Kimi

7/29/17

Jackson, your head stone came today. Its very beautiful. I know you would like it. It has your full name on it, Jackson Cole Boes. I miss you so much baby. It's so hard being at home in the house and knowing your not there. Cooper is lost without you. I've been giving him extra love, and then I think of you, and feel guilty because your not here to love on. Please know that I love you so much and will always love you and a day doesn't go by where your not in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you my hugs and kisses babY.

8/3/17

Hi baby. Mama misses you so much. I can't believe its been a week now since you left me. I miss you so much. The house just isn't the same when I come home and your not there, or in the morning when I'm sitting at the table and your not there barking at me for your morning treat. I love you so much. This is so hard. I want to be happy that your free from pain and breathing wonderful and having fun but I miss you so much it just makes me sad your not here. I'm giving extra love to Cooper but he misses you so much too. Tell my Scruffy that I miss him too and love him and one day we will all be together. Sending you my love and hugs and kisses.

8/9/17

Miss you Jackson Cole so much. I love you so much! I hope you can feel my love. The boys miss you and so does Cooper. I think about you all the time Jackson. Sending you my hugs and kisses. Love you always and forever.

8/12/17

I having a bad night Jackson. I miss you so much! I can't believe your not here with me. It seems like everything that can go wrong is. I miss looking into your big dark eyes or smelling your fur. It always bought me comfort. I love you baby boy now and forever.

8/24/17
I'm still missing you so much baby. I look at your picture and I get so sad. I have it hanging on the wall by your bed. I never thought I'd be here without you. I pray your happy and your with Scruffy and Hunter. I love you so much Jackson. I told Megan today(the girl that always cut your hair) that you passed. She was sad. You are and always will be my best friend Jackson Cole. I love you always and forever.

9/7/17

Well Jackson I'm still missing you so much. It hasn't gotten any easier. We talked about getting a rescue dog so Cooper could have company but I just can't do it. I feel like its a betrayal to you. I wish you were here with me now. I lay in bed at night and remember all the things we use to do especially when you were younger. How much joy you brought to my life. I feel so empty without you. I love you baby boy. Hugs and kisses.

11/13/17

Its been a while baby since Ive been here. I'm still hurting and missing you so much. I cried today at work talking about your Christmas stocking hanging up at home. I can't believe this will be my first Christmas in 15 years without you. I love and miss you so much Jax. I wish you were with me where I could see and touch you and smell you. You are always in my prayers. I love you Jackson Cole Boes.

7/6/18

Jackson, its almost a year now since you've been gone. I still cry myself to sleep at night thinking of you. I thought it would get easier as time went on, but it hasn't. I still miss you so much, so much baby boy. The only thing that gives me comfort is knowing your no longer in pain and I will see you again someday. Sometimes that all I think about. I got you a neat ornament for the tree when we went to mountains this summer. Cooper misses you. I still haven't been able to look at other dogs because I feel like I'm betraying you. I just still cant believe your not here. I talk about you all the time. I haven't changed my screen saver of your picture on my phone or computer. Its just to hard. I love you baby boy. Always and forever.

8/3/18

I miss you Jackson Cole. I hope your having fun with Scruffy and Hunter. Take care of each other for me baby doggie. I love you always and forever.

Kimi

11-1-18
I miss you baby doggie. You were and always will be my best friend. I love you so much Jackson always and forever.

1/2/19

Well I made it through another Christmas without you. Hard to believe you've been gone almost 2 years. I miss you so much everyday. I still haven't been able to get a rescue dog yet baby. It just hurts to much. Cooper is doing okay but he misses you too. I love Jackson Cole, always and forever!!!!

7/5/19

It's going on 2 years now and I still think about you every day and night. I miss you so much. Even now as I write this I'm crying because your not here with me. I love you so much Jackson Cole. You were my sunshine, my best friend, my everything. I haven't been able to get another dog since you left me. It just hurts to much because I only want you. Please forgive me for letting you go. I just didn't want you to suffer anymore. If I could go back I'd be selfish and have kept you with me. I love you baby boy always and forever. Hugs and kisses until I see you again.

7/2/21
Jackson,
It's been almost another year that I haven't seen your sweet face. I love you so much. I still talk about you all the time and miss you everyday. You were and always will be my baby doggie and best friend. I know one day we will see each other again and my heart will be complete. Until then be happy and know that your always with me. I love you Jackson alwasy and forever.

7/6/22
Jackson, I can't believe it's been another year since you have been gone. I miss you every day. You are always in my thoughts. I love you so much, Jackson. When it's my time to go I pray that you will be there waiting for me. I love you Jackson Cole, always and forever. Never forget that. Sending you all my love and hugs and kisses.

7/25/22
Jackson, I can't believe it's been 5 years since you left me. It feels like yesterday. I miss you so much babyboy. I can't wait til I see you again. I hope you understood why we had to say goodbye. I just wanted you free from pain and I pray that your happy and at peace now. I'm not. I miss you so much. It still hurts now as it did the day you left. You are always with me Jackson. Take care of my Scruffy and Hunter for me. Hugs and kisses. I love you always and forever Jackson Cole.

7/5/23
I can't believe it's been another year since you've gone. I think about you constantly Jackson. I miss you so much and I love you so much. I hope you're running free and playing with Scruffy and Hunter. Next time I see you, I'll never let you go. Until then I'm sending you a big hug and kiss. I hope you feel it. Love you always and forever Jackson Cole.