Babie, I miss so much my broken heart will never heal.

May 09 2021 My Babie J I have added a flower next to your memorial in the backyard. It is Mother's Day today
and I know we would be enjoying a steak dinner. You just loved licking the juices when then they
dripped from the grill. You make me laugh so many times I have lost count. I love you my girl
and miss you so much.

May 11 2021 My Sweet Precious Babie J. Today is one year since you left for the Rainbow Bridge. I miss you
more than words can say. Everyday I pray to God and that he will take me to the Rainbow Bridge s
so we can be together for eternity, I am going to the Lighthouse today so I can remember you
loving their hot dogs and walking through the wooded area together. Oh Babie J, my heart hurts.

May 12 2021 My Sweet Babie J, today on my bike ride your friend Baby, also a shih tsz, is having trouble
like you did with her back legs. She is only 6, but is strong just like you my girl. Through all
the medical problems you dealt with, you never let that stop you for doing anything. Oh My Girl,
I wish I could hold you in my arms again.

May 17 2021 Yesterday I went to see Doreen & Tommy and wore for the first time "At the beach Spray" that you
and I wore to the flea market. Doreen smelled it and said I smell Babie J. She really loved you
and we talked about you and all the good memories we had. They are both beautiful people. I miss
you my girl.

May 20 2021 My sweet girl, there is another new dog in the community and she is a shih tsz named Bella and
she looks at lot like you. She growls just the way you do. Another shih tsz named Baby who
reminds me so much of you, she has back problems like you did near the end and her tail looks
just like yours and she is only 8. I was so blessed to have you for 6 years. You made my life
worth and now I nothing. God I miss you Babie J.

May 24 2021 Oh my Babie J, I just don't what to do with my life without you. I miss you so very much.

May 31 2021 Today is Memorial Day and is the 2nd without you. I remember how you used to wait while the
meat was cooking on the grill and you would lick at the juices falling from the grill. You
always made me laugh and smile. Oh my girl, I miss you so much. Mama will love you forever.

June 01 2021 Today I got the new key chain I ordered that was made with a picture of you. A lot of people
think I am crazy because I miss you after a year and have so many memorials of you. They can
talk all they want. I will never ever let you be forgotten as long as I breathe and there
will never be another dog in my life. You were a very special girl sent to me by God.

Jun 07 2021 Good Morning my girl. Yesterday in the evening all the neighbors were taking their dogs on a
cart ride. Now when I ride in my cart, I ride alone but I know you are still next to me. They
all tell me I need another dog, but little do the know the relationship we had to together was
so strong, that another dog will not help me with my grief over losing you. I didn't replace
Julian with another Husband and you will never be replaced either. It is just the way it is
going to be and I accept that. I miss you so.

Jun 10 2021 Oh my Babie J, I miss so much. I pray to God every night to take me so we can be together again
forever. Life just doesn't seem worth living without you. Even though I keep myself busy my
thoughts of you are always with me. We did everything together and your love for me was so
unconditional. You can't find that kind of love in any human being. Please send me a sign today
while I'm at the beach. Love, Mama

Jun 12 2021 Oh my girl, I miss you so much. Your sweet little face and soft fur. I know you are free of
pain and enjoying running with your friends. You will never be forgotten as long as I breathe.

Jun 17 2021 Good Morning my girl. Yesterday I went on the casino boat with our friends Doreen and Tommy.
I showed them all the Memorials I made for you. They are true friends because they do not
judge me on how much I memorialize and miss you. They loved you too. Oh baby, I wish I could
hear you barking at me if I didn't fix dinner fast enough. (LOL)

Jun 23 2021 Good Morning my girl. The sun has finally come out after 4 days. You would not have liked all
thunder during those days. I remember how you used to pace when we were in bed and you wouldn't
let me comfort you. You were so headstrong when it came cuddling. Oh my baby, what an I going
to do. One year and I am still a mess. Please keep sending me signs. I love you little girl.

Jul 01 2021 Oh my sweet girl I miss you so much. I am sitting her crying just thinking about you. I know
you are in a better place. You are young again and there is no more pain. My heart is still so
broken but please don't worry about me I will okay in time and soon we will be together again
at the Rainbow Bridge never to be separated again. Love Mama

Jul 04 2021 My sweet girl, Happy 4th of July at the bridge. You are safe there from all the noise of the
fireworks that used to terrorize you. I wish you were her with me today to enjoy the ribs but
I know you will have lots of good things to eat at the bridge with all your friends. I miss
you my girl. Soon we will be together again and share each day together like we used to.

