8/29/17- Today makes one week since you left me. I am still so sad and heartbroken.. You took a piece of my heart with you. I miss you so much my baby .. 😪💔💔💔

9/6/17- Its been two weeks since you left. My heart hurts still. I got your ashes and it gives me a sense of peace knowing that your home with me. Jordan started High School Today. I'm so lonely now. I miss you so much and I love you. 😢💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

9/14/17-it's been 3 weeks Gig!!! It's not getting any better. Some days I try and understand but days like yesterday left me feeling so sad and lonely and missing you so so much😢 Today someone asked me where you were. It was the mailman. He said he hasn't seen you or heard you barking when he comes to the door. I had to be strong and tell him you passed away.. it KILLED ME to say those words. He felt so bad. He said he was sorry . But now I feel worse and miss you even more. Seems like the more I say it out loud, the more real it sounds and that destroys me. I miss you Gig. So much it hurts. 😪💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

9/20/17-it's been just about a month since you went away. I still miss you every single day. 💔

"There's something missing in my home, I feel it day and night. I know it will take time and strength before things feel quite right. But just for now I need to mourn, my heart it needs to mend. Though some may say "it's just a pet" I know I lost a friend. You've brought such laughter to my home and richness to my days....a constant friend through joy or loss with gentle loving ways. Companion, pal and confidant, a friend I won't forget, You'll live forever in my heart my sweet forever pet".💔💔💔😪 I'll love and miss you forever Giggy 😢💔😘

9/22/17- today is one month that you left me. I'm so sad still ... you left such an impact on my heart ... I am so lonely without you Giggy. I hope you haven't forgotten me. I wish you would send me a sign .. I love you Giggy with all my heart .. I can't wait to see you again 😪💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

10/3/17- HAPPY BIRTHDAY in heaven my angel.. I wish you were here to celebrate your 7th birthday with me. I can't believe your gone from me. I cant believe you left us so early. You were so young to die. I miss you. I miss you so very much!!!! 😪😪😪 I bought a birthday cake to sing to you. I just don't know how to handle the pain I feel without you. I hope your celebration in heaven is magical. Until we meet again .. Enjoy your birthday my little angel .. I love you and miss you so much 🎂😪💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

11/30/17- Thinking of you so much lately it hurts. Merry Christmas in heaven my little one. This will be my first Christmas without you 😢 and my heart is forever broken💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😢😢😢😢😢😢😢🎄🎅🏻😘

1/30/18- it's been a while... I'm missing you more than ever lately .. please come visit me in my dreams. I love you Gig!! I am forever heartbroken 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪

7/31/18- It's been a long time since I visited but my love for you has never changed and the way I miss you hasn't changed either. It's almost a year. I can't believe it! I mostly can't believe how I still miss you as if it were yesterday that you left me. I miss you so much and it still hurts so much ... probably even more😪💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

8/22/18- Today is your one year anniversary that you left me. I feel so much sadness today. I cried all last night missing you. I just wish you were here!! it's as simple as that.. I just wish you were here so I could hold you one more time. When does the hurting stop? I tried with another dog, Johns dog, but it just didn't work. No other will be able to fill the hole in my heart that you left when you went away. I hope your doing okay. I miss you so so much. Rest In Peace my baby. Mama loves and misses you so much I am forever heartbroken. I love you Giggy 😪😪😪😪💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

8/22/19- Two years too long. Your two year anniversary in heaven and it STILL feels like yesterday that I was with you. I miss you so much. I'm sorry I haven't posted her in a year but life's been crazy! You remember just how crazy my life can be. Giggy I love you and I wish you could come home to me. I'm sure you know Rambo went to the Rambo Bridge last week. You were already there before he was even born. He was just a baby. So unfair and so so sad. Please take good care of him. I know you two are running and playing together. Tell him Johns doing ok and We love him. Jordan is going to be sixteen and this weekend is her party. She misses you so. I wish you could see how much she's grown up. Rest in sweet peace my baby. I love you forever. I will continue to be forever heartbroken. I love you Giggy. 😪😪😪💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

10/3/19- Happy Birthday in heaven my sweet Giggy. Oh how I miss you!!! It's been 2 years and it feels like yesterday. I can never love another like I loved you. I hope the angels are singing the sweetest chorus of Happy Birthday to you today. I miss you. Until I see you again. Wait for me. I love you gigs. 😪💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

8/22/20- 3 years ago today you left me and my heart still hurts. I miss you so much. I need you now more than ever!!! I am all alone Gig. When does the pain stop? I don't think it ever will. I hope you found Bella and you two are united again. Grandma misses her so much. I miss you Giggy I wish you could come back to me. Please wait for me at the bridge. I love you gigs.😪💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

10/3/20- Happy Birthday in heaven my baby. You would of been 9 today. You were taken so young. I miss you so much! More today then ever! I got a little puppy his name is JoJo. He is the cutest thing and a good boy but he's not you Gig and will never be you. You were my sweet boy! I will never replace you! I know you sent JOJO to me because I was so sad on your anniversary. Thank you for that. He reminds me of you. I hope the angels sing the perfect song of happy birthday to you today. Keep playing with Bella and Rambo. I love and miss you so much!! I'll see you someday. Wait for me on that bridge. I love you my gig.😢💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔🎂