Good morning my little love. HAPPY EASTER CASPER, BRANDY LEE, LUCKY AND ALL THE OTHER FUR BABIES AT RAINBOWS BRIDGE. Casper, Brandy Lee & Lucky I hope you all have fun today playing at the bridge, chasing each other and all your other friends. Casper I miss you so very much as I do with all of you. I look forward to the day when we are all together for all of eternity. Today I get to go to Disneyland with Alyssa, Jordan and Wendy. We are having breakfast with the Princesses. Casper Alyssa talks about you all the time, she gave me this little note pad she had found with a picture of a white dog on it, she told me it was Casper and grandma I had to get it for you so you could see him. It was such a wonderful gift Casper I keep it tucked safe inside my wallet. I pull it out and look at it now and then. She's such an amazing child Casper, I only wish the two of you could have had more time together. Well little love I have to go get ready. Casper, Brandy Lee and Lucky you all go have fun looking for your treats today that the Easter Bunny hid for you. I love your with all my heart and soul-Mommy

Good morning my love how are you doing these days? I miss you sooo much Casper there isn't a day that goes by that I don't still ache to hold you one more time. Did you, Brandy Lee and Lucky meet up with Bailey yet? His mommy sent a very lovely note to me about you and I told her you would help keep Bailey company until she comes to meet him. Hello Brandy Lee and Lucky how are my two other loves of my life doing? I miss you all soooo much and can't wait until we are all together again for all of eternity. Well loves I have to run to work, be good and have a fun filled day. Always know that mommy loves you heart and soul-Mommy.

Good afternoon my little love how are you doing today? I still miss you today Casper just as much as I did the day you left for Rainbows Bridge. I don't think the hole in my heart will ever heal from loosing you. You were my best friend and soul mate. No matter how I try I just can't get past loosing you. You knew me better than I knew myself. Casper Alyssa misses you so much, she asked her daddy and Wendy the other day how many more days until she got to go to heaven so that she could see you again, when they explained that it was a long way off she said she didn't want to wait that long because she misses you too much. So we put a lovely picture of you on her hearboard. As I'm sure you know she talks to you all the time. How are Brandy Lee and Lucky doing? You all having fun with all your new friends? Hello Brandy Lee and Lucky I miss you both so much. I'm just so comforted knowing that all three of you are together taking care of eachother while you wait for me to join you. Raider and Scooby are doing fine, Raider he is my challenge in life he just has a such a strong will. Scooby he just likes to be loved and held. They get along well although not with the cats. The cats still stay upstairs most of the time. Well Casper mommy has to go, know that there isn't a moment in any day that you are not on my mind and that my heart isn't aching to hold you again. Be good you three and know mommy loves you all soooo much heart and soul-Mommy.

Good day my love how is my main man doing? Are you taking good care of your sister Brandy Lee and your brother Lucky for mommy? I know you are Casper you were such a wonderful companion and such a gentleman. HAPPY 4th Of July Casper, Brandy Lee and Lucky and all the Other wonderful Fur Babies there with you. At least I know you won't be scared tonite from all the noise of the fireworks. But I will miss your snuggling up to me when they would go off, I'm gonna need all three of you to help me with Raider, Scooby, Blackjack and Nemo tonite I'm sure the noise will scare them so you guys need to help mommy let them know it's ok. I miss you so much Casper I just can't seem to move on no matter how I try. You three go have some fun and take care of eachother until mommy gets there ok? I love you all with all my heart and soul....Mommy

Good morning Casper my little love how are you doing today? Well Casper mommy's cat sitting Cali again she gets along well with Nemo and Blackjack but as with all the cats I haven't been able to get Raider to understand their his brothers (thank goodness Scooby gets along with them). I don't think he really wants to hurt them but he just plays a little harder than you ever did with them and they liked your way of playing more than his. We'll be moving into our house in about 4 weeks and it's 1 level so there gonna have to get used to eachother-I'll need your help with that one love. Hello Brandy Lee and Lucky how are my kids doing today? What are you three up to today? Make sure and greet all the new furbabies when they get there so they don't get scared being away from their mommy's and daddy's. Casper I so wish you could be here to move into the house with me, it has a lovely yard that I know you would enjoy, I'm truly sorry I wasn't able to find something like this when you were here with me. But I know you'll be with me there in spirit. I have the perfect spot for your stuff too, it's going right at the entrance to the house so that when anyone comes in your the first one to greet them. Well love I have to go give Raider and Scooby baths right now so you three go have some fun, make new friends and always remember mommy loves you with all her heart and soul-Mommy

