4/12/2024 5:34 am. Good morning sweet boy! It is so hard getting up now knowing that you aren't here! I go downstairs fully expecting to see you laying in your spot and it's empty! You would be eating breakfast now and getting ready to go outside. It's raining out this morning. There was a chance of thunderstorms overnight and I can't help but think how frightened you would have been to hear the thunder! Well, you don't have to worry about that noise anymore. You are surrounded by peace and beauty. Are you running with Timber? I hope so. Just don't let him boss you around. Remember you are older than him. I love you to the moon and back and my heart aches at your absence! You were the gentlest dog I have ever encountered and I feel so lucky to have been able to call you mine! Mommy loves you forever and always and I can't wait to see you again. All my love, always!

4/13/2024 5:51 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss you so much! It is such a beautiful morning with the sun just about to come up. You would have finished eating by now and have been outside. Right now you would be laying downstairs. But I know that after I let you in you wouldn't have let me pass you. You would have put your whole body into me so I couldn't pass. Then you would have kept your head right at my knee so I could pet you. That was our routine, right Jameson. I am going to miss that so much! I already miss seeing your sweet face. I miss hearing you bark! The house is too quiet and empty! Daddy and Phoebe sent me a whole bunch of pictures of you yesterday. Most of them I didn't even know existed. You were just so beautiful I can't believe it! I hope you found Timber and are getting to know each other. The mourning doves were back again yesterday. I will check everyday to see if they are under the deck. Please watch over Matthew. He is having an especially hard time. He loved you so much! Well play hard and rest easy my sweet Jameson! I love you to the moon and back!

4/14/2024 5:39 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! The house is so incredibly empty without you! The quiet is deafening! I want to hear your resounding bark. I remember when we first picked you up. The couple said that you never barked. I thought that was so strange but I resolved myself to the fact that we would never hear your voice. Lo and behold on the fourth day we had you, you barked at a dog you saw on a walk. I actually jumped because I was taken aback. From that point on you barked more and more. You sometimes even howled. I miss that so much already! I just miss seeing your sweet face in the morning and just leaning in for your pets! I hope you are running freely without any pain! Say hi to Timber and pa for me and know that we will be together again one day! I love you to the moon and back forever and always!

4/15/2024 5:38 am. Good morning Jameson! How is my sweet boy? I miss you so much! My morning routine is so different now. Right now you would be eating and I would be waiting for you to finish so I could let you out in the backyard. But you aren't here! You deserved so much more. I can't believe that you are gone! I haven't had the heart to pick up your water bowl. I still put fresh water in it. I know, I'm crazy. I just would hate to go downstairs and not see it there. I have packed up your other things. I have your towels, other bowls, shampoo, brush, toys (that you never played with), toothpaste and toothbrush, your medicine, even your heart guard and flea and tick. I have put all of that in a container next to Timber's. I kept your collar and leash out so when we get you back we will put them with your memorial. I hope you are running and playing and sniffing all day long. I would love to see that! I like to think of you and Timber together even though you never met while on earth. But I think the love of a family binds pets together in heaven! I love you forever and always to the moon and back and one day, sweet Jameson we will be together forever! Mommy loves always!

4/16/2024 5:17 am. Good morning my sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! I keep expecting to see you downstairs and my heart breaks all over again when you aren't there. I miss seeing your big head in the door waiting to come in. I miss hearing your booming bark. I miss everything about you Jameson! Do you like your memorial? I hope so! I chose spring because I think that was your favorite season. The flowers were coming into bloom, the grass was growing and you could smell nature coming alive. I know how you loved the flowers and bushes. I miss seeing you in the backyard, laying on the grass in your corner eating your yummy. How you loved your kebabs. Well a weird thing happened yesterday. A bird, a dove to be specific hit the kitchen window. I went out to see if it was okay and it was sitting on the railing of the deck. I like to think that you are sending me signs to tell me that you are still around and that you are okay! I love you to the moon and back forever and always! Keep sending mommy the signs and I will see you again one day! I love you sweet boy!

4/16/2024 2:55 pm. Hello my sweet boy! Well you are back home where you should be! I picked you up as soon as they called me so now we are with us forever! You are next to your brother Timber and hopefully you have met at Rainbow Bridge! I am so happy that I have you back and I can never lose you again! All my love Jameson forever and ever!

4/17/2024 5:21 am. Good morning sweet Jameson! I miss and love you so much! It is one week since we had to say goodbye and I can't believe that it has been one week since I have seen your beautiful face and kissed your sweet head! The house is so quiet! I keep waiting to hear you bark because you hear the dogs next door and you want to go out! I miss seeing you lay in the grass enjoying the quiet. I miss giving you your yummy in the morning and watching your tail wag in excitement! I have left your water bowl out and keep putting fresh water in it. I still say, "mommy will see you in a little while" when I leave to drop the kids at school. I cannot believe that you are gone! I will miss you until the day we are reunited forever! Stay with Timber and know that you are loved beyond measure! Mommy loves you to the moon and back forever and always!

