You took away so much heartache and wiped away so many tears and loneliness that I never thought possible. You smiled at me and my world stood still. Your love was beyond unconditional and no matter what kind of day I was having you always made me know it would be ok.

You were my best friend and my life, and other than GOD I never knew I could love anyone so deeply. It hurts my heart as I sit here and think of you, and look around and your nowhere to be found.

PLEASE my precious Lucy come home to me, and let me know it will all be ok. :( I don't want to go on with my life without you, and I know I have too and it hurts so badly.

Your with your brother right now, and I know you too will be ok, until we meet again. Your brother left us and then 2 mths after that you went away. 2 mths and two precious babies taken from me. :(

Don't be scared mommy will always be watching you, along with our heavenly father. He will keep you safe until we are together again. Please pray for mommy that I can overcome the heartache of losing you and your brother.

The loneliness you always took away, is something that I never thought I would feel again, and it's happening now. Oh Lucy why did you have to go away. ;( You WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY GIRL AND MY PRECIOUS LITTLE ANGEL.

See you again Lucy,

Mommy loves you with ALL SHE HAS!

Lucy, The Tears in my Heart, I Can Wipe Away,
The Ache in My Heart Will Always Stay.

God saw you were getting tired,
And a cure was not to be..
So he put his arms around you and whispered come with me.
With tearful eyes I watched you suffer and slowly fade away.
Although I loved you dearly, I could not make you stay.

A Golden Heart stopped beating
Playful paws were put to rest
God broke my heart to prove to me, he only takes the BEST!

My Forever Pet

There's something missing in my home,
I feel it day & night,
I know it will take time and strength
Before things feel quite right.

But just for now, I need to mourn,
My heart---it needs to mend.
Though some say it's "just a pet"
I know I've lost a friend.

You've brought so much laughter to my home,
and richness to my days...
A constant friend through joy or loss,
With gentle loving ways.

Companion, pal, and confidante,
A friend I won't forget,
You'll live forever in my HEART,
My sweet FOREVER pet.

1/6/2015 To My Precious Lucy & Simple. There is not a day that goes by that my thoughts and heart are not with you. I miss the both of you terribly and no one will ever take your place. Please be resting peacefully my precious babies.

1/7/2015 Hello my precious babies. I just wanted to write you today, to let you know mommy is missing you both so much and my heart aches every minute second an hour of the day. I had a rough one today as everywhere I looked for you, you were nowhere to be found. I enjoyed so much every moment of loving on you both and caring for you unconditionally as your love was for me. I long for the day we will see one another again. See you soon my precious loves. xoxoxox

1/8/2015 Hi Simple & Lucy, Another sad day for me. Went to bed with you both on my mind, and woke up and there you both were again. I knew my life wouldn't be the same without you, but I didn't think it would be like this. I miss so much cuddling and loving you both as I only knew how and the love you gave back was unexplainable. Lucy I miss the way you talked to me, and while I was on the computer you would let me know you wanted my attention and no one would ever believe what you use to do, it was if a child called for her mother it was just so unbelievable. Simple I miss the way you always wanted to play and would charge through the house and come up to me, and give me kisses and show me how much you loved me. Mommy misses you both and just know, you will always be in my every thought and with me each and everyday of my life. Sweet Huggs & Kisses my precious babies. xoxoxo

1/9/2015 Hi my babies. Mommy wanted to stop by to tell you how much she deeply loves you both.. and how my heart hurts for you each day that has gone by since you left me. :( I think about you day & night and miss all we use to share and have with one another. The loneliness of you two being gone is too much to bare at times and I know with the memories and our Heavenly Father I have to go on. Please know you are both loved more than words can ever say, and Mommy will never leave your sides. Goodnight my precious babies. xoxoxoxxo

1/10/2015 Another day has gone by without you two by my side. I hear everyone tell me it get's easier but I'm not sure about that. The pain is as hurtful today as it was the day you left me Lucy, not even a month ago and Simple almost 3 mths. I ask myself, if I feel this way now, how will I go on each day. :( I wish so much to see you both again and to be able to look at you both and tell you how much mommy loves you. Please be ok, and always know that you will live in my heart forever. Goodnight my precious babies. xoxoxoxxo

