5/72023 - Hello my beautiful handsome Desota. Mommy us still missing you so very much. It has been 6 weeks since you gained your angelwings. I just can't believe it. I still miss seeing your sweet face begging for food and your beautiful blue eyes. I know you came to visit Cocoapuff yesterday. She saw you. Thank you my sweet boy. I hope you are having fun with Sammy, Mimi and Chino. Mommy misses you so very much. I carry you with me everywhere I go. Please keep visiting us. Thank you my sweet boy for all the love and all the memories. Mommy write again soon my love. My budddyyyy. My beekeeping, mommas love. Always and forever ❤🧡💛💚💜🤍💙💙💙💕

5/21/2023. Hello my beautiful handsome Desota. My Meow meow. . Mommy misses you so very much. I know you you are with your original pack and in the most beautiful place you could ever be, but mommy misses you sooooo very much. I think about you yo every second of every day and I miss you more than you could ever know. You were my last link to Sammy mimi and Chino and now you are gon. Oh meow meow, hiw I wish you could hear me and feel all my love for you. I miss my Creamsicle, my beebee, my budee, my love I know I have asked you somany times to send mea sign that I ca recognize fom you. I don't know if you have et m an. I'm orry if missed any of them. I fee so gutted. I cant believe you are gone now o. I thank you for the 15 years and 11 months that you gave me. You were and always will be one of a kind meow meow. I miss you ith every breath I take. Please dont forget me my beautiful handsome meow meiw. I will call your name always to keep your memory alive. Please dont forget our beautiful life together. Please dont forget mommy. I miss you my beebee, my buddies, my love. I will write again soon my love. Love always. Your mommy. 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔🤍🧡💛💚💜💙💙💜
5/30/2023 - Good morning my sweet handsome blue eyed boy, my Desota, whotta, my Meow Meow. Yesterday was 9 weeks since you have been at the Rainbow bridge. Mommy misses you so much. Sometimes it feels like you are still here. I really wish you were. Mommy loves you sweet boy. I hope you are having fun playing with Mimi, Sammy and Chino. I look out on the porch every day and still expect to see you laying on your little perch. All I see is your fur. It makes me so sad. I can't seem to clean it off. Mommy sleeps with your favorite bed. Your smell is gone, but I hold it tight to my heart every night. I hope you see me. You will always be the king of the castle. I haven't really seen any signs that I would recognize is from you. I think of you when I go to sleep hoping you will come visit me in my dreams, but haven't had one of you yet. Oh Meow Meow, my Creamsicle, mommy's love I wish you would come visit me. Can you not feel my love for you? Where are you my funny face. Mommy misses you so much. Please dont forget me. You were and still are such a big part of my life. I need to know your little spirit is here with me. When you have time, please come visit me and let me know you are okay. You were one of God's greatest gifts to me. I will love you for eternity. I can't wait to be with you, Sammy , Mimi and Chino again. For now I have to take care of Scrappy, Sophie, Cocoapuff, Sweetpea, Sheba. Charley, grandma and daddy, but I hope you wait for me. Please dont forget me. Mommy loves you always and forever. I will write again soon my Budddeee, my bb, my love. Love always, your mommy 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💙💙💜
6/18/2023. Hi my love. Mommy just poured her heart out to you, but it didn't save. I know you heard every word I wrote so I won't write it again. I miss you Desota Whota, my Creamsicle, my blue eyed handsome boy, my bb, my budeee, my love. Thank you so much for coming to visit me. I smelled you this morning when mommy was fixing breakfast for the crew. I could smell you and I knew it was you being there and visiting mommy. Thank you so much my love. You will always be the King of the Castle. I want you to know that I'm finally going to have to get rid of your foid. I can't give to any shelters because they won't take any open foods and the kitties that used to come around sre gone. This is going to be so incredibly hard for mommy to do. Mommy still sleeps with your bed every night even though your scent is gone. I miss you my Desota, my Meow meow,, my love. Thank you for all the years of love and laughter you gave me. You will always be mommy's love. Please tell my precious princess Mimi I love her and my prince Sammy, and my prince charming Chino and grandpa Sammy I love and miss them to. Please dont forget me my love, mommy's budeee. Mommy will write again soon my most handsome kitty. Love you always and forever. You are always my love. 💗💓💞💕💔❤💚💜💙💙💙
7/30/2023 - Hello my sweet boy. Mommy is a day late writing to you. Uncle Keith is here visiting. I is you my beautiful baby boy. Yesterday was week 18 without you here. I still can't believe your gone. Thank you for the feather you sent me. Thank you for all the wonderful years you gave me. Not a day goes by that I don't miss your beautiful blue eyes and your sweet face. My little funny face. Mommy misses you and Mimi and Chino and Sammy so much. One day we will all be together again. You will always be mommy's love. Please don't forget mommy. I love you always my love. Please don't forget to come visit mommy. Mommy will write again soon. Love always your mommy 🤍💜💙💚💛🧡❤️💕💙💓💙
9/10/2023
Hello my beautiful handsome Meow Meow. Mommy wants to tell you how much I miss your humongous beautiful whiskers and your beautiful blue eyes. I cannot believe that it has been 6 months today, that you left to go to Heaven. Mommy misses you so very much. You will always be mommy's love. The king of the castle. Thank you for giving mommy so many living yeas with you. I know you arecwith your Mimi once again, and I know you are happyvand healtagain. I hope you never forget mommy and Daddy and all your brothers and sisters. I miss you sovmuch my buddeeez nylovw, my beeeveee. I will always look forward to being with you one beautiful day. Mommy will writeagain soo. I love you. You are my love always and forever💗💓💞💕❤🧡💛💚💜🤍💙💙💙
10/8/2023 - Hello my handsome blue eyed boy. Mommy misses you so very much. I hope you are having fun with Mimi. I cant believe its been 7 months already, since we last saw your beautiful blue yes and heard your beautiful meow for chicken. I still miss seeing you on your perch out on the porch. Thank you for the feathers you have sent mommy. Please keep sending me signs my love. You will always be the king of the castle. My beebee, my love, buddeee. Please dont forget me my love. Please tell Sammy, Mimi, Chino, grandpa and Chleo, we love and miss them. I carry you in my heart wherever I go. You will always be my Sota whota. Please visit me me love. I wish you were here to put your little paw on my face and stare into my eyes with your bestiful blue eyes. Thank you for all your love. Mommy loves you always and forever and one sweet day, we will all be together again. Mommy will write again soon my love. Love you always my love. Love mommy💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤💚💙🤎🤍💙
1/30/2024 - Hello my sweet, meow meow. Mommy's handsome blue eyed boy. I'm sorry I'm a little late writing to you. Mommy lost another dear friend, a human friend and I have been out of sorts. I miss you my love. Mommy hopes you are having so much fun with Mimi. Oh gosh do I miss you. I miss you sleeping with me, I miss your Meow, your blue eyes. I miss everything about you. I hope you always remember your life here with mommy and daddy. I can't wait to see you and7 Sammy and mimi and Chino again. Please keep coming to visit mommy. Please dont forget about me. You were one of a kind myvsweet boy, my love, my be beebee,. I still think of you all the time. One day mommy will be with all of you again. I can't believe it's been 10 months already. I miss you my love always and forever. Mommy will write again soon. Love always, your mommy 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤
2/27/2024yoyr most
Oh my goodness my beautiful blue eyed boy. Mommy misses you so much. Im iss your beatiful meows and your everything about you. HwreYou were the king of castle. You knew how to set everyone straight. You will always be my budddeee, mommy's beeebee vmomys love. Thank you for being the most amazing kitty. Thank you for all ofvyour love. Mommy misses you andcI cannot wait to see you again mommy's love
3/27/2024 - oh my sweet baby boy. My handsome blue eyed boy, I can't believe it has been a year since you gained your angel wings. Mommy misses you so much. Daddy misses you. Grandma misses you. We all miss you. I hope you know how much we love you. I want to thank you for letting me be your mommy. Thank you for all the wonderful years of love that you gave us. I hope you still come visit us. I do smell you sometimes and I thank you. Mommy misses your beautiful blue eyes. Your brother Sweetpea has to have his teeth cleaned tomorrow. Pleasexwatch over him and let him come home to mommy safely. I hope you still feel all the love I have fir you my sweet boy. Mommy loves you always and forever. You will always be my beebee, my budddeee, mommy's love. Please dont forget me. I love you so much, mommy will write again soon, love mommy 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚🤍🖤🤎💜💙💙💙