4/18/2024 5:44 am. Good morning my sweet Jameson! I miss and love you so much! My morning routine is so different now. I actually get up later but I am still awake early thinking I have to get up to feed you. I miss seeing how excited you got when it was time to eat. Well it is chilly and drizzling out this morning. Just a few days ago we were at 82 degrees and now we are only getting to 50 degrees. You were so cute when it rained. You knew to come in and stop to be dried. I think you actually enjoyed being dried off. Sometimes I think it's because you felt like you were being petted. So opposite Timber who hated being dried. He loved to get soaking wet though. I hope the two of you have become fast friends. Stay with each other and go for walks together! One day mommy will be with you again! Play hard and rest easy Jameson and know I carry you in my heart forever!

4/19/2024 5:34 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! It's weird getting up and it being so dark. We used to keep the staircase light on in case you wanted to come upstairs. But now we shut it off and I still have to get used to that. Daddy get you an angel for your memorial. You are right next to Timber! Guess what, Julie turns 16 today. When we got you she wasn't even a teenager yet (12) and now she is so grown up. I still can't believe that you are gone. It feels like yesterday we picked you up in Manhattan. You were even more beautiful in person, I don't think your photo on the computer did you justice. I miss seeing your sweet face and getting hit with your paw. I will cherish those moments for the rest of my life! Are you running and playing with the other dogs and cats? I hope so. You used to bark at them but when they came right up to you all you did was stand there. I think you were a big softy. Mommy misses you so much! One day sweet boy we will be together again, forever! Say hi to pa and Timber for me and always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

4/20/2024 6:57 pm. Hello sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! Well we have your memorial all set up. You are right next to Timber! Daddy also ordered a new infinity sign that has both of your names on it. He already hang it and it looks beautiful. I have to still put a picture on your ashes like Timber has. Are the two of you walking and running together? I hope so. I also hope you are getting plenty of yummies! I know I already told you this but the house is so quiet. Not that you were loud, but we all miss your barking. I still expect to see you downstairs. One day Jameson we will be together again. Each day that passes brings me one day closer to being with you again! Mommy loves you to the moon and back forever and always!

4/21/2024 8:00 pm. Hello my sweet Jameson! I miss and love you so much! It was chilly out today and I know that would have bothered your legs. But hopefully now you can walk and run without any problems. I still expect to see you downstairs and am heartbroken all over again when you aren't there. I saw Lori today. She told me that Addy keeps barking for you. She comes out on the deck, stares at the house and barks, waiting for you to come outside. I saw her today and it broke my heart knowing that you won't ever come out on the deck again. Daddy and I went shopping at Target for the first time in over a month and I could not go down the aisle they keep the dog treats. I am so used to buying your kebabs and I couldn't face seeing them hanging there without having to buy them. I hope you are getting plenty of yummies and cookies at Rainbow Bridge. I miss you beyond words and I hope to see you again very soon! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back! Say hi to Timber and pa for me sweet boy! xo

4/22/2024 1:15 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! I know it is really early but I can't sleep. I went to bed really early last night and now I am wide awake. The kids are off this week for spring break so I don't really have to get up. I miss seeing your beautiful face. I miss seeing you looking in the back door waiting to come in. The basement still smells like you. As soon as you walk in all I smell is Jameson. I hope that scent stays forever. Are you running and playing with other animals? I hope so. Keep close to Timber and know that one day we will all be together. Each day that passes brings me that much closer to being with you again. Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

4/23/3024 3:38 pm. Hello sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! I still can't believe that you are gone. I finally picked up your water bowl. It was becoming increasingly hard to see it there everyday. Well the weather has been really nice. The kids are off this week so you would have been in your glory. I am actually not feeling well. I have a really bad head cold. But I know Matthew would have taken care of you if you were still here with us. Are you hanging out with Timber and pa? I hope so! I hope the three of you are going on nice long walks together! On day Jameson, mommy will be with you again for all eternity! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

4/24/2024 5:09 am. Good morning my sweet Jameson! I miss and love you so much! Laura texted me to say how sorry she was to hear that you passes. She is Lindy's mom. She said that she knows you were greatly loved and that love never dies! I have to believe that your spirit is still alive and free. I wish I could see you running around without your legs bothering you! I hope you can keep up with Timber! Are you getting plenty of yummies? I hope so my sweet boy! One day, we will be together again forever. Each day that passes brings me one day closer to being with you! I can't believe that you are gone two weeks today. It already seems like a lifetime ago that I saw your beautiful face. I can't wait to see you again and pet your soft head! One day I will be able to do those things again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

4/25/2024 6:14 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! Oh my sweet Jameson, I miss seeing your beautiful face and watching your eyes light up when you were going to get a yummy! I miss you leaning into me so you could be petted and never wanting it to end! I know we only had you a short while but I believe all of our lives were made better while you were here with us! We gave you a loving home and you helped our hearts heal from losing Timber! I just never expected to lose you so quickly as well! Having said that, I wouldn't change the time we had for anything in the world! You were and still are the sweetest boy ever and I miss you everyday! One day we will be together forever! Each day that passes brings me one day closer to being with you again! Make sure you hang out with Timber and pa, okay! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