Good morning Casper my love, today marks the one year anniversary of your passing away. I can't even begin to tell you how sad, lonely and depressed I am right now. This past year has been the saddest and lonliest I've ever been. I miss you so much Casper there hasn't been a day that goes by that I don't think of you or cry over missing you so much. I just don't know how to function without you in my life. I just so badly wish I could have one more chance to hold you and kiss you. I love talking to you every morning and evening while I'm walking Raider and Scooby. I get really sad when there are no stars in the sky because I look for the brightest one and know that your there with me walking and listening to me talk to you about my day. God got one great angel when he chose to bring you to Rainbows Bridge. Casper please know that I love you with all my heart and soul. I figure with each day that goes by it brings me one day closer to being with you for all of eternity and that is comforting to me. Go play my little love, say hello to Brandy Lee and Lucky for me. I'll be there with you all when God chooses to bring me home to you. Love always Heart and Soul Mommy.

Hello my love how are you doing today? Happy Thanksgiving love today marks the 2nd time I've spent this holiday without you and it's just so lonely. Scooby and the cats are doing really great but my selfish heart really just wants to be with you. But I tell you it's a good thing you brought me to Scooby he really does fill a huge void in my life, the cats are great for distracting me too. Oh heck you know me I love all animals I just really want to have you here with all of us. Are you having fun with all your new furbabies love? Hello Brandy Lee and Lucky are you guys being good? I know you are, you all had such good manners and loved everyone you came in contact with. Lucky are you still hangin just with the dogs? You by far have been the most unique cat I've ever owned you just never could get that you're a cat not a dog. I miss you all so very much. From Mommy, Blackjack, Scooby, Nemo, Cali and Slimmy (the fish) we wish you all and all your friends a very HAPPY THANKSGIVING. Go have some turkey loves and run and play. I miss you all sooo much. Love heart and soul Mommy.

Good morning my little love how is my man doing this morning? MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVE!! Well this marks the 2nd Christmas without you and it's not any easier than last year was. But I thank God and you every day for sending me Scooby, he's such a good little guy. He does remind me a lot of you Casper but he's not you and that's what I really want, I wish you could be here with us you'd really love Scooby. But you know that because your the one who sent me way down to the Irvine Shelter and to him. Are you ready for your Christmas dinner love? You alwasy did love your trukey dinners at the holidays, it was the one dinner you could eat without getting sick. Good morning Brandy Lee and Lucky how are you two doing? Ready for some Christmas fun? You all go run, play and have some fun with your furbaby friends. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL THE FURBABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God Bless You All!!!! With all my love, heart and soul-Mommy

Good morning my love, Happy New Year my man. It was pretty quiet around here last night, you'd have loved that. I'm so wishing that you were here today with me and the "kids" to play with. I just wish I could hold you just one more time my love, I still ache from missing you so much. I love my "kids" don't get me wrong it's just that you were my soul mate and I feel so lost without you. How was your New Years my man? Brandy Lee and Lucky i'm sure added to your fun. Happy New Year Brandy Lee and Lucky, how are my kids doing today? You all are so wonderful and I'm so very grateful that I was privledged to have had you in my life and I'm so looking forward to our time together when God calls me home. Well my loves you go have fun with your friends, know that mommy loves you with all my heart and soul. HAPPY NEW YEARS TO ALL THE FURBABIES-LOVE TO ALL