Jul 11 2021 Today there was a rainbow that circled around the sun. I know you and Julian sent that to
me. I have never seen a rainbow like that. I miss you both so much but you live on in my
heart and will never ever be forgotten for as long as I walk this earth.

Jul 12 2021 Good Morning my girl. I just can't stop wishing you were here with me but I know you are
better off at the bridge. No more pain and your dementia is now gone. I will continue to
remember you everyday until we are joined together again forever.

Jul 19 2021 On my girl, I just can't stop crying this morning. A video post was on Facebook this morning,
showing how excited a dog gets when their owner comes home. I remember how much you missed me
if I went out the house just for a few minutes. You were so excited and actually crying. Now
that I lost you, I know just how you felt. Oh my girl my heart is just breaking. I pray that
we will soon be together again.

Jul 23 2021 My sweet little girl. Yesterday I found a new group on facebook where I can share your story
of your time with me. It's a private group so there are no people there who belittle a person
mourning the loss of their baby. I know I will mourn you until we meet again at the Rainbow
Bridge. You were one a kind and I will never ever replace you. I love you, Mama.

Jul 24 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. I just want you to know how much I love and miss you. People
say I should move on but I never will because you were my life and without you I just exist.
I take each day as it comes and you taught me how to just live in the moment. One day we
will meet again and live forever in eternity.

Jul 30 2021 Oh my Babie J, I miss you so much. Sometimes I just break down in tears and they don't stop.
I know you had to go the bridge but missing you just breaks my heart. I keep praying that we
will be together again soon. Until then you are always in my heart and will never be forgotten.

Aug 05 2021 My sweet girl, I just can't stop missing you, everywhere I go in the house makes me think of
you. You were by my side all the time. How do I go on without you?? I love you always.

Aug 09 2021 Starting another Monday without you. This week I am going to the beach and will write you
name and Julian's in the sand. The waves come and wash them away. Just like you were taken
for me. I know you had to go and living with no more pain and running free. I love you my
sweet girl.

Aug 12 2021 Good Morning my little girl. I miss you more and more as time moves on without you. You
were with me each and everyday for the last 5 years of your life and I just can't and don't
want to live without you but I have no other choice but wait until we are together again
at the Rainbow Bridge and will will together forever.

Aug 14 2021 Oh my sweet Babie J. The tears are falling today because life without you is becoming
unbearable. I pray that I will go to sleep tonight and wake up with you at the Rainbow
Bridge. My life is nothing without you. I love and miss so much my girl.

Aug 19 2021 Oh my girl, went to beach yesterday and remember how you wouldn't go near the water. I
remember when carried you and let you down, you starting running back to Kathy's condo.
You gave me such cute memories. I know that you now playing in the water with all your
new friends and have met our family dog "Duke" that was our childhood dog. I feel he was
part of you. I miss so. Kisses, Mama

Aug 23 2021 Good Morning my Babie J. Today I go to the dentist without you by my side. You would sleep
on the chair with me and were so loved by the dental techs. I pray to the Lord that he will
take me so that we can be together again forever. You were remembered by the dental ladies.

Aug 28 2021 My sweet girl, last night we had a big storm. I remember you used to pop up from sleep and
just stare at me with your wide eyes. Now that you are at the bridge there is no more thunder
just bright sun shiny days for you to run free. I love you.

Sep 01 2021 Starting another month without you my sweet girl. I just miss you so much and wish I could
be with you. You bought so much joy to my heart and now there is nothing but sadness. My
heart will never mend until we can be together again. Love, Mama

Sep 06 2021 My 2nd Labor Day without you. I remember how you waited for the juices to drip from the
grill while I was cooking the steaks. Each day I miss you more than ever. Hugs and kisses.
Love, Mama.

Sep 12 2021 Today starts the football season but it's not the same without you watching the games with
me. I remember you used to look at me like I was crazy when I yelled at our team. You really
loved Sundays because you knew you were getting real food that day and even a few people
snacks. I miss you my sweet girl. Life will never be the same without you.