4/26/2024 5:53 pm. Hello my sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! Just to let you know about current events, Aunt Deb sent me pictures of you that she took the first time she met you back in September of 2020. We went in to Queens for pa's birthday. Do you remember that? Well she took some really nice photos and she sent them to me. So, today I put one of those pictures on your ashes and I chose another one for your paw print. Now your memorial is complete! I sent her a picture to show her how it looks. She loved it! Another piece of exciting news is that Matthew and Julie both got their driving permits today! I know, I can't believe it either. So hopefully soon they will have their own license and be able to drive themselves!! I know you, Timber and pa will keep a close watch over them! Right sweet boy!! The days have been so nice recently and I wish you were here to enjoy them. The backyard is so cool and shady in the morning, you would have loved having your yummy in your usual spot! I miss seeing you out there everyday!! Well Jameson, as I say, each day that passes brings me one day closer to being with you again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

4/28/2024 11:56 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! I'm sorry I didn't write to you yesterday, but it was Timber's 4th anniversary at Rainbow Bridge. I'm sorry that I got sidetracked and I did't write to you! Are you doing okay Jameson? Are you running and playing like a puppy? I hope so! Well the weather is going to get warm, fast. Yesterday was a cool and kind of gloomy day with a little bit of drizzle. Today, it is going to be in the mid 70's and tomorrow in the mid 80's. If you were still here with us I would probably put the air on. I would need to know that you were comfortable in an air conditioned house. Without you here I don't think I will put it in. The kids, daddy and I can just deal with the warmer temps for a few days. Are you hanging out with Timber and pa? I hope so my sweet boy! I miss you everyday and keep you in my heart! Hopefully you will come and visit with me in my dreams! I would love to see your beautiful face! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

4/29/2024 7:30 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! I miss seeing your beautiful face everyday! It is so empty downstairs now and I still expect to see you when I go down. I finally took your water bowl up. I washed it and I instinctively put it under the cabinet where I kept your extra bowls. It took me a minute to remember that you weren't here and wouldn't be using it. I still have it under the cabinet, I just have to put it into the container with all of your other things. Well it is going to be warm out today. They say middle 80's. That was too warm for you, I know. Oh Jameson, my heart is broken without you! I still have your yummies. We had just bought a bag of your chompeez and they remain unopened. I don't know what to do with them. I did throw away your bed. Honestly, you never really used this one anyway. The first bed we bought you was the only one you used. Well I hope you are going on walks and running around and playing! Say hi to Timber and pa for me! Remember to play hard and rest easy and always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

4/30/2024 6:31 pm. Hello my sweet Jameson! I miss and love you so much! I miss seeing your beautiful face in the door waiting to come in! You never did learn to just hit the door so I could hear you, instead you would wait patiently to be let in. Well it was cooler today. Over 20 degrees cooler than yesterday. It felt nice but it was humid out. The kids go back to school tomorrow so the routine begins once again. At least the school year is almost over. It will be weird not to have you here during the summer. The house is so empty without you. I don't really go out at all now. I had to go to the bank today and yesterday I walked with Phoebe to get coffee, but that's it. I have no reason to go outside. The backyard doesn't even appeal to me anymore without you here. I miss you so much! I miss your gentleness and just truly loving nature! I know I will see you again one day and I can't wait! Say hi to Timber and pa for me! Always know that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/1/2024 6:13 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! I can't believe that you are gone 3 weeks. In some ways it feels like yesterday and in others it feels so much longer. I still expect to hear you cry when you wanted to go out because you hear the dogs next door. Kurt and Addy still look for you. Lori told me that Addy goes to the fence where you would always be and barks for you. I guess she doesn't understand that you aren't there anymore. Maybe you could go and visit with her. I wish you would come and visit with me. Maybe come and see me in my dreams, okay Jameson. Well the kids go back to school today so the routine begins again. Just not the routine that I want. I miss you so much and long for the day we are together again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/2/2024 4:47 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! I know it is really early but I just couldn't sleep. This reminds me of when we first brought you home. I tried to take you for a very early walk like I used to do with Timber. You got right up when I said "walk" but then you kept sitting down along the way. I couldn't get you to move for anything! I tried I few more times but you weren't interested. Well May is your birthday month so I put a stuffed candle on your memorial. I wish you were here to celebrate another birthday with us later this month. I guess you will spend it with Timber and pa instead! I miss you so much sweet boy! We can all still smell you downstairs and fully expect to see you. I keep thinking that I am going to knock into your water bowl but I have already picked it up. One day Jameson, mommy will be with you again, forever! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/3/2024 5:32 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! You would be eating breakfast right about now. Most of the time as soon as you heard me you would be standing there waiting to eat. But towards the end you didn't get up. You just laid there and wanted to be petted. I missed the days that you eagerly ate! Then it was time for you to go out. Sometimes even this early in the morning you would bark but not always. You followed the same route each time to go to your spot on the grass. Sometimes it looked like you were patrolling the yard looking for anything that shouldn't be there. You were so funny! I miss seeing your sweet face each day and I really miss hearing your booming bark! Your bark was such a contrast to your sweet demeanor. I just miss everything about you! But I know one day we will be together again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back! Say hi to Timber and pa for me! I love you always!

