I look for you everywhere
I glance at your place
No longer see you sitting there
Just an empty space

My heart is shattered never to be repaired
How can it ever be?
When you are not there?

For 19 months you fought
But cancer finally won.
I will miss your sweet face
Smiling up at the sun.

How do I go on ?
Without you here
I need to see you wag your nub
I need to feel you near

My sweet baby
Don't be afraid
I am always
Just a paw away.

12-20-20. It's been a week and I miss you so much my sweet girl. I don't know how I'm gonna survive without you. I can't walk to the mailbox without crying because you were always by my side. I can't think about walking through the neighborhood without you that was our nightly routine in our early morning routine. I can't stop thinking about last few days that you were with me. I feel so guilty did I miss something did I do something wrong why did your liver but why did you have to have spots on your lungs. Why did God have to take you with all the loss I've been through in the last five years this one has brought me to my knees. I miss you so my beautiful girl I love you never forget that

12-13-21
Oh my sweet Lisa my Mona Lisa. Your memory still hurts me I miss you so much. You are such a gentle gentle girl I hope you know how much I love you how much you meant to me your absence is felt every day please say hi to Sophie April and hobo I hope you are with them. I worry about you because you've never liked me to be out of your sight But you had to leave all alone know that I'm with you every bit but if you need me sweet girl I'm right here just give me a sign
I will always love you

12-13-22
It is 2 years since you have been gone. I can't believe I have survived without ,y sweet girl . How I miss you and wish I could have saved you. The guilt is with me everyday. You fought for 19 months and became a fixture in everyone's heart I feel your absence every minute. My beautiful gentle girl you are missed loved and remembered. I wish I could see you laying in your bed right beside me. I am always with you. Mona Lisa I will always love you.

12-11-23
It's coming up on 3 years that I lost you. You fought so hard. I am so sorry I couldn't save you. You were my
beautiful mini me - oh Lisa how I miss your gentle soul. You were my perfect girl. I miss our easy nightly walks. Everyone who met you loved you. I will always remember those nights when you were first diagnosed how I slept beside you at the specialty vets. Our bond was unbreakable. I will always remember you, love you,and miss you.

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