I would like to start this out by revisiting the last day we had with Brutus. He had a slight cough for about a week which we thought he may have gotten from us because we had one also. When he started not eating very much I decided to take him to the vet on 1/8/09 since we were going to be gone overnight on 1/9. His glands under his neck were swollen and he had a slight fever so he gave him a couple of shots, gave us 2 different pills to give him and took a blood sample. I came home from work on 1/9 and he seemed to be feeling better & his food was gone so we thought great he will be fine, the vet had called and said his white blood cell count was off the charts and wanted us to come in Mon. for x-rays to see if Brutus might have Blasto. We came home on 1/10 at about 10:30am and he was waiting at the back door with Jade as usual and went outside trotting to the car so he could mark the tires like always. When they came back in the house mom had given them some canned dog food that they got when they were good and he only ate about half of it, we also noticed that he still had somewhat of a cough. He went by mom on the couch and she brushed him out which he enjoyed so much & she noticed he was breathing a little heavy (panting). He went and laid by the washing machine by the back door which was unusual and a short time later Lisa heard a loud noise then Brutus scratched to go outside. Thinking back we think he may have gotten up and collapsed against the washing machine. When I checked on him outside a short time later I noticed he was laying in the snow on the sidewalk in back and panting so I called the vet because we thought maybe his temp. went up. When I went outside to ask if he would like to go for a ride, which he LOVES to do, he didn't even attempt to get up and I noticed his gums were very pale, almost white, which really scared me, I didn't tell Lisa. We had to drag him to the Bravada and lift him in, which is no easy task with 29-30 inch tall dog weighing 175 lbs and he wasn't fat. I noticed he had lost some control of his bladder while being loaded into the vehicle and after we got on the road I called to vet to let him know we would need help getting him unloaded. It took me half the time it normally takes to drive the 6 miles to the vet, praying all the way this wasn't going to be Brutus's last ride. We arrived there shortly after noon, got him onto the floor in the office and the vet looked him over. The glands were not swollen anymore but when he was feeling around it felt like there was fluid in his abdomen and then he felt a hard spot on the spleen. Both vets there felt it and they had both lost dogs to the same thing. They were almost completely sure that he had a tumor on his spleen and it had ruptured causing him to bleed internally, it is Hemangio sarcoma which is a very aggressive cancer and can form on most internal organs and/or skin, something we didn't want to hear. I think since he went so fast he may have had a lot of cancer in him, even though he showed no sign or symptoms. He said we could go to emergency care and have spleen surgery but he thought Brutus wouldn't make it that far, he was right. Lisa was sitting on the floor on one side of him and I was on the other side talking with the vet. Seconds before he passed he lifted his head up and looked for me, I could see his eyes were cloudy and knew it wouldn't be long, I immediately laid on the floor beside him and he put his head down as we rubbed his ears and petted him telling him he was a good boy and how much we loved him, then he went to sleep for the last time, in our arms at 12:45pm. We thank God he didn't have to suffer through a lot of pain and that we had the privilege to be there with him during his last moments, we think he waited for us to get home.|
I just wanted to say how the grieving is going, Lisa and I miss our Brutus with all of our hearts and even after almost 3 weeks there still hasn't been a day we haven't shed tears. Jade finally started eating her dog food again but it took her almost 2 weeks. The first day or so after Brutus passed it didn't seem to affect her too much but then she must have realized her beloved Brutus was not coming home to play with her, she stopped eating her dog food and spent most of the time laying on the bed in the room with a view of the garage and driveway, looking out the window waiting for Brutus. When we tried taking her for walks she would get to the end of the driveway and keep looking down the road and back at the house waiting for Brutus to come running to join us for our daily walks, but he never came. This made it really hard for us too but she finally started going down the road a little ways before she would not go any further and now she doesn't have too much of a problem going for walks and she doesn't spend all of her time looking out the window for Brutus. A few days after Brutus passed it snowed and even though we have a record snowfall this year, I welcomed it because it covered the tracks that Brutus had left all over the driveway and yard and made it slightly easier to cope.
I am going to start with us, in August of 2000 we purchased 50 acres and moved out in the country, we are about 45 min. from Green Bay Wisconsin. We threw around the idea of getting a dog since we were out in the country and I had always like the Rottweiler breed, on February 11, 2001 my grandpa passed away unexpectedly and shortly after that we decided to get a dog to help with the grief. We found one in the paper from a family breeder, he was going to use him as a stud but his wife got pregnant so they decided to get rid of the whole litter and we ended up with a handsome male that we named Brutus Leroy von Eulrich, who just happened to have been born the day after my grandpa passed away. The name Leroy was in memory of my grandpa. We never knew you could love an animal so much and since we have not been able to have children yet, he was like a child to us. I am going to fast forward to when we brought Jade into our family for now and may share more stories of Brutus later. It was just Brutus and ourselves for the first 2 1/2 years of his life, which I think is why there was such a close connection between us, he seemed to know how we were feeling and could read our actions. We thought Brutus would like a companion and decided to rescue a Rottweiler from the local humane society, but we thought they should meet first, and since I knew the director pretty good, she let us bring Brutus to meet her. We thought they were going to kill each other the first time they met and the director said this isn't going to work but I wasn't ready to give up. I asked if we could come and walk them together outside in neutral territory, she was doubtful but agreed to let us do it. We did this for several weeks starting with them 20 or 30 feet apart and gradually, when they started getting used to each other, they were walking side by side and weren't fighting so we thought this could work. Since Brutus was the first one in our house when we brought Jade into our family Brutus was still the first one to get fed, get treats, get water and the first one we said hi to when we got home so Jade knew where her place was in our family. This seemed to work very good because they were never in a serious fight, just a little growl or snap once in a while when they were trying to see which one could get the most attention from us. They became the best of friends and if one thought the other one was being threatened they would be right there to protect each other or us, you couldn't ask for things to be any better.
2-12-09 --- Mom and Dad wish you a happy birthday, you would have been 8 years old today. Mom still hasn't been able to add to this page and it has been hard for me also. We still miss you very much and are really going to miss watching you open your birthday and Christmas presents up like an excited little kid, you were a very amazing and loving companion, friend, and like a child to us. Jade says happy birthday too and really misses giving you a hard time and pulling on all of the extra skin around your neck. Love you
04-12-09 Happy Easter Brutus from Mom, Dad, and Jade. We still think of you a lot and miss you so dearly. Love you!!!!
12-25-09 Merry Christmas Brutus and a Happy New Year!! Mom and Dad still think of you all the time and miss you dearly. Jade says Hi also and that she misses you to. It's almost a year since you left but seems like an eternity. Wish you were here. I'll miss watching you open your presents this year. I did hang a toy up on your stocking for remembrance. Your in our thoughts and prayers. Love you!!!!!
02-12-10 Happy Birthday Brutus. Just think you would be nine years old today. We missed having cheeseburgers tonight. We know it was one of your favorite things to eat. We miss you so much. There hasn't been much snow so not too many snowmobilers going by but when they do I think of you chasing the headlights. Jade just watches them go by. She doesn't have the ambition to run like you did. She misses you dearly. Hope your having fun up there. We know your watching over all of us. You will be in our hearts forever. Love you!!!!
02-14-10 Happy Valentines day buddy, mom didn't mention this but I am sure you already know that we got another puppy a couple of months after you passed. We needed someone to fill the void without you around, not only mom and me but Jade was very lonely too. The really neat thing is the new puppy was born on the same day you left us and your dad is his great grandpa, it was like a sign when that kennel out of Minnesota responded after I sent out emails to about 30 kennels around the US. We named him Bruno, kind of in remembrance of you and his dad was named Kuno, so it worked out nicely, Jade has come to love him very much too and I am sure you would like him too, he can be a goofball just like you could be but he is more hyper than you were so he keeps us on our toes. You are still our number one and always will be. We love you!!!!
04-04-10 Happy Easter Brutus from Mom,Dad,Jade and Bruno. We didn't paint any Easter eggs this year or do up any baskets. Just not the same with out you. Hope your day is eggs-tra special. I know you will be thinking of us as we think of you always. Love and miss you big boy. Sending hugs and kisses your way.
10-30-10 Happy Halloween Brutus. Still missing you lots. Jade's been having a hard time with the arthritis. She misses you big time also. Bruno keeps her going though. She knows your watching over us. Have a spectacular Halloween. LOVE YOU LOTS.
11-13-10 Hello Big Guy. How are you doing with all your furry friends? It starting to get cold. I know how you loved to roll in the snow. We had to take Jade to the vet yesterday. She has a bone tumor. Monday we go back to see if it is cancerous. Were hoping not but it don't sound good. I know your watching over us. LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU big guy. Wish you were here.
12-11-10 Hi there Big Guy. Hope your enjoying the snow with all your furry friends. We just starting getting the snow today. Should be a white Christmas but lonely. As you probably already know Jade passed away in her sleep 12-08-10. Hopefully you found her and are showing her the ropes. I know you will take good care of her. No more suffering with the arthritis and bone tumor. Now you two can make dogie angels together again in the snow. LOVE AND MISS BOTH OF YOU DEARLY.
02-06-11 Hi there Brutus and Jade. Hopefully you two are having lots of fun together again.
Running and playing in the deep snow. How we know you love the snow.
Happy Birthday Brutus on the 12th. Just think you would be 10 years old. How time flies.
Happy Valentines Day to you both (Brutus and Jade). We miss and love you so much.
10-14-11 I was just thinking about you buddy and thought I would say hi, still miss you. Happy Halloween, things could be better money wise but we are trying to make it. Love you!!
We will be adding more eventually and will be adding more pictures.