5/4/2024 5:43 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! Breakfast would be done by now and you would probably be in the back right about now. All of those things that spin off of the trees are in the backyard now, so I'm sure when you would come in you would be covered in them. You always tracked them through the house because they stuck like glue to your fur. I miss our walks. Although we never went really far I just miss watching you smell the grass and the flowers. You truly loved nature! I hope you have plenty of flowers to smell and lots of grass to lay in! One day sweet boy we will be together again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/5/2024 6:43 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! I keep looking at your photos and the one that I put on your ashes almost looks like you are following me with your eyes. It's like you are really alive in the picture! It is such a beautiful photo of you! Well the weather is going to be up and down this week. Today basically rain all day and cool. You were so cute when you got wet. You knew to stop in the door and to wait to get dried. I think you actually enjoyed it. You were such a good boy. By far the sweetest and gentlest soul that there ever was! We all miss you so much! You helped our hearts heal after losing Timber but now I my heart is broken all over again! I just know that one day I will see you again and that being away from you is only temporary! I will love you forever and always and I cherish the few years that we had together! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/6/2024 6:06 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! You are always on my mind and forever in my heart! The basement still smells like you. Sometimes when I come in it is as if you are still here. Daddy says the same thing. I guess it's the carpet that is holding onto your scent. Guess what? There was a turkey sitting in the tree right near our house this morning. At about 5 this morning I could hear it making its gobbling noises. It was so loud. It finally came out of the tree and was on the grass next door to us. But then a woman walking her dog scared it and it crossed the street. I wonder what you would have done if you heard it? You probably would have barked at it. It's another gloomy day today. The weather is going to be all over the place this week. Hopefully we won't have to put the air on just yet. Are you hanging out with pa and Timber and going on walks together? I hope so! One day we will all be together again. Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/7/2024 5:49 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! You are always on my mind and forever in my heart! I hope you are running and playing without any pain! I hope you are getting plenty of yummies and watching down over us! I can't wait to see you again! I look at your pictures all of the time and I am still amazed at how beautiful you were! Your sweet face is forever imprinted in my memory and heart! I hope you and Timber are enjoying each others company and are best friends! I miss you every second of every day. Well the turkey wasn't back this morning so I don't know where he went. Even daddy was wondering what you would have done if you saw him in our backyard. I think you would have just barked at him. I don't really know. It would have been interesting to see though. It is going to be warmer today with sun and I know you would have laid outside for a little while. I wish I could still see you out there. I truly miss your beautiful face! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/8/2024 5:21 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss you so much! You are gone one month today and I can't believe it! The house is so empty without you! I just put your last bowl away into your container. I had washed it and instinctively put it under the cabinet. It looked so natural to be in its usual place but then I remembered that you won't be using it anymore. So yesterday I put it with all of your other things. Your container is right next to Timber's. It is going to be very warm today, about 85 degrees. I know you wouldn't have stayed outside long because that is too warm for you. We are also supposed to get some rain this morning which is going to make it humid. You would be eating breakfast right now so hopefully we would have missed the rain. You were so cute when it rained. You hated being wet and if it was raining out after you ate breakfast, you would go outside, hurry to do your business and then come right back in. You knew to stand there and waited to be dried. I miss those days! I can't believe it has been a month since I have seen your beautiful face! I just miss and love you so much sweet boy! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/9/2024 4:42 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! Phoebe and I were talking about you yesterday. We both miss you so much and are so happy that we had you in our lives! She thinks you were really happy here and that you loved it here and I agree! Even though your time with us wasn't nearly long enough, we are so happy that you came into our lives and we cherish the few years we did have with you! You are by far the gentlest dog I have ever met and I miss your sweet nature! You also had the most soulful eyes and I miss seeing your beautiful face! One day sweet boy we will all be together again, forever! Well it is much cooler today than yesterday. Yesterday the house got up to 83 degrees, but the basement was almost 10 degrees cooler, so I think you would have been fine. But you definitely would have enjoyed today. I wish you were still here with us! I miss you every minute of every day! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/10/2024 5:44 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! You are gone one month today and I still can't believe it! We all miss you so much and wish that you were still here with us! It is raining out this morning and by this time you would have eaten and gone out in the back. I know you would have been quick to do your business and then hurry back in the house to get dried. You were so good about letting me dry you. I think you actually liked it! Well I gave a brand new package of chompeez away because you didn't get a chance to eat them. So another dog or dogs will be able to enjoy them now. I miss you sweet boy! The house is so incredibly empty without. I have had to come up with a new routine and I still haven't really found one. I kind of just flutter about all day long! I can't wait to be with you and Timber again! Remember mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

