Coop, mama misses you so much. It will never be the same without you. 😢

Feb 12, 2018. Hello my sweet little buddy. Your ashes are home with me now. And I have your tiny little paw prints sitting on my nightstand. I rubbed them and it reminded me of how much you liked having mama rub your feet. You would lie there with your eyes closed and mama would massage your velvety pads. I'm sure it felt good with the pain you were having from your neuropathy. Your feet don't hurt anymore and you are able to run again like when you were a young pup. Enjoy running through the grass at the rainbow bridge like you loved to do so much here on earth. I miss you little coop dog. 🏞

Feb 26 2018. One month you've been gone little coop dog. Mama misses you more then ever. I think of you everyday. Do you hear me say hello when I get home from work? And I say goodbye every morning when I leave. I sleep with your favorite sweater every night. You remember? The one with the fox on it. If I close my eyes and stroke it I can feel you. Sophie tries to be nice to me but it's hard for her. Cause she's a cat. But I know she secretly misses you too. And she's out of control cause you aren't here to keep her in line. I know you are having fun at the rainbow bridge. You are young again and without pain. I miss you little bean. ❤️❤️❤️

March 13 2018.
Today is your 13th birthday. Mama left you some balloons and a present and Sophie is there too. We miss you everyday. Megan and I were watching videos of you at the lake and when we first brought Sophie home. You were kissing her all over her face. She misses you too. I'm sorry we can't celebrate your birthday with you but I'm sure you're celebrating at the rainbow bridge with your friends. We are thinking about you on your special day. We miss you so much. ❤️❤️

May 8 2018
Hi coop dog. You have been gone for 3 months. Mama thinks about you every single day. Today I made a video of some of your best times. It made me smile looking at the pictures and videos. The weather is warming up now. This was always your favorite time of year. You loved running in the grass and barking at the birds. I know you are running in the grass now while you wait for me. Mama brings you to bed with me every night. Your little box sits on my nightstand while I sleep. It makes me feel like you are there. I miss you bean. Until we meet again. Love mama. ❤️

Nov 18 2018. Hi my sweet boy. The weather is getting colder now so I left you a blanket and pillow. You have been gone almost a year and I still think of you everyday. Thanksgiving is coming. Remember last year you got to spend some time with your dad. I know you enjoyed that. We didn't know it would be your last thanksgiving. I'm glad you spent time with dad. I know I will be sad when I get the Christmas stuff out and see your stocking. I'm still going to hang it up even though you're gone. It will remind me of how much you liked getting your gifts out on Christmas morning. Love you buddy and can't wait to see you again someday. Love mama ❤️❤️

Dec 27 2018. Our first Christmas without you was very different. Everyone noticed a big something missing. 😢. We still miss you so much. Kenny and Dana were there. And your friend paisley. Your ashes are on the table so you were there in spirit. We got a memorial Christmas tree ornament with your name on it. It will always remind us of you. But we will never forget you!!

January 26 2019. Today is one year since you left us. I still think about you every day buddy. I bring your ashes into my room every night when I go to bed. I like knowing that you're there. Cause you always slept with mama when you were alive. I still sleep with your little sweater although the smell of you on it is fading. I watch videos of you often just so I can see your sweet face and hear your little bark. One day I will see you again at the rainbow bridge. Until then know that I love you and miss you very much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Happy 14th birthday buddy. I still miss you everyday. I left you some balloons and a birthday present. I wish you were here to celebrate. But I know you're celebrating at the rainbow bridge with all your new friends. I love you coop. Love mama ❤️❤️

Jan 26 2020. Today you have been gone two years. Hard to believe. I still miss you everyday. I still sleep with your sweater. It still smells like you, although the scent is fading. I also bring your ashes and put them on my nightstand next to bed at night. I talk to you all the time. I know you can hear me. I can't wait to see you again. I even look at the scrapbook of you that I made. Until we are reunited know that I love you and miss you.
Love. Mama. ❤️❤️

Jan 28 2021. I can't believe you've been gone three years. I still miss you everyday. I'm living at Matt's now. Megan is still at the condo with Sophie. I have not gotten another dog. I just can't bring myself to do it. I have inherited two little dogs that belonged to Matt's mom. Sandy and cricket. They are becoming very attached to me but they will never be as special to me as you were. I still bring your ashes with me when I go to bed. During the day you watch over the living room. I still sleep with your sweater. It doesn't smell like you anymore. 😢. But when I go out of town for work or to visit Kenny I bring it with me. You will always be in my heart. How is polo? He's new there. His mom had to send him there recently. He had cancer. I'm sure you are showing him around. I just wanted to say hi and tell you I miss you terribly and I can't wait to see you again someday.
Love Mama ❣️❤️❣️