Sep 14 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. Today going to the ocean. Please send me a sign. I miss you.

Sep 16 2021 Oh my Babie J how I miss you so. Everything I do reminds me of you. You were by my side
all of the time. How I wish I could she your precious face and hold you once again. As time
goes by I miss you more than ever, I live each day hoping to see you again. I love you, Mama.

Sep 23 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. I miss you so much. As time goes by I miss you more each day.
People still ask me when am I getting another dog. The answer is always the same. You were my
little daughter and you don't replace family members. Please send me a sign today while I
at the ocean today. I love you my sweet Babie J.

Sep 24 2021 Oh my little girl. It is beautiful morning. Everyone is out walking their dogs. How I wish
that we could take one more walk together. I miss your precious little face you are my
everything forever. How do I go on without you.

Sep 29 2021 My sweet Babie J I am missing you so much. Cooler weather is here and how you enjoyed your
walks with me. I go by the dog park everyday and remember how you liked the outside of the
park instead of inside it. I pray every night that God will take me so we can be together
forever and once again we will walk together.

Oct 01 2021 My beautiful little girl. Today starts another day without seeing your precious little
face. I have placed a memorial for you at Best Friends Angel's Rest in Utah. You will be
honored at their Blessing Ceremony this month. I will continue to honor your life as long
as I breathe. You will not be forgotten and never be replaced. Sleep well my girl. I love
you so much. Mama.

Oct 04 2021 Oh My Babie J, my hearts hurts so much lately. It is now dark in the morning when I get up
and I miss you staying under the covers until I made the coffee and came back to get you
to snuggle up on the couch with me until you let me know it was time for your morning
walk. Now all I do is wish I didn't wake up in the morning so I can meet you at the Rainbow
Bridge and hold in my arms forever.

Oct 11 2021 My precious little girl I am so lost without you. The longer you are gone the more I miss
you. All I live for is the day we will be together again forever. Until then run and play
with all your friends at the Rainbow Bridge.

Oct 14 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. I am watching a little Shih Tsz named Rowan. I hope you don't
mind if I let her lay in your bed. She reminds me so much of you but I know in my heart I
could never find another fur baby like you. There will never be another one in my life. You
are my one and only. I will live each day honoring you until we meet again. God, I miss
you my sweet Babie J.

Oct 19 2021 Good Morning my girl. Little Rowan stayed with me Sunday and Monday and she reminded me so
much of you. She slept in your spot on the bed and all I could do was cry knowing it wasn't
you. She also would bark at me just like you did when I didn't get your dinner fast enough.
I adore her she is sweet and shy little girl but now I really know there will never ever
be another dog in my life because you are my life. I love you so much and miss you.

Oct 25 2021 My sweet girl I am taking care of little Rowan for four days. She has so many of your traits.
She is very shy and quiet. So many times tears fill my eyes. You are in my heart forever and
never ever be replaced. You are the love of my life and will be until we meet again. I love
you so much. Mama

Oct 28 2021 I feel that you are reaching out to me from The Rainbow Bridge. Rowan sits with me on the couch
at night just like you did. Even though she is sleeping when I get up and go into the kitchen
she pops her head to see if I getting anything to eat. She has so many of your traits but I
will never have another you. You were my one and only and it will be that way until we are
together again at the bridge.

Nov 01 2021 Starting another month without you my precious girl. Each day the pain of missing you gets
worse. I just want you back but I know you are young again and playing with all your friends
at the Rainbow Bridge. I keep praying that God will take me so we can be together forever.

Nov 06 2021 Oh my sweet precious Babie J, I would give everything I own to have you back again but I
know until we are together again you are young and safe at the bridge. I pray that God takes
me soon. I made a donation to Best Friends in your memory to help other dogs find a home
and are loved by someone like I loved you. Thank You my girl for sharing part of your life
with me.

Nov 11 2021 Good Morning my sweet girl. The holidays are coming up and I am not looking forward to any of
them. I know you will have a great time with all your friends at the Bridge this holiday. I
miss you so much and ache for you. As much as I want you back, I know you are better off at
the bridge because if you came back you wouldn't be young and free of pain and the horrible
dementia you had. I pray that I will join you soon and will will be together forever. Please
know that Mama thinks of you everyday. I love you my sweet Babie J.