5/11/2024 9:13 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! It is so beautiful out today! You would have enjoyed the weather and maybe would have laid outside for a little while! The house is so quiet and empty without you! This morning two dogs were barking outside, I guess they came across each other during a walk and I fully expected to hear you whine or bark to go outside. I know you are gone one month but I still expect to hear and see you! I wish you would come and visit with me in my dreams. I would love to see your beautiful face! I hope you are going on walks with Timber and pa! I also hope you are running and playing and enjoying not being in any pain! We all miss you so much and love you even more! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/12/2024 8:23 pm. Hello sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! I know its late, I'm sorry! I have just been busy all day long. Today's is Mother's Day and I slept in. Then I had wash to do, the kids gave me presents and then I laid down. I miss you so much! Daddy and I were talking about you before and how the house isn't the same without you! We can still smell you downstairs. Daddy said that sometimes he hears a jingle and he thinks it's you with your tags on your collar. Sometimes I think I hear you on the carpet downstairs. I don't know if I am losing my mind or you are still here in spirit. I wish you would come and visit with me! I would love to see your sweet face again! Well it was a rainy day today and this week is going to be a mixed bag. Yesterday I was sweeping up those helicopter things that fall from the tree. They are all over the concrete and the grass in the backyard. I can't help but remember how many you used to bring in the house because they would stick to your fur. I guess I don't have that problem anymore. Well its late and you would be down for the night! Sweet dreams Jameson and always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/13/2024 12:52 pm. Hello sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! My morning routine is so different now. I don't get up as early because I don't have to feed you and let you out. After I drop the kids off I'm used to letting you out, but no more. My day is just so different and quiet. I miss hearing your bark and seeing your beautiful face! Are you getting plenty of yummies? I hope so! Are you going for nice walks? Hopefully you are spending your time with Timber and pa! I tell myself that only space separates us and that each day that passes brings me one day closer to being with you again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/14/2024 6:05 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! You would have eaten and been outside by now. You would probably be lying downstairs and waiting for your yummy which you would get in about an hour. I still have a lot of your treats. You had multiple bags open and I don't know what to do with them. They are still in the same place where we always kept them. It is going to be cloudy out today and it looks like rain for the rest of the week. So far it hasn't been too warm and hopefully it stays that way. I love looking at your pictures but it makes me miss you even more! I just tell myself that you and Timber are together and waiting for me. One day Jameson mommy will be with you again and I can't wait! I hope you are watching down over us! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/15/2024 4:49 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! You would have eaten very early this morning. Daddy is snoring and I can't sleep. So you know on days like these you would have been eating breakfast right about now. I think it's raining out so you would have made a mad dash back into the house after you finished doing your business in the backyard. I think it is supposed to rain most of the day. Hopefully it will be a little cooler. Summer will be here before you know it. I keep looking at one of your pictures I have on your memorial and it's like your eyes are following me. Timber's picture also looks like he is staring at me as well. It's a little weird but comforting at the same time! I wish you were still here. I miss seeing your beautiful face and having you nudge me to be petted. I still have a bunch of open treats that I don't know what to do with. I don't want to get rid of them because then that area where they are kept will be empty. I miss you sweet boy and I can't wait until we are together again. Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/16/2024 6:08 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! The days are so long and boring without you! Even though you are gone over a month I still expect to see you downstairs. Sometimes I still think that I hear you on the rug! I don't know if I am losing my mind or if it is your spirit coming to visit. The house is just so lonely without you! I wish I could see your beautiful face again! My heart is forever broken losing you but I am so happy and grateful for the few years we had you with us! I will miss you until we are reunited again, forever! Make sure you stay close to Timber and pa, and go on long walks with them, okay! One day we will all be together again, forever! Then we can all go on walks together. I miss walking you and watching you smell all of the flowers and every single blade of grass! You were definitely my country boy! I love you forever and always Jameson and I will keep you in my heart forever! Mommy loves you the moon and back!