1/12/2015 Simple I Woke up today and daddy came home with something from Aunt Vikki, it was a Christmas ball ornament and a little change purse with your picture on it. Well it broke my heart so badly. I broke down because I am missing you two so badly. Lucy Aunt Vikki, is also having something very special made for you, and I know that too will just take me over the edge. I TRULY MISS YOU SO MUCH and my heart will never be the same. Everyday that goes by without you two is empty and I just don't know how I will face everyday. Please be ok and NEVER FORGET MOMMY LOVES YOU WITH ALL SHE HAS! xoxoxoxox

1/13/2015 Hi Lucy & Simple. It's Mommy just wanted to stop by to let you know I been thinking of you both and miss you awe so badly. My heart aches to see you both and I am trying so hard to come to terms with what I so desperately don't want to have to live with and that is without the two of you. Please pray for mommy that God gives me the strength to go on with my life until the day we will meet again. Sweet Dreams my precious loves. xoxoxxoxo

1/14/2015 Simple today it makes 3 mths since you been gone. My heart has been hurting so badly and I still can't believe you & your sister are gone. Lucy it is almost a month for you and it seems like yesterday for the both of you. The pain is as fresh as it was the day the two of you left me. I miss so much all that we had and the joy, peace & love you both gave me for 11 yrs of my life. Tell me how will I go on and will I ever find true happiness like that again? Please pray for mommy as I do for you, that I can live my days without you, knowing that someday we will see one another again. MY LOVE FOR YOU BOTH WILL NEVER DIE! Sweet Dreams my precious babies. xoxoxoxxo

1/15/2015 Another sad day without my precious babies. Life is so different for me now since you two have been gone. You both filled my day with complete happiness and brought peace to my life beyond measure. I wished so much you could live on forever but sadly enough there are no forevers only until I'll see you again someday. Sweet Huggs & Kisses my precious babies. xoxoxo

1/16/2015 Hi Lucy & Simple. Mommy wanted to let you know I been thinking of you both and truly miss you with all my heart. I will never forget the way you both showed how much you loved me and how excited you would get when I came through the door after I came from the gym or store. I so looked forward to each time I came home knowing the two of you would be here to love me only the way you both knew how. My love for you both was just as deep and no amount of time without the two of you will EVER take that a way. You are BOTH my Heart & Soul! Goodnight my precious babies xoxoxo

1/17/2015 Simple & Lucy, You both were such a GREAT companion, constant, loyal and true. My heart will ALWAYS wear, the paw prints that were left by you! I love you both more than words can say! Goodnight my precious babies. xoxoxo

1/18/2015 Lucy I just can't believe you been gone from my life for a Month today. My heart still aches just as the first day you left me. Your brother left two months before you and that already broke my heart, and then you went after him. Talk about a test of faith. I NEVER was ready for the day to come when I had to say Goodbye and long for the time I will get to be with you both again. Please know my precious loves that my life will NEVER be the same without you!

Lucy & Simple

Thank you for your Barks
Thank you for welcoming me home with a smile & wagging tail.
Thank you for kisses & paws without asking.
Thank you for your silly antics.
Thank you for laying next to me.
Thank you for a cold wet nose.
Thank you for excepting me.
Thank you for adopting me.
Thank you for your patience.
Thank you for letting me a part of your life.
But most of all Thank you, for being the MOST PRECIOUS things in the World to me!

Forever Loving You! Mommy xoxox

1/19/2015 Every day that goes by I miss the two of you more and more. They say time heals all wounds but I don't b
believe this one will ever go away. Please NEVER forget Mommy loves you both with every ounce of breath I have. FOREVER IN MY HEART! xoxoxo

1/20/15 To My Precious babies Lucy & Simple. I cried so hard the day you left I felt so all alone. But when I searched into your eyes I could see that you had gone. It seems just yesterday you licked my face I didn't know it would be the last. To feel your nose upon my cheek just once more is all I ask. But then I prayed to Jesus please watch over my best friend and he told me he would hold you until we meet again. Until then I think of you each day! Forever Mommy

