4/11/11...My little Demi, today makes one month that you left for the "Bridge". It has been so hard without you being around. We went to the lake house a couple weeks
ago and it just wasn't the same. The short drive seemed like an eternity. I missed you sitting in my lap looking at the scenery most of the way. Uncle Wayne even said it wasn't the same at the lake without you being there. We missed you terribly boat and 4-wheeler riding. Kristine went and picked up your ashes while we were gone and brought you home. Your Urn is so beautiful with pictures of you surrounding it. Last week I filled up the hot tub. We miss you hanging out with us in the tub in your little float boat. Annie misses you a whole bunch. There is not a day that goes by that we haven't shed some tears. I left you a chicken sandwich from chick-fil-a that you love so much. We love and miss you very much. I'm leaving for now, but will be back soon my little Demi.

4/22/11...My little Demi. Today is your birthday. You are 13 years old. Happy Birthday my little Demi. Your a teenager now. Today is also Good Friday. It's hard for me to believe this is the first birthday we won't celebrate in 13 years. My heart aches. I miss you bunches my little Demi. I saw your brother Joe the other day. He looks so good. I keep asking myself why did you have to get that terrible kidney disease.It's just not fair. Everyday I wonder if i did everything humanly possible to give you the best care. I feel so guilty that I had to let you go to end your suffering. Please forgive me my little Demi. I love you so much. Are you and Gabbi running and chasing squirrels together? Ya'll loved chasing them. Enjoy your birthday with all your friends at "the bridge". I'm leaving for now, but I will be back soon my little Demi. Hugs and kisses.

4/24/11...My little Demi. Happy Easter. This is our first Easter in 13 years we are not together. I miss you so much. Are you and your new friends having a Easter egg hunt? You really liked boiled eggs, but then you liked them any kind of way. Yesterday we boiled crawfish. Kristine, Daisi and Zoe came. I missed seeing you play with the crawfish that had fallen out of the tub into the yard. You were so funny playing with them with your little paws. Daisi and Zoe were searching thru the house I think looking for you. They also miss you. I love you very much my little Demi. Enjoy your Easter with your friends. I'm leaving for now, but will be back later. Hugs and kisses.

4/25/11...My little Demi. Well Easter has come and gone. We didn't do much of anything on Easter Sunday. Cleaned up a little from the day before. I missed you when i was blowing the deck off. You would stand and let me blow the wind in your little face. My how you enjoyed that so much. I stare at your beautiful Urn and think of our special times together. I love and miss you more than you can imagine my little Demi. I know that you and your little friends had a gre..at Easter. I'm leaving for now, but will be back later. Hugs and kisses.

5/5/11...My little Demi. I just wanted you to know that I do visit you here at "the Bridge" everyday even though I don't leave a message. You can't imagine how much I miss having you by my side everyday. The pain of losing you hurts so bad. I miss and love you very much. I'm gonna leave now, but I will be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

5/11/11...My little Demi. Today makes two months that you left for "the Bridge". I know that you are very happy running and jumping and chasing squirrels with Gabbi. Our hearts are still very heavy without having you with us. We love and miss you so very much. Annie misses you dearly. She now has diabetes and has cataracts in her right eye. The eye doctor says she is most likely blind in that eye and that the left eye will also get cataracts. We will then do cataract surgery on both eyes so that she will be able to see again. Even though she is a min pin she has a lot of your habits. I saw your brother Joe the other day and he said he loves you and misses you. Well my little Demi, I am gonna leave now but I will be back later. Love you always, Hugs and Kisses.

6/1/11...Hi my little Demi. Well last friday we went to the lake house for memorial day and we took you with us. The drive there didn't seem as long as the time before because we had you with us. Even though you weren't physically there your spirit was. We stopped at your favorite rest stop, and at chik-fil-a. Once we arrived at the lake I felt really good because I know you enjoyed going there. We had a good time with Wayne and Darlene. They felt your presence. We all felt your presence. We miss you so very much my little girl. Are you and Gabbi chasing those squirrels? Tell Gabbi we love and miss her to. Our heart still aches for you each day. I am so glad that we have good memories of our times together. Well my little Demi, I'm gonna leave for now but i will be back later. Love you forever, Hugs and Kisses.