5/17/2024 6:32 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! You would be laying downstairs or outside right now. If you were downstairs I would be leaving with Julie soon and I would always say, "mommy see you in a little while." I miss saying that to you! I miss you in general, everything about you! Well you would have gotten nervous last night. The Rangers were playing and they looked like they were going to lose but then they scored goals and won! We were all jumping and screaming like lunatics. I know the noise would have scared you but we were all so excited. Except daddy, he was at work and missed the game. We all miss you so much sweet boy and we can't wait to see you again! Say hi to Timber and pa and remember, mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/18/2024 5:32 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! You would be eating breakfast right now and then look to go outside. It is comfortable out this morning and I know you would have spent a little time walking around the yard smelling everything. The flowers are starting to bloom and the plants are completely green now. I know you would be smelling every one of them. You loved your plants and grass, that's for sure! Sometimes our walks would take 30 minutes and we would not even get off the block because you would have to smell everything! You were so cute that way! I miss petting you and have you lean in to me! You truly were the sweetest boy ever! I just wish we could have had you longer! We all miss you dearly! But one day Jameson we will all be together again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/19/2024 8:49 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! I went food shopping yesterday and when I came home I still expected to see you downstairs or outside in the yard. Had you been outside you would have come to the gate for me to let you out. You knew that you would get a yummy. You were so smart! I keep looking at pictures of you and I am still amazed at how beautiful you were! Absolutely stunning! I miss you so much! Well daddy has been working so much lately that you probably wouldn't have seen much of him. That means that Matthew would have been bringing you in to see grandpa. It is going to get warm this week and I think we are going to put the air on. I know you would have laid right near the vent to feel it blow on you! I miss you Jameson and can't wait to see you again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/20/2024 5:39 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss you so much and I love you even more! I still can't believe that you are gone! When I brought you to the animal hospital that day, I never thought that we were going to have to say goodbye. My heart aches for you everyday and will continue to do so until we are together again, forever! Just yesterday, Phoebe said that it is weird when she goes on the treadmill now because she is expecting to have to let you in and out. For some reason you didn't like when the treadmill was on. We have no idea why. We all miss you so much and wish you were still here with us! Well we finally put the air on yesterday. It took forever to get it right but daddy and I finally did it! We miss and love you beyond measure and can't wait to be with you again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/21/2024 10:02 pm. Hello sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! I'm sorry I am writing to you so late. But today was chaotic. Matthew had an awards ceremony and received a certificate and a check. His teacher said such wonderful things about him, you would have been so proud of him! Well I made sweet potatoes yesterday, and I thought of you! Every time I would make them you always got some. Yesterday was the first time that I have made them since we lost you! You see Jameson, everything reminds me of you! We all miss you so much and wish you were still here with us! Daddy and I were talking today and we both said that we had never met a dog like you before! Your kindness and gentleness were unparalleled! We are truly heartbroken at losing you! One day though we will all be together again, forever! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!! Play hard and rest easy Jameson! Say hi to Timber and pa for us!! We love you forever!!

5/22/2024 6:00 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! It is going to be hot today. Around 85 degrees. But we have the air on now so you would have been comfortable in the house. I don't know how long you would have laid outside today though. Tomorrow is also going to be warm and they say possibility of severe thunderstorms. So that would have made you nervous. You could sense when those storms were coming and then you would look for a place to hide. I always felt so bad for you during those storms. We all miss you so much! The house is so empty and now the back door is hardly open anymore. No one uses it because there isn't really any need without you here with us! We all can't wait to see you again Jameson! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

5/23/2024 6:26 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! You would be chilling downstairs right now enjoying the coolness of the house. It is going to be warm today with a chance of thunderstorms. You would have hated that! Phoebe left for Boston for a few days and I know you would have been so happy when she comes home! Just like your brother, you loved when everyone was home. I haven't heard the dogs lately. I wonder if they don't bark because they finally realized that you aren't here anymore. Or maybe it has just been too hot for them. I don't know! Are you walking with pa and Jameson? I hope so. You should all be hanging out together and keeping each other company! I miss you so much sweet boy! Time can't pass fast enough because I want to see your beautiful face again! One day mommy will be with you again, forever! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

5/24/2024 6:02 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! I was looking at pictures of you on my phone yesterday. It seems like yesterday that we got you and now you are gone. You were so adorable when we got you! You were shaved when we first got you and then your fur grew in and you were absolutely beautiful! Your transformation was incredible! I still can't figure out why anyone would have given you up. You were the sweetest dog that ever lived!! We all miss you terribly and wish you were still here with us. Well we did have a thunderstorm yesterday morning. I know you would have sensed it before it actually arrived and I know you would have been frightened. It didn't last long maybe 20 minutes but that would have been long enough for you to be nervous. I'm glad you don't have to worry about those things anymore! Mommy misses you so much and loves you to the moon and back!! I will see you again one day Jameson and I can't wait! Only love sweet boy, only love!!

5/25/2024 6:52 am. Good morning Jameson! How are you my sweet boy? I miss and love you so much! I saw Fran yesterday and she expressed her condolences over losing you. She said she misses seeing us on our walks. I told her that I miss those walks as well. I don't think she is really a dog person but I know she liked you. We all miss you terribly and wish you were still here with us! Well we are going into Queens tomorrow to pick up Phoebe and see nanny. This will be the first time that we are all there without you. You loved their backyard. The last time we were there for Thanksgiving you didn't want to come in from the back. I just think you liked exploring the different smells. You also loved the grass and weeds. You were definitely my country boy, through and through! A southern gentleman by far! I miss your sweet face so much sweet boy! My heart is forever broken without you! I wish I could make time go by faster so that I could be with you again! But I know in due time we will be together again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/26/2024 10:13 pm. Hello sweet boy! I'm sorry I am writing to you so late! I miss and love you so much! Today was a little hectic. We had to go into Queens to pick up Phoebe at nanny's house. You remember nanny, you were at her house a few times. While we were there we got a lot of little things done. But we were still very busy. I even said that today is the first time we were all there without you! We all miss you terribly! We talk about you everyday and wish that you were still here with us! When we got home someone started shooting off fireworks. Right away I thought oh no, Jameson is going to be scared. Then I remembered that you aren't with us anymore. I guess I still haven't accepted your loss yet. I don't know if I ever will! You were truly the sweetest boy ever! I hope you are running around and playing freely without any pain! Say hi to Timber and pa! Remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