1/21/2015 My Heart has never been the same since Oct 14,2014 & Dec 18th 2014. You no longer greet me as I walk through the door. Your not there to make me smile, to make me laugh anymore. Life seems quiet without you, You were far more than a pet. You were a family member a friend, A loving soul I'll never forget. It will take time to heal-for the silence to go away. I still listen for you, and miss you EVERYDAY. You were such a great companion, Constant, Loyal & True. My heart will always wear, the Pawprints left by you. Forever deep in my heart my precious Simple & Lucy! Mommy

1/22/2015 Simple & Lucy, When I close my eyes I see you. When I open my eyes I miss you. :( Forever in my heart. Mommy

1/23/2015 I lost my best friends :( I lost my best friends the kind you couldn't replace, and looking at their empty beds I still can see their beautiful face. I know their in a special place our Lord has for such friends, Where meadows fields and flowers help make them strong and whole again. I know there watching over me they'll be with me when I cry, So with one more kiss on their beloved head I told my friends Goodbye. Mommy misses you both so so much. Goodnight my precious babies xoxoxxo

1/24/2015 Mommy is about to go to bed and I just wanted to let you both know how much I love you, and how very much I miss you both. There is not a day or moment that my thoughts are without you both. You are and will always be deep in my heart. Mommy Loves You with ALL She Has! God Bless you & Goodnight my precious babies. xoxoxxo

1/25/2015 My Angels Lucy & Simple. My heart is full of memories, with pride I speak your name. Though life goes on without you it will never be the same. You meant so much to me, you were special and that's no lie. You brightened up the darkest day, and the cloudiest sky. My heart will never be the same without you both. Forever Loving You! Mommy xoxoxoxxo

1/27/2015 Lucy & Simple. You never said I'm leaving you, you never said goodbye, You were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why. A million times I needed you a million times I cried, if love alone could have saved you, you never would have died. In life I loved you dearly in death I love you still, In my heart I hold a place that only you can fill. It broke my heart to lose you but you didn't go alone, as part of me went with you The day God took you home. Forever Loving you both. Mommy xoxox

1/28/2015 I keep myself busy with things to do but everytime I pause I still think of you. I love you so much Simple & Lucy xoxoxox

1/29/2015 My Precious Lucy & Simple. In My Heart

I thought of you today,
But that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday,
And days before that too.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name.
Now all I have is memories,
And your pictures in a frame.
Your memory is my keepsake,
With which we'll never part.
God has you in his keeping,
I have you BOTH so Deeply in my heart. xoxoxox

1/30/2015 Lucy & Simple. The days go by and my heart is still heavy. I ask why something so precious and dear to our hearts has to be taken away. But I know God felt there was a better place for you, and will keep you safe until we are together again. Please never forget mommy LOVES YOU with EVERY single breathe she breathes. I miss you BOTH so so dearly. Sweet Dreams my precious babies. xoxoxo

2/1/2015 God looked around his garden, and found an empty place. He then looked down upon the earth, and saw your tired face. He put his arms around you, and lifted you to rest, Gods garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. It broke my heart to lose you, But you didn't go alone, For part of me went with you, the day God called you home. I miss you so so much Lucy & Simple. Sweet dreams my precious babies. Mommy will love you Forever. xoxoxo

2/2/2015 Another bad day without my precious babies. I can't believe how my heart has been hurting from the very day you left me until this very moment. My life will never be the same without you two by my side and NO ONE will ever fill the love that is bedded deep in my heart. Wish I can hold you and tell you both how much I love you with all my heart & soul. Sweet Dreams my precious babies. Mommy xoxoxxo

2/5/15 Lucy & Simple. I'll never get to see your precious face; or whisper words to make you feel safe. I'll never get to hold you tight when you can't sleep at night. I'll never get to sing to you a sweet lullabye, to calm you down when you cry. I'll never get to fall asleep with you in my arms, all bundled in a blanket to keep you warm. There are many things I'll never get to do, but the hardest is not being with you. I miss you both so so much. Your Mommy Forever! xoxoxo

2/7/2015 Lucy & Simple My Heart still aches in sadness, and secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you, know one will ever know. I miss you you both so so much and I will never forget the love, peace and joy you brought into my life. Loving you forever my precious babies. Sweet Dreams xoxoxo