4/26/2024 - Hello my handsome meow meow. Hope you are having so much fun. Mommy sure does miss you. I can't believe it's been a year and one month since you last looked into my eyes and touched my face wit your beautiful paw. Mommy knows all your hurt and pain and struggle to breathe are all gone. Mommy's still hurts without you here. I hope you knowchow much you are loved and missed. Thank you for all the beautiful memories, my love. Mommy has a favor to ask you. Will you please teach the new kitty Sunny to be nice to Sheba. Poor little Sheba is terrified of him and he is mean to her. Will you show him hoe to be nice? I want the household to be peaceful again, like it was when you were here. I hope you still come visit me sweet boy. I hope you still feel all my love for you. Please send me a sign when you can. Please dont forget about me and know I carry you in my heart all the time. Will you give Sammy, Mimi and Chino a kiss from me. They are also in my heart. I sure di miss my awesome 4 some. Mommy will never forget you. Mommy will write again soon my love. My handsome blue eyedvboy, with the biggest whiskers and such a sweet meow. One day, we will all be together again. I can't wait, but for now I have tovtake care of all your brotherscand sisters from your second pack. Good night mommies love. My guy, my beebee, my buddyyy. Mommy loves you always 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💜🤎🖤🤍💙💙💙
5/27/2024 - Hello my beautiful Desota Meow Meow. Mommybis sorry for writing to you a day late. Mommy misses you soooo very much. I hope you are happy and playing with your little sister Mimi. You guys were alwayscso close. I miss you Meow Meow. I want to thank you forcall the beautiful yearscyou gave me. For allvyour love, and for always coming back home when you used to go out. You will always be mommy's love. My Buddyyy, my Beebee. I hope you come visit me all the time. I know you have a new home now, in beautiful Heaven, but I hope you know, that wherever mommyvis, is also your home. I love you and I miss your beautiful face and whiskers. Mommy misses you sleepingvwithbme nd I miss seeingvyou sleeping with Daddy. I miss your meows. I miss you paw on my face. Ivwill never, ever forgetvyou or our beautiful lifevtogether. Please dont ever forget me or daddy or our beautiful together. One day, mommy will join you Sammy mimi and Chino, and we will be togethercagaun forever. I love you so much meow meow. I hope you know that and that mommy carries youwith me in my heart for all eternity. Thank you for all of your love abd for letting me be your mommy. Please come visit me any time. Please send mommy a sign. Mommy will writecto you again soon my love. All my love, your proud mommy. 💖💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤️‍🔥❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍
626/2024- Hello my sweet handsome Desota. Our Meow Meow. Today marks one year and 3 months since we last saw your beautiful blue eyes and felt your precious paw on our faces. Daddy came back from his trip today, and I know if you were here you would be greeting him as well. We miss you so much smy love. I miss you so much. You fought the good fight my love. We knew it was time for you to quit fighting when you stopped eating. I miss you my my love, my beebee, my budeee. Thank you for all the years of love you gave us. Vthank you for always coming back home to mommy, when you werecan out door / indoor kitty. As you got older, mommy didn't think it was safe for you to be outside anymore. You had your porch where you andcsweetpea would would hang out after Mimi left us. You are now with your favorite a most precious Mimi. You werecalways together and now you are together once again. I misscall of you. Thank you my sweet boy fir giving mommy so many years with you. I cherish our love. Please dont forget us. Please remember how much you are still loved here and that you can visit us anytime. I miss you, you will always be mommy's love. Mommy will write again soon my buddeee. You are always in my heart, always and forever. Love always, your mommy who loves and misses you. ❤💞💕💗🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍❣️
