It has been 208 days since you left us so suddenly. We miss you more than words and hold your toys near to our hearts. We will love you forever and try hard to remember the wonderful times and be grateful for the time we had with you. It is still so hard to believe you are gone and there is rarely a minute where I am not thinking of you. I say good morning and goodnight to you every day and wish so much that you were still here.

I hope you are happy and playing my darling boy. I still look for you and it breaks my heart that the weather is warming and you won't experience the summer with me. CJ misses you and we all talk about you every day. You will always be one of the loves of my life and I am not sure when the sadness will turn to acceptance that life has to go on without you. My sweet boy.

Happy Happy Heavenly Birthday my Angel. On May 9th you turned 12 years old. Your brother CJ celebrated and had a great day but it is bittersweet because we miss you so incredibly. I look for you and at times expect to see you, then remember that you are not physically here, I wonder if you roam these halls and rooms, your only home where you were so happy. Somehow seven months have passed since you left us and we are still missing you every moment of every day, It simply means that you are loved so deeply and will always be such an important part of our lives and my soul mate, I love you Bissy with all my heart,You are my boy.