Nov 20 2021 Oh how I wish you were here. The holidays are here again but they won't be the same. You would
sit by while I untangled all the Christmas lights and no matter where I decorated you were
right by my side. This year I will just have a small tree in your memory. Life just doesn't
matter without you anymore. I pray that God will take me soon so we can be together forever
I love you my girl and wish I could hold you in my arms again. Mama.

Nov 25 2021 Happy Thanksgiving My Sweet Babie J. My 2nd without you. Life isn't the same without you. I
miss you so much. I keep praying that God will take me to be with you. I know you will eating
turkey at the bridge with all of your rainbow friends. I love you so much my girl. Mama

Jan 10 2023 The time has finally come that all rentals have to move out, all in the name of money. We had
happy times here. My new home has 3 bedrooms and one of them will be a Memorial Room for you
and my Julian. It doesn't matter where I live. You are both in my heart. The best home I will
ever have is in Heaven and live together until eternity. I love you my little girl. Mama

Jan 29 2023 My Babie J, I need you more than ever. I have to move from our house as they are not renewing our
lease, money grabbers. All my memories of you and Julian are in this house. Now I have nothing
to life for anymore. I pray every night that God will end my life so I could be with you and my
Julian. Praying I will be with both of soon and be together for all eternity. God I need you
my girl.

Feb 19 2023 My sweet Babie J. On February 28th it will be the last day of all the memories we had together
in our home. It doesn't matter where I live you are always with me. The home I want to be is God's
home where we will live together again for all eternity. Oh my little girl, I keep praying that
God will take me. Each day I just miss you more and more. What I wouldn't give to hold you in my
arms. I love you, my little girl.

Mar 21 2023 Please forgive me Babie J for not writing you. It was very emotional leaving our home to a new
one. It felt like I was leaving you and Julian behind. God, I wish he would take me so I can be
in Heaven with you and Julian. You brought so much joy to my life, after losing my soulmate. I
wouldn't have survived without you. Please send me a sign so I can continue on in this life.
Love you so much my precious little girl.

Apr 15 2023 My sweet Babie J, I am so sorry I had delete 2022's posting. I guess after 58 thousand some
words I should done mourning you. I never thought this website would limit the words I could
type. It just goes to show that I am truly alone and nobody really cares except God. He knows
how unbreakable our bond is. I pray that we will be together soon and you and I can spend
eternity together.

Apr 16 2023 Oh my girl, this world is such a cruel place. Rowan's Daddy is so lost, he leaves her alone to
much but doesn't mean to. I am so blessed to be able to make sure she gets food for supper
and has rides on the golf cart with Diane twice a day. Just like I was able to take you
everywhere I went. God Blessed me to be able to make you my emotional service dog and believe
me you saved my life. I don't care that people thing I am weird because I memorialize you.
All I have are memories of you and live each until God takes me. Thank you for sending me
cardinal while I was writing to you. I love you my sweet precious baby girl. Mama.

May 11 2023 My precious Babie J, I am crying while I write this. 3 years ago on this day at 9:53 AM you left
my life and my world has never been the same. How I long to be with you again. You were the best
thing that ever happened me. When I rescued you, I never thought that you would rescue me. You
were beside me in the darkest period of my life. Oh Babie J, I pray everyday God would take me
so I could hold you again and feel your soft hair next to my skin. I promise that as long as I
breathe you will never be forgotten as long as I breathe. Love you, my girl. Mama

May 18 2023 My precious Babie J, Rowan has been with me for 3 weeks while her Daddy is working hard in rehab
to get home to her. Rowan loves sleeping in your bed, she has silly positions just like you did.
I know your spirit is in her. As much as I love her, no shih tsz on this earth could ever replace
you. I will never ever replace you. You filled my life with hope in my darkest hours. Oh my Babie
J, you are the best thing that ever happened to me. You will never be forgotten as long as I live.
They laid your new brick at Angel's Rest at Best Friends in Utah. When I am near my time on this
earth, I will go to Utah to spend the last days of my life in a peaceful place. Thank You my girl
for spending 6 years of your life with me. Your Mama.