Good morning Casper my love, we had rain yesterday and after it stopped I looked out my kitchen window and there was the most beautiful rainbow and I could feel you with me. It was the most comforting thing for me, I've missed you so since you've been gone love. Time really isn't making this easier, I think actually I miss you more as time goes on. I love it when you come and visit me Casper, as always you know exactly when I really need you and your always there for me. I'm so blessed to have you watching over me. Hello Brandy Lee and Lucky how are my kids doing these days? Lucky I swear that Nemo is a reincarnation of you, the older he gets the more like you he gets and actually he looks alot like you too. Well my little loves go play and thank you for always watching over me, until we meet again know that your always in my heart and soul. Love Mommy

Good morning love how are you doing today, I have to thank you from the bottom of my heart for coming and visiting me the other night. I felt such a warmth and knew you were there with me. I still miss you so much love. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you or talk to you. I love seeing the stars at night because I know your walking with me. Casper time does not heal wounds it just gets me closer to the time I get to join you at Rainbows Bridge. I miss you today as much as I did the day you passed on, there is a whole in my heart that will never heal. But I will say having Scooby with me does help alot as does having Blackjack, Nemo and Cali around. They are all wonderful pets but they aren't you. Hello Brandy Lee and Lucky how are my kids doing? I miss you all so much and look forward to being together for all of eternity. Know that mommy loves you all with all my heart and soul. Mommy

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CASPER MY LOVE. I can't believe you've been gone as long as you have been. The pain is as unbearable as it was on the day you left for Rainbows Bridge. My heart and soul left with you that day my man. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you or ache to hold you again. The only thing that makes this easier is knowing that you are no longer sick or in pain and that you again got to be joined with Lucky and that you finally got to meet your sister Brandy Lee. Hello Brandy Lee and Lucky make certain and treat Casper extra special today for his birthday. Scooby, Blackjack, Nemo and Cali are all getting an extra special dinner today for Caspers birthday. Casper just think when we are all together what a group we will be right? Well my love you go have fun with your sister and brother, know that mommy loves you all with all her heart and soul-until we meet again my loves Mommy!!!!

Well Casper my love today marks two years that you have been gone from my life. Time has not healed the whole in my heart. Not a moment of any day goes by that I don't ache to hold you and kiss you. You were my best friend, my soulmate and my heart. I have been doing rescues this past year as you know and I've been able to save 4 little lives which makes me happy-Casper you gave me the drive to do this. You bring me to shelters that I never knew existed or so far away I would never have gone to. Each baby I've saved is a direct result of the love you gave me all those years. I picked up our latest little one yesterday, she's so tiny all bones and so unkept. I'll get her in good shape and find her a good home to live in. Casper I miss you soooooo much, I just don't think I'll ever stop. I'm so glad your there with Brandy Lee and Lucky-Good morning Brandy Lee and Lucky how are my kids doing?? Know that mommy misses you both so much. Someday we'll all be together again loves until then you all go have some fun and know that mommy loves you with all her heart and soul.
Love Always Mommy

Hello my love how is my man doing today. It's Halloween and I'm so longing to have you here handing out the candy with me to all the kids. But Sunshine is dressed up and helping, Scooby as you know doesn't like to wear clothes so he's just supervising us. The cats are scanning the house to see what's what. I'm afraid that Blackjacks tumors are growing his stomach is really getting big, but he just plays and jumps like it's nothing. He's such a good boy and I know he misses you dearly, whenever we visit you here he always sits on my desk and meows at your picture. Well love the kids are coming so I've got to go help Sunshine and Scooby. Hello Brandy Lee and Lucky how are my kids I miss you all sooooo much, know that mommy loves each and everyone of you with all here heart and soul. Till we're together again my loves, go run and play.
Love Always Mommy

Good morning my little loves, today is Thanksgiving so since we celebrate tomorrow I'm decorating the house for Christmas. Bringing out all your stockings and pictures are hard to see but also so comforting. Casper I just have the hardest time not having you here. Some nights I swear I can feel you laying on me in bed when I'm missing you. You always took excellent care of me when you were alive and you continue to now. Brandy Lee I saw a puppy the other day that looked just like you the day I got you omg I just stopped and had to catch my breath. Lucky my little guy how are you doing. Are guys giving John the tour around Rainbows Bridge??? Tell god to take good care of Ava Marie and Adam Kelly and Gary waited so long for those two babies and they really need all the love and care from God they can get. Well loves take care and know mommy loves you H & S
Love Always Mommy