6/11/11...Hi my little Demi. Today makes three months that you left for "The Bridge". Our days and nights are so lonely without you being next to us cuddling. We miss you so very much. Ms. Debbie was walking your brother Joe last week. He looks really good. I'm sure that he misses seeing you in the front yard. He does take a look to see if you're around. Ranger misses you to. He is forever trying to jump over the fence to come into the back yard. He stands at the fence looking through the cracks to find you. Annie misses you to even though ya'll weren't the best of buds, she did look up to you. There is not a day that goes by without having thoughts of our times together. I sit and stare at your pictures and i keep looking over my shoulders looking for you. Demi you were very special to us and I thank you for chosing us to be your parents. Well Baby Girl I'm gonna leave for now but will be back later. Love you and miss you. Hugs and Kisses my little Demi.

7/11/11...Hi my little Demi. Today is four months that you left for "The Bridge". Words just cannot express how much we miss and love you. There's not a day that goes by without thinking about you. We went to the lake house for the 4th of July. We took you with us. We stopped at your favorite rest stop and at chick-fil-a. I got our usual chicken sandwich that you love so much. The 4th of July which was not your favorite holiday was real quite. There was no popping of fireworks that you hated so much because of the drought we have. You might have enjoyed this one. I can remember holding you so tight while kids on the street were popping fireworks. You were so scared. Your brother Joe has been having trouble walking on his hind legs his mother told me. She was taking him to a specialist but i have not heard what they found. I missed you so much while we were at the lake house. I didn't even ride the 4-wheeler because you were not there to ride with me. My little Demi I am gonna leave for now, but will be back later. Love and miss you. Hugs and Kisses my little Demi.

8/1/11...Hi my little Demi. Well last week Me, Chase and Annie went to the lake house and we brought you with us. We stopped at your favorite rest stop going and coming. You really enjoyed those places. I can still see you wanting to smell everything in site. I let Chase use the riding mower to cut the lots because I didn't want to because you weren't there to ride with me. You enjoyed riding on that mower. It was pretty darn hot there, so we mostly stayed inside. Demi we miss you so very much. Are you and Gabbi running and playing with the other fur babies? I'll be ya'll are. Your brother Joe is doing ok. The doctor thinks he is getting arthritis near his hind legs, but otherwise he is doing ok. Miss Debbie doesn't take him for long walks anymore. Well my little Demi, I'm going to go for now but will be back later. I love and miss you so very much. Hugs and Kisses.

8/11/11...Hi my little Demi. Today makes five months that you left for "The Bridge". My heart aches just as much today as when you first left. We love and miss so terribly. The hot weather is now on us, my how you hated to be outside on these hot days, but you were by my side everytime i went outdoors. How I miss you being next to me. Brought Annie to Eastex Vet last week to get her blood sugar checked and I saw your picture that you sent to them on the wall. They all asked how I was doing and that they really adored you, you were a very good patient. Of course that wasn't your favorite place to go. I guess you and Gabbi are chasing squirrels. Tell Gabbi we love and miss her to. I'm going to leave for now my little Demi, just know that your are loved and missed. I will be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

9/11/11...Hi my little Demi. Today makes six months that you left for "The Bridge". My how we miss you. Demi you brought so much happiness and joy to us each and every day. Our lives are so lonely without you. We love you. Today is also Gabbi's birthday. Are you and her being bad girls chasing those squirrels? Tell her we love and miss her to. Well we didn't go to the lake house for labor day. It has just been too hot. I haven't seen your brother Joe in a while. I don't think that he can walk as far and long anymore. Next time i see Miss Debbie I will ask her how he is doing and let you know how your brother is. Well my little Demi it's time for me to go, but I will be back.
Hugs and Kisses.