May 29 2023 Good Morning my sweet Babie J. It's just another Memorial Day without you. I have Rowan back
in my care because her daddy is very sick. I know you live on in her. She just loves your bed.
She could never replace you even though I love her. You will always be in my heart until we
meet at the Rainbow Bridge. I miss you more and more everyday and pray that God takes me soon.
Your were always by side no matter what I did. I miss you not being there anymore. You will never
be forgotten as long as I live. Love, Mama

Jun 04 2023 My sweet Babie J, You were remembered at the May Blessings at Angel's Rest Ceremony. I have you
blessed on your birthday, death and Christmas and my donation helps fur babies to find
a forever home. Rowan is still with me and she just loves your bed. Her daddy is having a hard
time getting better. As much as I love her, no shih tsz could ever replace you. You and I have a
bond that can never be broken. You will always be remembered until we are together again. Mama

Jun 24 2023 My precious Babie J. yesterday Rowan wore your yellow dress that you wore to Cindy's 60th birthday
party. I know you wouldn't mind because you are live on though her. She is only with me because
her Daddy is not doing well. She has so much of you in her. She makes my life worth living just
like you did. I would give everything I own to have you back young & healthy. My heart is broken
and always we be until we are together again. Love, Mama.

July 03 2023 Happy 4th at the Rainbow Bridge. No fireworks there and I know you will celebrating with all
furbabies in our family. I still have Rowan with me and I don't think she will ever be back
with her Daddy. I do love her but in a different way I loved you. I know you live on through
her. Oh my sweet girl I keep praying I can be with you but if I do there will be no one who
will take good care of Rowan. Please know you will always be my only one. Love, Mama.

Jul 19 2023 My sweet Babie J, Rowan went home yesterday and the house feels so empty. For 2 months, she made
missing you not as painful. You are my one and only love and always will be. I still pray every
night God would take me so I can see you again. My life is so empty without you. I love you so
much my little girl. Mama

July 24 2023 Good Morning, my precious Babie J. I went to the ocean last week but things have really changed.
The rocks were taken away to add more beach. I could sit by them and just remember all the
adventures you and I had together. It's not as peaceful, so I won't go back until January when
the crowds are gone. I think of you everyday and just wish I could leave this world and be back
with you again forever. Love, Mama.

Aug 05 2023 Oh my girl, I am just missing you so much today. You were my sunshine every morning, we used to
play just before I got out of bed. I wish I could turn back the hands of time and change a few
things that I didn't know about having a shih tzu. Because of you I was able to take care of
Rowan better than her daddy. He leaves her alone to much and will regret it when she crosses the
Rainbow Bridge. Thank God, I get to see her everyday so she can get the proper care. I thank
God for giving you to me. You taught me so much of what life is really about with your
unconditional love. My sweet precious Babie J. Everyday I pray it is my last so I can be with
you forever. Miss you my girl Mama.

Aug 15 2023 My sweet Babie J, could you please send me sign from the bridge. I do get cardinals just about
everyday. I am going to try Vilano Beach one more time to look for blue sea glass. It just not
the same anymore. I don't feel the peace that I used too. Everything is changing for the worst
in St. Augustine. They are tearing up all the land for the almighty dollar. I am so glad I am
near the end of my life. Can't wait to be with you again and my endless love, Julian. Miss you
both so much. Life is nothing without you both. Love, Mama

Sep 04 2023 My fourth Labor Day without you my girl. Oh my girl I miss you so much. Life without is still
so painful. If it wasn't for Rowan, I think I would go insane. I am making my memorial at Best
Friends for the September Blessings at Angel's Rest because you are an angel. Can't wait until
my turn to left this world and we will be together forever. I love you, Mama.

Sept 06 2023 Hi my girl, I have Rowan with me. Her daddy is in the hospital again. She just loves your bed
and the meals I make for her just like I did for you. You taught me so much how to care for a
fur baby. There will never will be another one in my life to replace you. You are one of a kind.
I know you were at the gate to welcome Chewy's brother Samson and are all getting into all
kinds of mischief. (LOL). Please send me a sign when I go to the beach. I love you and miss you
more as each day goes by. Mama

Sept 30 2023 My sweet little baby, Another month has gone by without you. I just miss you more as time goes by.
They say it gets better but not for me. You were my rock and meant everything to me. I just wish
I could join youas at the bridge where we be together forever. I love and miss you so much my sweet
girl. Mama.