Casper I'm so very sad today, Ava Marie passed away last night. Casper you, Brandy Lee and Lucky need to take good care of her at Rainbows Bridge. She was so tiny only 3.3 lbs and only 6 wks old, but God needed another angel and he chose her. Have John help you guys take care of her.
Love Always Mommy

Good evening my man, it's been awhile since I've written to you here and I'm so sorry. As you know grandpa was very ill for the past year and recently passed away so I've not been good at doing things for awhile. Of course I still talk to you and I know you and grandpa are having alot of fun playing together again, grandpa missed you soo much Casper after you went to Rainbows Bridge. It's a relief to me knowing that you were at heavens gate waiting for grandpa when he arrived. You have to take good care of him for me Casper, someday we'll all be together again and let me tell you my man that is a time I'm looking forward to. Hello Brandy Lee and Lucky how are mommy's kids doing, I'm sure grandpa is keeping you all busy and in line. I miss you all so very much, Know that you're always on my mind and in my heart. I love you all with all my Heart and Soul. Casper until God calls me home you still have 1/2 my soul with you.Love always mommy

Happy Easter my man, how is my guy doing? Casper it's been 3 1/2 years since you went to Rainbows Bridge and I'm still not used to not having you meet me at the door when I'd get home or sleeping next to me. You've sent me some lovely dogs to take care of and I love them dearly but there is only one Casper. Scooby is doing great and is so patient with the animals I bring home, Hope is doing wonderfully for her age and Sheeba is just a little devil in disguise:) Her and Scooby play really well together. Nemo and Blackjack are doing great also. How's my Brandy Lee and Lucky doing? Are you guys having fun with Grandpa? Casper you need to take good care of Grandpa for me until I get there ok? You two were always close so I know you're having all kinds of fun together. Well my man I need to get going, know that mommy loves and misses you with all my heart and soul. Until God calls me home you are missed and loved every second of every day. You three be good and go find some hidden easter eggs:) I love you all so very much.

Good evening my little love how is my man doing? You have a new friend that joined you a few weeks ago love his name is Norman, keep him company and play nicely with him until his mommy is called home by God. Casper I miss you so much, I wish I could just one more time hold you and kiss that sweet loving face of yours. It's been so long and I still can't get used to you not meeting me at the door when I get home or laying next to me at night. How's grandpa doing love, are you Brandy Lee and Lucky taking good care of him for me? I know you are he always said he'd get to see you again before me:) Alyssa still misses you so much love, she asks about you always and whenever she sees a rainbow she knows your looking over her. She's taking horse back riding classes right now because she wants to be a cowgirl when she gets older and take care of horses and dogs so that they all have safe homes, so very much like her grandmother:) How's my Brandy Lee and Lucky doing? I miss you both so much, and think of you always. Are you two having fun? Mommy misses you all so much and can't wait until we are all together again. Know that until God calls me home you are missed and loved every second of every day with allk my heart and soul. Love H & S Mommy:)

Hello my little love, well it's been 4 years since you left to go to Rainbows Bridge and it still feels like it was yesterdday. They say that time heals all wounds but I don't think the whole in my heart will ever heal. I think of you often and just wish I could hold you one more time and feel you sleeping next to me once more. I'm so glad that you have so many furbaby friends and of course grandpa with you too. Casper know that you are in my heart and soul every second of every day. Until god calls me home know that Mommy misses and loves you with all her heart and soul. Good by my man I love you sooo very much. Mommy

Hello my little love, well today marks 8 years since you left my life and my heart still hurts and tears still flow missing you. You have grandma and grandpa and Hope up there with you now so I know you are doing just fine, it's me that's not. I just so badly wish I could hold you one more time and kiss that lovely little face one more time. Are you having fun with Hope? I told you she was a female version of you:) I'm sure she is giving you a run for your money. Take good care of grandma and grandpa for me until I get there. I will miss you with every breath I take until we are together again my man. Love you h n s Mommy