10/11/11...Hi my little Demi. Today makes seven months that you left for "The Bridge". We miss and love you very much. This fall weather really makes it so much worse as this was your favorite time of the year. You enjoyed staying outdoors with the cool crisp fall weather. Sorry to say, but Annie left for "The Bridge" last weekend due to problems after her surgery. Annie had 2 ruptured disk and was unable to walk so surgery was her only option to walk again.The surgery went fine, but she began having breathing problems on the 3rd day and sadly we had to let her go. I hope you can find her so that ya'll can run and play and be the best buds forever. We should get her ashes tomorrow and she will be next to you. It is so lonely without having both of you to play with. Well my little Demi I'm gonna leave for now, but i'll be back. Go run and play with Annie and Gabbi. Hugs and Kisses.

11/11/11...Hi my little Demi. Today makes eight months that you left for "The Bridge". Our hearts are still so heavy and forever will be of losing you. We miss you so very much. We miss your greetings when we would come home from where ever we went. You would always jump into my arms. Thanksgiving is coming up and this will be our first one without you. As usual we are planning to go to the lake house for Thanksgiving. My how you enjoyed going there. Are you and Annie and Gabbi playing together? Tell Annie we love and miss her very much. Her passing is still a schock to us. Let Gabbi know we love and miss her also. Well my little Demi I'm gonna leave for now but will be back later. Hugs and Kisses little one.

11/24/11...Hi my little Demi. Happy Thanksgiving. This is our first Thanksgiving without you. It hurts so bad you not being around us for this day. We miss you so much. We didn't go to the lake house. It seems like everybody had different things going on. We went last week to mow the lot and check up on things since we haven't been in a while. I bet you, Annie, and Gabbi had a nice Thanksgiving. Did you get your chicken sandwich? My how you like them. Well my little Demi I'm gonna go for now but I'll be back later. Tell Annie and Gabbi we miss and love them. We love you so much Demi. Hugs and Kisses.

12/11/11...Hi my little Demi. Today makes nine months that you left for "The Bridge". Losing you has not gotten any eaiser for us. we still shed our tears as we did the very first day. There is not a day that goes by that we don't think about you. We miss you so very much and we will love you forever. You were such a great companion. How lucky we were that you let us become your parents. Sometimes I think I see you walking next to me, maybe that is your sign to me. I guess that you, Annie and Gabbi are playing together every day and having fun. Tell Annie and Gabbi that we miss and love them very much. Well my little Demi, I'm gonna go for now but I will be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

12/25/11...Hi my little Demi. Today is Christmas, Merry Christmas. This is our first Christmas without you. My how we miss and love you so much. Last night we opened gifts. I had a few tears because you would always manage to get into the wrapping paper as we opened gifts and smell around the boxes. You really enjoyed playing with the paper. Santa brought you your favorite treats. We shared them with Zoe, Daisi, and Sammi Jo. I hope you don't mind,they really enjoyed them. They said Hi and that they miss and love you. Your brother Joe left for the bridge in October. You will need to go and find him so that ya'll can be together again. Tell Annie and Gabbi Merry Christmas and that we love and miss them vey much. Well my sweet little Demi, I'm gonna go for now but will be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

1/1/12...Hi my little Demi. Happy New Year. This is our first New Year's without you. We miss and love you so very much. Our holidays were filled with some joy, but they were also filled with sadness.Well the fireworks were pretty wild this new years. You would have been so scared. You never did like the noise of fireworks. We would cover you with your favorite blanket and hold you so close and tight. I'm sure it was pretty peaceful at the "Bridge" for you and your friends. Have you found your brother Joe yet? Tell Gabbi and Annie we love and miss them. Well I'm gonna leave for now my little Demi, but I will be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

1/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes ten months that you left for "The Bridge". Each day and each month has not gotten any easier adjusting. We miss and love you so much. At times I think that I see you walking next to me. How we miss your greetings when we would return after leaving for a short while. You would always jump into my arms and give me a smooch. We haven't been to the camp in a while, but when we do go you will be by our side. You really enjoyed going to the camp. It's been three months that Annie and your brother Joe and over a year that Gabbi left for "The Bridge". I know that the four of you are having a great time. Tell them we miss and love them. Well my little Demi I'm gonna leave for now but I'll be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

2/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes eleven months that you left for "The Bridge". Today was also MIMI's and Chase's birthday. Kristine came over and we had a little party for them. I thought of how you would hang around the table waiting for some cake to fall. Demi we miss and love you so much. I really miss our truck rides together and your warm greetings when we would come home.I'll bet that you, Annie, and Gabbi are having a great time together. I'm sure the three of you are chasing those squirrels. Tell Annie and Gabbi we love and miss them. Well my little Demi, I'm gonna go for now but i will be back later. Hugs and Kisses to you, Annie, and Gabbi.

