My poor little paw, I wish I could have done more, the cancer struck you so quickly, I didn't even have a week to comprehend what was happening before it was too late. Your age worked against you, and your diabetes didn't help. I wish I could have made your last days better and I can only hope you forgive me for my childhood misdeeds. I hope that you and pikachu are doing ok up there near the bridge, and I hope you two can keep each other company.

When we first got you, it was a surprise. Grandpa and I had just gotten home and there you were, running around. Grandma was so giddy with herself having gotten you and grandpa actually confused you for a rat at first. You were such an onery little baby, that might be why as a 10 year old I thought it'd be a good idea to play a bit rough. too rough. I scared you. I did all I could in the following years to make your life easier but only after the passing of pikachu was it enough. I love you dear little paw, and hope that you can rest finally, healthy and happy.

11/23/2022
Has it really been a year my dear old fluffball? A year without your gentle quiet company. A year without you defending the young one. You'd be proud to know that revan has learned to hold his own. You'd be grumpy to learn that he's still getting his butt handed to him due to him starting the gentle scuffles. I regret to let you know that just like when you passed, grandma is away with a broken bone. We all miss you dear little paw, and we really, really wish we still had you.

11/9/2023 It's been nearly another year my sweet littlepaw. I hope you're enjoying your sister up there. Revan is still getting his butt kicked but it seems the two are having fun with it now. Leo is getting older as you would expect but she's taken over your role to keep grandma happy and with company as much as possible. It won't be too much longer until Leo joins you I don't doubt but until then know that the slowly aging grey fuzzball is trying to carry your legacy.

11/24/24 Another year little paw, another year without your gentle presence or your kind gaze. Life has stabilized and I wish this could have happened while you were still here. I'm finally able to get the two that carry your legacy the food they so rightly deserve and while we never let you go hungry we never could get you the best food... maybe that could have helped make a bit of a difference. Then again the cancer that took you struck so swiftly and so suddenly we never could have stopped it. I hope you are resting easy and breathing well my dear grey fluff.

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