5/27/2024 6:52 am. Happy Birthday Jameson! You would be 9 years old today! I wish you were here to celebrate your birthday! We all miss and love you so much! Even though we think you were a little older we still would have called you 9 based on the age we were told you were when we adopted you. I thought we would have had you longer but I guess that wasn't meant to be! We all miss you everyday and can't wait to see you again! I know you aren't in any pain anymore and that you can run and play all you want! I hope you have plenty of flowers to smell and plenty of grass to lay in! One day sweet boy we will be together again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

5/28/2024 6:07 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! We were talking about you yesterday, did you hear us? Honestly, we talk about you everyday! We changed some of the carpet tiles downstairs because they smelled like you. I don't think daddy understood why I had to change them. He liked still smelling you down there, but for me it made it very hard. I felt like you were still here and I still expected to see you laying in your favorite spots. I know your spirit is still around. I just wish you would come and visit me in my dreams! I would absolutely love to see your beautiful face again! We all miss you terribly and long for you to be here with us again. We put the little bench that held some of your toys in the garage. That is where I always kept it until Christmas, but then somehow it became a permanent fixture in the living room. You never even played with the toys that were on it anyway. You know the kids haven't even realized that I moved it. Oh well. Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

5/29/2024 6:03 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! Some days I think I still hear you downstairs. Just this morning for example, I was in the kitchen getting Julie's bagel ready and I thought I heard you on the carpet downstairs. I guess it is just wishful thinking! We all miss you so much and especially miss your sweet nature! Phoebe and I just met a new dog yesterday. Her name was Georgia. She was a puppy at only 11 months. The owner let us pet her and she was so friendly. All she wanted was to be petted and she didn't want us to stop. She laid down on the ground and her tail never stopped wagging. She reminded me of you! Just like you all she wanted was to be loved on! I miss you so much sweet boy! I truly miss your gentle soul and your sweet face! I miss being nudged by you and swatted by your paw to be petted! One day Jameson, mommy will be with you again! Then we can take walks together and we can smell all of the flowers along the way! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

5/30/2024 5:58 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! I was just looking at your photos downstairs and in the pictures it looks like you are following me with your eyes. How I wish it were true! Well we had some pretty bad thunderstorms last night. There was a lot of lightening and it poured for hours. I'm glad that you can't be frightened by those storms anymore! The school year is almost over and soon the kids will be home all day long. You loved it when they were home with you. Especially when Matthew would sit downstairs with you. We all miss you so much and wish you were still here with us! Summer is going to be sad and lonely without you! We don't even spend time in the backyard anymore. I was out there yesterday pulling weeds but that was about it. We haven't used the furniture or the fire pit. I think we all just expect to see you out there laying on the grass! I can't wait to see you again Jameson! One day! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

5/31/2024 5:58 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! It is a beautiful morning out today! It is cool and comfortable and I know you would have enjoyed laying outside this morning. I haven't seen those mourning doves. They appeared the day after we lost you and they came around the next couple of days but since then I haven't seen them. I truly believe that they were a sign from you! I hope that was your way of telling us that you are alright! I miss you so much my sweet boy! My heart is forever broken without you! You meant so much to all of us! You helped our hearts heal after losing Timber, but now I am back in the same position, completely lost without you! I just tell myself that each day that passes brings me one day closer to being with you again! Stay close to Timber and pa and one day mommy will be with you too! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

6/1/2024 8:18 pm. Hello sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! I'm sorry it is so late but I was so busy today. Daddy and I went food shopping and then we were working in the garage. I was also cleaning the backyard and moving the furniture around. I thought of you last night because someone was setting off fireworks and right away I thought, oh my gosh Jameson! But then I remembered that you aren't with us anymore. You don't have to worry about those noises anymore. The other night we also had a thunderstorm, but again, you don't have to worry about those noises either! You would have been happy today because since it is the first of the month that meant that you would have gotten your heart guard and flea and tick medicine mixed with peanut butter. You loved your peanut butter! We all miss you so much! We talk about you all of the time and we all say that you were the sweetest dog that there ever was! You were definitely a lucky find for us even though we didn't have you as long as we wanted! One day Jameson, we will all be together again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

6/2/2024 9:15 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! It is a beautiful morning out today. The sun is out a little but it is going to turn mostly cloudy later. It would be a pleasant morning for you to lay outside. Well there were fireworks going off again last night. I guess this is going to be the normal until summer is over. Matthew graduates in a little over a week. I'm sure he can't wait! Phoebe is starting her summer class tomorrow and it lasts all of June. The school year is quickly winding down and the kids will be home soon. You loved this time of year. Are you going for walks with pa and Timber? I hope so! Are you running around with Timber and exploring? I hope you are enjoying all the flowers in the world! I can't wait to see you again! Hopefully sooner rather than later! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!!