3/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today is one year ago that you left for "The Bridge". How well do I remember that sad Friday. It still doesn't't seem real and I keep looking for you. One of my worst years ever. Today we had to turn the clocks ahead one hour. How I wish I could turn the clocks "back" 13 years to have you again with me. My little Demi we miss and love you so much. It was so hard having to experience the "first" things without you last year. How I wish I could get those wet kisses from you again. I hope that you are happy and running and playing with all your friends. Tell Annie and Gabbi we love and miss them also. I am going to leave for now, but I will be back later. I love you Demi. Hugs and Kisses.

3/27/12...Hi my little Demi. Well I was thinking of you as I always do. This spring weather is absolutely beautiful. This was your favorite time of the year. You would just stretch out in that grass and enjoy the cool weather and sunshine. I would sit down next to you and rub your little ears till you would almost fall asleep. My how you loved those ears rubbed. Tell Annie and Gabbi we miss them. We miss and love all of you girls so very much. Well i'm gonna leave for now but will be back. Hugs and Kisses.

4/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes thirteen months that you left for "The Bridge". We miss and love you so very much. We went to the camp for Easter and spent 2 weeks. Every time i rode the 4-wheeler i kept thinking I wish you were riding with me. You loved to ride with me on that 4-wheeler. I rode it to our favorite place. We had a good time. The weather was great. It was the kind of weather you really enjoyed. We took the pontoon boat out a couple of times. You also enjoyed riding on the pontoon. Are you and Annie and Gabbi chasing those squirrels? I bet ya'll are. Tell Annie and Gabbi we love and miss them. I'm gonna go for now but I will be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

4/22/12...Hi my little Demi. Happy Birthday, you are 14 years old. We miss and love you very much. I hope you are having a great time with your new friends. I'm gonna go for now, be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

5/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Today makes fourtten monthst that you left for "The Bridge". My how the time goes by so fast. We love and miss you very much. It's beginning to get hot. I'm afraid we are in for another very hot summer. You never did like those hot summers, but if we were outside you would be right at our side. I started up the hot tub and put on lowest setting to cool off on those hot days. How you enjoyed getting in that hot tub with your little float boat. Miss those days. Well, I'm gonna leave for now but will be back later. Tell Annie and Gabbi we love and miss them. Hugs and Kisses.

6/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes fifteen months that you left for "The Bridge". As each day comes and goes we miss and love you ever so much. I bet you now have a ton of friends to play with. We went to the lake house a couple weeks ago to drag some tree stumps. I had 5 trees cut down. When it gets a little cooler, we will split the wood to burn. It is starting to get really hot now. Summer was not your favorite time of the year, but you could tolerate it like the rest of us. When you see Annie and Gabbi tell them we love and miss them very much. Well i'm gonna go for now my little Demi, but I'll be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

7/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes sixteen months that you left for "The Bridge". We love and miss you so very much. You are in our thoughts daily. We went to the lake house for July 4th. Chase and the kids popped fireworks. You would not have enjoyed that. My how you would get so scared when those fireworks went off. I would hold you so ever close to me cuddled in your blanket. It's another hot summer and will get even hotter in August. I guess you, Annie, and Gabbi are chasing squirrels. Tell Annie and Gabbi that we miss and love them very much. Well I'm gonna go for now my little Demi, but I'll be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

