The moment that you left me my heart split in two. One side filled with memories and the other side died with you. I often lay awake at night when the world is fast asleep, and take a walk down memory lane with tears upon my cheek. Remembering you is easy, I do it every day but missing you is a heartache that never goes away. I hold you tightly within my heart and there you will remain. As my life goes on without you, but never be the same. I loved you yesterday, I love you today, and I will love you tomorrow and for the rest of my life. Love always Mom. 12/5/22 To my dearest fur baby, Although life has not stopped since you left us I continue to miss you every day. We recently rescued a senior EB who lived most of his 9 years alone, then for the last few weeks until his rescue was living outside. Although he cannot and will not ever take your place I think he is enjoying indulging in your favorites- pizza, hamburgers, cheese,chicken, and ev bagels with scallion cc but miraculously he eats dry food fruits/vegetables!!! I know you would be happy we gave a second chance to an unlucky guy, you were so loved all day everyday and he doesn't even give a kiss, hardly knows the love you lived. You are so missed Love mom. 2/25/23 6 months has come and gone and you are missed every day. We constantly talk about you and laugh, well I cry and everyone else laughs. Just 6 months ago they said your heart stopped beating, Yet our love goes on forever. For even though we're stars apart, We're somehow still together. Wherever you are, I hope the skies are bluer, the colors are brighter, the hills are higher, and the world is kinder. I will love you forever. 6/3/23 Happy 12th birthday Cash, I love you so much, always and forever. Not a day passes when you are not missed. 8/20/23 Cash, one year ago today is the day you were unfairly taken from my life. I was not even with you. I still vividly remember the call, though never could watch the video of you struggling to breathe. Maybe you didn't want me there and so you waited for me to go away. I feel immense guilt that will not go away no matter how hard I try. I miss you and love you more with each passing day. The pain of missing you just won't go away. Bentley will eat a steak for you today. I love you forever and always. 2/21/24 Always know I love you, No one can take your place. Years may come and go, But your memory will never be erased. I Love you and miss you so much Cash 3/21/24 I will miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies. 6/3/24 Happy 13th birthday in heaven. The pain of missing you has yet to subside, you're in my thoughts every day. I love you forever and endlessly. I'd choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I'd find you and I'd choose you. 8/20/24 Today is 2 years since you left me. I am still riddled with guilt having not been there for you and constantly look for signs from you yet nothing brings me internal peace, I doubt anything will or can. I miss you so much and you left our family with an undying sense of emptiness though Bentley does try to fill our hurt, for me never. I cannot seem to feel peace with your passing and search for you every day. I love you forever, we all do.
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