Chance's Rainbow Bridge Pet Loss Memorial

Welcome to Chance's Rainbow Bridge Memorial Residency

Memories of Chance

I will not say goodbye my dearest friend because goodbyes are forever and I'll see you again! You remained as my constant companion for 13 years, inseparable were we! I was blessed to have you as my boy! I describe you with these words: LOVE, BEAUTY, STRENGTH, COURAGE, and all the virtues of man without his vices!
In life, the firmest friend, the first to welcome, the first to defend who lived for me and I lived for him!
Chance, you would wake up at night next to me and your eyes would meet mine. Your beautiful, almost black eyes! You wanted to make sure I was there. Then we'd both go back to sleep. I miss those beautiful eyes!
9-8-23 My Superboy Chanceboxer! Oh how I wish I could see you again! I just want to know you're happy and ok! I love you so much! We called you Superboy Chance because the last couple months, Mama had to carry you out to potty and you'd always hold your front arms out like you were flying! Just like Krypto! Chance's skin brother bought him a superman outfit to wear on his 15th birthday party! Chance was in ICU on his birthday and we were going to bring him home the next morning but he had his last and final seizure and went into cardiac arrest. So we didn't get to celebrate his 15th birthday. So instead we put his little superman outfit on him and celebrated his life...we brought him home so his fur brothers and sister could say goodbye and we had a celebration of Chance's life! Oh I miss him so much!!!! I'm crying again, so I'll finish later.... I love you so much My baby boy! The best friend I ever had in my whole life! God bless you my little boy Chance!
10-12-23 Hello my sweetest, sweetest angel! Today is exactly 2 months since you left me. I cried a lot today. I just don't understand why God allows our beautiful babies to suffer. To have disease! You went through so much, but you never would have guessed because you never complained. You just trusted. You trusted me so so perfectly. You amaze me every time I think of how strong you are and trusting! You gave me your ALL! You never held anything back! Such a brave, brave boy! I'm so very proud of you! I hope and pray you know that because you are the most perfect boy ever! My perfect companion and BEST friend. And smart? You are so smart! You are just like a person. You would think things through and do them. You'd know when it was snack time at night and you'd get me to go into the kitchen and then you'd stand right by the fridge and stare at the door until I opened it! I'd give you a chunk of sweet potato or a little piece of meat and you'd be satisfied and go lay down on the couch.
Oh Chance there wasn't even one person that loved me like you did! Even Daddy and your skin brothers, they don't even come close to the love you gave me. Yours was strong and perfect and unconditional! You wanted me and even though you like everyone, you gave me your unconditional love! Our bond was extraordinary! So strong! You gave me your ALL! I thank you with all my heart for being mine, for loving me no matter what and trusting me! I trusted you completely too! I'm keeping a journal also, because there's so much about you I need to remember. I love you so so very much!! But please if you could, send me a sign or let me see you in my dreams...I want to see you again so badly! And here I am crying again... I miss you so much! I love you Chanceboxer! My little punkin! God bless you my love, my sweet Angel! I wish so badly you were here!!! :'( :'( My sweetest, bravest, strongest boy !

December 31, 2023 Hello my sweetest, sweetest, most handsome, gorgeous boy! Merry Christmas in Heaven! I miss you so much! I haven't been on for a while but that doesn't mean I don't think of you! I think of you every waking moment of my life! I miss you so much and today is the last day of 2023 which makes it harder because now it seems like you're gone for a different year and I wish I could go back in time.
I remember the Christmas's we shared with your skin brothers and Daddy. Now Daddy is gone of course and so is Lenny, Cam, Grissom and Cooper, and now you too! You are the last of the original 3 white boxers! I held onto you so hard! You could always open your presents by yourself! Your furbrothers always needed help. You were by far the smartest and most faithful of all my sweet babies and you are the one I miss and love the most. You deserve that title because you are and always will be my best friend because you are the one that was the most faithful to me and you chose me! And me alone! That's what makes it so special.
Chance, you are such a smart boy! So many things are special of you! The way you jumped in the doorway so graceful with your back legs tucked together at the same time and you just kind of lifted them up so graceful on you way in or jumping on the couch or bed. You could open doors and cupboards and sometimes you would take food from the cupboard and go hide it and come back and eat it when no one was around. I love and miss you so, so very, very, very much and I can't stand it without you! You are my best friend and companion. Such a beautiful loving boy! You mean everything to me and now you're not here. I am so sorry that you suffered so much but you never showed it! You just kept going and going and never ever complained! You are the bravest, bravest boy I've ever known! Everything you went through, you just did it for me. Never complaining all the pokes and prods at the doggie doctors and the emergency hospital. you never complained or moaned once and I know you must have went through so much! I love you so much! I hate that you're gone! I love you my beautiful Chance! My Punkie, my pride and joy! God bless you my little angel! I can't wait to see you again! Until then please come in my dreams, I want to know you're ok! I love you so very, very MUCH!!! I just don't know what to do without you! Mama Loves you and cries for you! God bless my little boy, my child, my love! Love, Mama
September 17th, 2024 - To my beloved boy! It's been over a year since I held you and loved you and looked into your deep dark eyes that were full of love for me! I would look up at night and you'd be looking at me. Maybe making sure I was there or just to look at me with love! I wish so bad I could look into your loving eyes once more!
I'm making lunch for your fur brothers and sister. Of course we have Emily now who you sent and is a lot like you! I'm making sweet potatoes! Your favorite! I was just thinking how much you loved the sweet potato juice after each meal! Chance, you are the love of my life! The BEST boy God ever created! I miss you every second of every day! I'm sorry I haven't written for so long, but just remember, I think of you probably every second! It's very hard without you my little boy! You are my Best Friend Forever! I will be back soon. I hate to leave now that I'm here, but I will be back! My little Punkin', my sweet cakes, my Chanceboxer! You are absolutely the BEST in the whole creation! God bless you, my sweetheart!! Mama loves you so so so so MUCH!!!
I'm back my love! The theme song I picked for your residency is The Rose. Grandma and Grandpa picked it as their song too! Remember how we always visited Grandma at her house and then later at her assisted living place? You went everywhere with me! You are my always and furever companion! How is it in Heaven? I hope you found Daddy and you're right by him and Cam and Lenny and Grissom and Cooper. You knew all of them! They were all your brothers! I hope you found grandma and auntie Shelley too! They had an awful time here on earth. I really am having it hard even thinking you're in Heaven because that seems so final. To me, you're alive and well by my side!
I made a beautiful area just for you at our new house. I'm sure you saw it. I hope you like the new place. I kinda miss the old place though. I wish we never had to move there. I wish we could've stayed at our old place where we spent the most years. Maybe you wouldn't have gotten sick. I wish so bad I could hold you! I'd never, ever let you go! There's no one that can understand the bond we have. Only you and I know because it is the most special ever! Please come to me in my dreams! Please? I love you so much and I want to be there with you always. God bless my sweet boy, Chanceboxer! Mama misses you so much and loves you more than any words could possibly describe! You are my Best boy, my BEST friend forever! I love you SO MUCH!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 God bless my sweetest boy!

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