Oct 12 2023 My sweet Babie J, fall is here but you are not. I was so blessed to have you when we went
to the corn maze at Sykes farm. To watch you bond with the animals was so touching.Now I
go just to remember our time together, nothing is ever the same without you. I sent a
memorial to Angel's Rest September Blessing September blessing, your picture was there.
When Rowan stays with me I feel so close to you. She loves you bed. Thank you my girl for
teaching me how to care for a shih tsz. I am so sorry if I did anything wrong in the short
six years we had together. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. You will
never be forgotten as long as I breathe. Love, Mama

Nov 23 2023 Happy 4th Thanksgiving at the Rainbow Bridge. My Sweet Babie J I am so thankful for God
sending you into my life. It has never been the same without you.I also thank you for
bringing Rowan to me as you spirit is inside her. You never be forgotten as long as I
breath. I love you forever and beyond.

Dec 12 2023 Today is the Tree of Life Candlelight Ceremony. This will the 4th ribbon for you my
Sweet girl. Iam so broken without you. God blessed me with you for 6 years. It couldn't
Be more because you were 9 years old when you rescued me. I am so grateful for the time
We had together. You will never be forgotten as long as I breathe. I love and miss you
everyday. Love, Mama.

Dec 25 2023. Merry Christmas my sweet Babie J. The 4th without
you. I am nothing without you. You brought me so
much happiness and unconditional love. I keep
praying to God he will take me. You will never
be forgotten as long as I breathe. Love Your mama.

Jan. O1 2024 Just another year without you my precious Babie J. This will the 4th year. My life is
worth nothing without you. Thank God and you for sending me little Rowan. I know your
spirit lives though her and it gives me some purpose in my life. Just like your purpose
was to save my life. I know we will be together. You will never be forgotten as long as I
breathe. Love, Mama.

Feb 04 2024 My sweet girl I miss you so much. Each year it gets worse instead of better. My life
Is so empty without you in it. The only way my life is worth living is being able to
see Rowan everyday. She has so much of you in her and I know your spirit is in her.
You will never be forgotten as long as I breath. Oh my girl I pray to be with you again
forever in eternity.

Mar 04 2024 My sweet Babie J, the azaleas are starting to bloom and I miss going to the
Ravine Gardens without you. That was the last trip we took together and I never dreamed
you would be gone 2 months later. I died with you. My life without is not worth living.
All I can do is wait until we can be together. Oh my girl. I miss you so much. Love, Mama

Mar 31 2024 Happy 4th Easter at the Rainbow Bridge. My sweet little I miss you so much. Can't wait
until we be together again forever in eternity. I miss you so much and my life will
never be the same. Mama

Apr 21 2024. My sweet Babie J, the time has come that I will be caring for Rowan, her daddy needs
has to go to assisted living. She loves your bed, also I am letting her wear some
of your things. She is a lot of you in here and I know you spirit is in her. You live
through her. You are my only love of my life. You will never be forgotten as long as
I breathe my girl. My heart will never be the same again. I love and miss you so much.
Your Mama.

May 11 2024 My sweet Babie J, today is four years since you went home to Heaven. I miss you so
much. I sent a memorial in memory of you at Best Friends and you will be remembered
in the May Blessing. I am going to the Lighthouse today. We used to go every Friday
and walked the trails. You loved their hot dogs. Each step I take to the top of the
Lighthouse will be in memory of you. You will never be forgotten as long as I breathe.
LOVE, Mama.

May 27 2024 Happy Memorial Day at the Rainbow Bridge. I know you must have met all our K-9's who
died for our country. I can imagine the wonderful reception they each got when they
came through the gate. You are in a happy place with no pain and no more dementia.
I love you my Babie J. I pray to see you soon. You will never be forgotten as long
as long as I breath. Love, Mama.

My sweet Babie J I miss you so much.

My precious Babie J my heart is still broken from the day you crossed over to the
Rainbow Bridge. The two furbabies that I doggie sit reminds me of you.
I know your spirit is in both of them. Rowan and Gunner helps me to live without you. I keep praying to join you and Julian where we will be together
forever for eternity.

Well my girl another holiday season is here. They mean nothing without you. No words can express my gratitude and the unconditional love you gave me. God gave you to me and you saved my life and gave me a purpose in my life. The hospice Tree of Life is next week and you now have 5 ribbons. Thank you my precious little girl for sharing part of your life with me. You will never be forgotten as long as I breathe. Love, Mama.