Brandi another year has gone by without you. Your sister Molly is now with you. I've lost my 3 girls. The hurt is so bad. My heart can't handle this. Hunter misses you so much. I said your name and showed a picture and the sadness appeared. You were so good to her. I'm so glad you got to go on our trip. Molly and you had so much fun. I fee so terrible that I couldn't do more of that with you. But now I know you are having fun with your sisters and Lewis. Oh how I mostly all. When the doctor told me I might have breast cancer. I so prayed I did. I just wanted to be with you and your sisters. I miss you so much. I miss your quirky ways, and your silly bark. I wish I could hold you just one more time. I will always love you. Just wait there for me.

My dear girl Brandi, two years has gone by and it still feels like yesterday. I miss you.. Molly misses you and Hunter misses you ..

Its been a year Brandi and the hurt hasn't gone away. I'm so sorry baby girl. I miss you more than I could ever show you. You deserved so much better than me. You gave me so much unconditional love. I couldn't always show you the same. If I could it over I would. I love you so much. I will never forgive myself for not showing you how much I love you. When we are together again I promise to show you every day how much I love you. Please watch over Molly, Hunter and now Einstein. I know Molly really misses you. I can see the sadness in her eyes when I talk about you. I love you baby girl..

Brandi its Christmas in a few days.. I can't believe I won't be spending it with you. Its our first one apart. I am not sure how I am going to get through it. 17 Christmas's together. I feel so lonely without you. I made so many changes in myself to be there for you. Now your not here and its killing me. I miss you so much. Please watch over Molly and Hunter. I hope you and Lewis and April are whole again. I miss you all so much. I love you. We will be together again one day. I promise

Brandi when I saw you in that cardboard box little did I know that you would be my best friend. You were there through all the rough times we had. Your love was always present even when I didn't deserve it. You were full of character and spunk. You made me laugh often. I will never forget the time you got really sick and I thought I was going to lose you. You somehow had ingested slug bait. I was so greatful that we found a vet that would help. I spent the whole night crying hoping you would pull through. When I brought you home I didn't want to leave your side. I was so lucky.. Not only did you pull through, but you gave me more years of love. I love you more than anything in this world. I may not have always shown that and for that I am so sorry. You are truly the most amazing friend, girl, dog, that I have ever known. You amazed me with how well you loved Molly, Lewis and Hunter. You were nurturing, loving and helped mold them into amazing pets. Your love for them has now been passed onto Molly who is now showing the same love to Hunter. You are one of a kind. One that I never truly appreciated when I should have. I will always have you in my heart. You will always be my best friend. Until we meet again.. I love you to the moon and back...