8/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes seventeen months that you left for "The Bridge". You are loved and missed everyday. Its been pretty hot this month but i dont think near as hot last year. You never liked the real hot weather. You were smart enough to stay in doors. You been chasing those aquirrels lately? I bet you have. I can just see you, Gabbi, and Annie chasing those little animals. Well my little Demi, i'm gonna leave for now but will be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

9/11/12... Hi my little Demi. Well today makes eigtheen months that you left for "The Bridge". Our hearts are still very heavy from losing you. We love and miss you dearly. We went to the camp for labor day. The usual gang was there. I had 5 trees cut down so we started cutting and splitting them for firewood this winter. Its still pretty hot. We had to take several water/beer breaks. Are you playing with Gabbi and Annie? I bet you made a bunch of new friends? You always got along with most animals even cats. Well i'm gonna go for now my little Demi but i'' be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

10/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes nineteen months that you left for "The Bridge". We miss you and love you so much. We haven't been doing much. Waiting for cooler weather to arrive. Tell Annie we miss and love her too. Gonna leave for now but will be back later, Hugs and Kisses.

11/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes twenty months that you left for "The Bridge". You are missed and loved each day. Have you and Annie been chasing squirrels? I don't think we are going to the camp for Thanksgiving this year. Weather is starting to get cool. Well gonna leave for now but will be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

12/11/12...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes twenty one months that you lefy for "The Bridge". This will be our second Christmas without you. We love and miss you so very much. I will miss your trying to open christmas gifts especially the gifts that hold your treats. Has Gabbi and Annie been behaving theirselves, I bet not. Tell them we love and miss them. Well I'm gonna leave for now but I'll be back later. Hugs and Kisses.

4/22/13...Hi my little Demi. Well today is your 15th birthday. Happy Birthday. You are thought of and missed daily. We love you so much.I bet your having a lot of fum playing with your new friends. I knew you would. Tell Annie and Gabbi we miss and love them. Well i'm gonna go for not but will be back. Hugs and Kisses.

4/11/14...Hi my little Demi. Well today makes three years that you left for "The Bridge". Not a day goes by that we haven't missed or thought of you. I really miss you my little one. Spring time is here which was one of your favorites. Have you seen Annie and Gabbi lately? I'm sure the three of you are giving those squirrels a run for their money. Easter is coming up and we will be going to the camp. I'll be thinking of you when I ride the 4-wheeler as you always loved to ride on it with me. Well going to leave for now but I'll be back. I'm sorry that I haven't been back sooner. I miss you and love you my sweet little Demi. Tell Annie and Gabbi I miss and love them too.

12/22/14...Hi my little Demi. We miss and love you very much. Merry Christmas to you, Annie, and Gabbi. Tell them we miss and love them.

12/15/14...Hi my little Demi. Well Christmas is almost here. You liked this time because you would play with the gift wrappings. We miss and love you very much. Merry Christmas to you, Annie, and Gabbi. Tell them that we miss and love them too. Gonna go for now, but be back later.

3/11/15...Hi my little Demi. Well it's been 4 years since you left for "The Bridge". We love and miss you still so very much . Gonna leave for now but be back later. Tell Gabbi and Annie we love and miss them.

3/11/16... Hi my little Demi. Well today makes 5 years that you left for "The Bridge". Not a day goes by that you are not in our thoughts. I still miss those 4-wheeler rides with you. We miss and love you. Well gonna leave for now but be back later. Tell Gabbi and Annie we love and miss them to.

3/11/17...Hi my little Demi. Today is 6 years that you left for "The Bridge". You are still not forgotten and never will be. You are always in our thoughts. When I'm at the camp and riding on the 4-wheeler, that brings back the memories of you and I riding together, along with many other memories. Say hello to Gabbi and Annie and tell them we think of them and love them. Going to go now, I love and miss you Demi.

3/17/20...Hi my little Demi. I know it's been a while since I've been here, but I want you to know that you are not forgotten. Your thought of often. Last week was 9 years you left for "The Bridge". We just got back from the camp and on the day you left I thought about us riding the 4-wheeler together, my how you loved to ride. Well I'm going to go now. Say hi to Gabbie and Annie and tell them we miss them and love them. I love and miss you very much sweet Demi.