7/27/2024- Hello my handsome blue eyed boy. I hope you know how much mommy misses you and I hope you know I love you forever. Oh my goodness. Daddy and I miss you ribbing our face with your beautiful paw and staring into our eyes with your most precious beautiful blue eyes. I miss your Meow every day. I wish you were here to set our new kitty Sunny straight. You would be the only one to be able to do it. He's okay. Just dies not like other kitties, but I know if you were here, you would tach him. I miss you my buddee, mommy's love, my beebeee. I hope you and mimi are still playing together. She loved you so much here and when she passed she probably missed you. Now you are together again. Thank you for being so good to her, accepting her and being her big brother. You guys ate together. Slept together, played together. Is was so beautiful and always will be. I miss you meow meow. I hope you still feel mommy's love fir you. Thank you for all the beautiful years you gave mommy. I hope you are still here with us my love. Mommy's love. Mommy will write again soon. I love you always and forever. Love mommy 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💜🤎🤎🖤🤍💙💙💙
8/26/2024 - Hello my buddeee, my love. Mommy misses you so much baby. I miss your beautiful blue eyes, your sweet meows and your gorgeous whiskers. Mommy misses you every day. I hope you are doing well and having lots of fun playing with your baby sister Mimi. I hope you get to spend time with Grandpa. I hope you know how much you are loved and missed. My beebee. Today is National dog day, so I hope you gotvto spend time with Sammy and Chino too. Oh my love, mommy misses you so much. Mommy can't wait to be with you again. I hope you still come visit us. Gosh how I wish you were here to look into mommy's eyes with your beautiful blue eyes and touch mommy's face with your precious paw. You were are definitely one of a kind. Thank you for all the years you gave us. Thank you fir always coming home to us when you were younger and mommy would let you outside. I hope you feel like we gave you a good life here. Mommy hopes you were happy. I think you were. I know you are happy now, being in the most beautiful place ,God's home, and being young and healthy again. Mommy will never forget you and I carry you wherever I go. Maybe you can visit me in my dreams my handsome Desota meow meow. I will love you for all eternity. Please visit mommy when you can, I still need you my buddeee, my beebee, mommy's love. The king of the Castle. Please dont forget mommy. Mommy will write again soon my love. I love you always and forever. Love always, your mommy ❤🧡💛💚💜💜🖤🤍💙💙💞💕
9/28/2024 - hello my handsome blue eyed boy with the most beautiful whiskers. Mommy is sorry to write to you a couple days late. You probably no we had a very scarey hurricane. We were lucky to only have our power go out for two days. I'm so glad you didn't have to govthrough that, although, did go through it with us a couple times. Mommy misses you so much. I hope you come and visit mommy and let me know you are still with me. You are always with me in my heart and soul and in all the memories we made together, I will always love you my Meow meow. Thank you for all of the beautiful years and memories you gave me. You will always be the king of the castle. Mommy can't wait to see you again. You are and always will be my beebee, mommy's love, my buddee. Come visit when you can my love. Have fun with mimi and wait for mommy. Please dont forget me. I love you always and forever. Mommy will write again soon. Love mommy.💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💙💙💜🤎🖤🤍💙💙💙🐾
10/27/2024 - Hello my handsome blue eyed boy. My buddee, mommy's guy. Mommy's love. Well it's nw been 1 year and 7 months. I know mommy is writing to you a day late. Geeze LOUISE, I miss you. I miss you meowing for your food. I miss you laying with me and looking into my eyes with your beautiful soulful eyes. I miss your paw on my face. I miss taking pictures of you laying next to daddy. I want to thank you for letting me be your mommy and for loving me, and fir all the precious time you gave mommy. For always coming back home when mommy would still let you outside. I hope you are having so much fun with your little sister Mimi. You both sounded like elephants running around and playing together. Oh my Meow Meow. I hope you know how much I love you. I hope I didn't wait t to long, to do what had to be done. Let you go free from your illness and your pain. I can only say, that when I set you free mommy's pain began, but it is okay. I want you to be pain free and happy. I miss you my buddee. Thank you fir all the years you gave me. Thank you for always coming home to mommy, when I would let you outdoors. I hopecyou are not mad at me for not letting you out when you started getting old. Mommy wanted to protect you. I hopecand think you know how much we love you. You will always be the king of the castle. If you get a chance, will you please visit mommyvin my dreams or send me a special sign that I will recognize to let me know it's you? I love you always and forever, mommy's buddee, mommy's love. I will write again soon. Love always, your mommy💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💙💙

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