6/3/2024 5:59 am. Good morning sweet boy! Mommy misses and loves you so much! The mornings are so lonely without you! I miss seeing your sweet face waiting to eat and then looking to go in the backyard. I miss seeing your face peering in the back door waiting to be let in. I know I tell you all of the time but you were the gentlest soul that ever existed! Never was there a sweeter dog than you! I wish you would come and visit with me! I would love to see you and possibly be able to hug and kiss you! I thought we would have had you longer but I guess that wasn't in the cards. I just say to myself that each day that passes brings me one day closer to being with you again! Keep close to pa and Timber and one day we will all be together again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

6/4/2024 6:06 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much Jameson! I don't really go in the back anymore but I did the other day. There were a few weeds growing in your grass so I pulled them. Your flowers in the front have all bloomed and I know you would have enjoyed smelling them. Everyones grass is growing and you would have enjoyed your leisurely strolls sniffing all of the grass and bushes that are in the neighborhood! I wish you were still here to enjoy all of the things in nature that you loved so much! We all miss you so incredibly much and long to be with you again! Maybe you can send us a sign that you are alright. Please send the mourning doves back! I would love to see them again and it would make me feel better! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

6/5/2024 6:25 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! The school year is ending very soon and Matthew just picked up his cap and gown for graduation. I wish I could take a picture of you and him on his graduation day! I know you will be watching from above! We all miss you so much! Yesterday I went out in the back and raked the grass. Just standing in your favorite spot made me sad. You should have been out there with me!! The house is so empty without you and we all wish you were still here with us! One day we will all be together again and that day can't come soon enough! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

6/6/2024 8:10 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! We got pouring rain last night and we were supposed to have thunderstorms but I don't think we got any. It is so cloudy and yucky out. There is a chance for more rain later but let's see if we get it. I miss you so much Jameson. Phoebe and I went walking in the park yesterday and all of the wild flowers were in bloom. I said that you would have loved to smell them all and would have stuck your head in just to get a better smell. I took you to that park the day after we got you. Do you remember? You came home with 2 ticks on you. You would have enjoyed walking there because you can smell all of the flowers. We all miss you so much Jameson and can't wait to be with you again! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

6/7/2024 6:32 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! Time is going by so fast. This time 4 years ago I had started seeing you on Louie's Legacy. We were looking for another dog after losing our Timber and daddy and I were looking at different sites at dogs. I came across you and thought you were the cutest pup. Daddy and the kids agreed. Daddy had actually put in an application for another dog but he was already taken. That is where you came in. After several phone calls, forms being filled out and talking to the foster dad, you were soon ours. It was Father's Day 2020 when we picked you up. It seems like yesterday and at the same time it seems like a lifetime ago! I miss you so much Jameson! My heart is permanently broken without you! It isn't fair that souls like yours only live for such a short time! We all miss you terribly and can't wait to see you again! Say hi to pa and Timber for me! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

6/8/2024 6:15 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! It is a nice morning out and you would have enjoyed being outside. I miss seeing your beautiful face everyday. You are gone almost 2 months and I can't believe it! You should still be here with us! Daddy and I were talking last night and we both said that we would get another Great Pyrenees because of how gentle and calm you were. The only thing we would change is we would get a female. We all miss you so much Jameson! I hope you are able to run and play without any pain. I hope you are able to get up with ease and that you have no physical restrictions anymore. Please let me know that you are okay! Send me some kind of sign, okay sweet boy! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

6/9/2024 7:40 am. Good morning Jameson! I miss and love you so much! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you! The house is so lonely without you! Yesterday daddy and I were talking about the day we picked you up. You wanted to stay with the girl who fostered you and seemed reluctant to leave with us. But then you jumped right into the van, right into Julies seat. They said you never barked, but four days after we got you, you barked. I guess you started to feel comfortable at that point. We all miss you so much and we all say that you were the sweetest dog there ever was! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!

6/10/2024 8:56 am. Good morning sweet boy! I miss and love you so much! I can't believe that you are gone 2 months today! I can't believe I haven't seen your beautiful face in that long. I miss you so much! We all talk about you everyday! We miss seeing you when we come home from being out. On Saturday, daddy and I went out and we were home around 6:30. Getting close to home I thought to myself, well it is still early, we can take Jameson for his walk. I still haven't accepted that you are gone! Oh how I wish you were still here with us! One day Jameson, we will all be back together again and I can't wait! Always remember that mommy loves you forever and always to the moon and back!! I have to start writing to you in the guestbook because I have run out of room here sweet boy! I love you!!xo