2/14/2015 Happy Valentine's Day Mommys Precious Angels. I wish I could say, I had something to be Happy about but unfortunately my heart is still and will always be broken. I miss the two of you each and EVERYYDAY of my life. You are everywhere in our home and I refuse to make you leave me, and seeing your faces everyday on my computer and on my desk is the only thing that keeps me going each day without you two. Please be ok my Angels until we meet again mommy LOVES YOU DEARLY! xoxoxo

2/16/2015 Hi Lucy & Simple. I just wanted to take a moment to let you both know how much I miss you both so so much. There is NOT a day that goes by that you two are not in my thoughts and deeply in my heart. My life has NOT been the same without you, and it still hurts as tho it was yesterday. :( Please NEVER forget mommy loves you with all her heart & soul! xoxoxoxo

2/19/2015 No matter how much time goes by my precious babies...my love for you will never go away. I miss you with every breathe I take. Forever Mommy xoxoxo

2/26/2015

I lost Two special friends
the kind you can't replace,
and looking at there empty bed
I still can see their beautiful face.
I know their in a special place
our Lord has for such friends,
Where meadows, fields & flowers
help make them strong and whole again.
I know their watching over me
They'll be with me when I cry,
So with one more kiss on there beloved heads
I told my friends goodbye.

Lucy & Simple My Love for you both will NEVER die, and my life will NEVER be the same without you both. I MISS YOU BOTH TERRIBLY! Your Mommy Forever! xoxoxox

3/4/2015 Hi my precious babies. I had to take a moment to let you know how deeply I still miss the both of you. :( Altho, mommy doesn't write each day, she still has you all over the house and right here all over my computer screen. I refuse to let you both go, and I will always keep you here by my side. There is NOT a day, second or minute that you two are not with mommy deeply planted away in my heart. I still can't believe that you are both gone but will NEVER be gone or forgotten in my heart. Sweet Dreams FOREVER LOVING YOU BOTH! GOD BLESS YOU MY PRECIOUS BABIES xoxoxo

3/12/2014 Hi Lucy & Simple. I just wanted to tell you how much mommy misses the both of you. They say it gets easier, I don't know about that. There hasn't been a day that has went by since you two left me, that my heart hasn't ached and my thoughts weren't of you both. I still till this day can't believe you both left me. :( My life has not and will not ever be the same. I ADORE YOU BOTH and miss the life we use to have so badly. Talk to you soon again my precious loves. Your MOMMY FOREVER! xoxoxox

3/25/2015 Hi my precious babies. Mommy wanted to let you know she misses you both so so much. Altho I don't write you for awhile you are both always in my heart, on my mind, and everywhere in our home. I refuse to let your memory or the thoughts of your unconditional love ever go away from me. I wake up and I see the both of you on my computer screen and when I go to bed you are in our bedroom on the wall. I miss so badly what we use to have an ALL the joy & love you both brought into my life, my heart, my entire being. My life has NEVER been the same nor will ever without you, and all I can possibly do is go on and hold on soooo tightly to the precious memmories you both left behind until we meet again my precious precious loves. Your Mommy will ALWAYS LOVE YOU BOTH FOREVER! xoxoxxo

4/4/2015/ Hi Lucy & Simple, Mommy couldn't let this day go by without telling you how VERY MUCH I miss the two of you, and to say this is our first Easter without one another. It truly breaks my heart, and to think how badly it hurts without you both. You were and still are my precious loves and since the day you both left me, my life has never been the same. Mommy will LOVE YOU BOTH TO THE END OF TIME. Many Kisses & Huggs until we meet again. XOXOXOXO

5/27/2015 Hi My precious babies. I want you two to know how deeply I am missing you, and there is never a day since you been gone that my heart has stopped hurting. The love I felt each day living with the both of you, is unexplainable and I miss it so badly. You two are everywhere in our home and in my mind and so deeply in my heart. I told you before my life will NEVER be the same without the two of you. Please sleep [eacefully my precious loves. Your Mommy forever. xoxxoxo

6/1/2015 Lucy & Simple. What was suppose to be the most joyous day of it being your Birthday today, is such a heartache for me. You both would have been 12yrs old today if you didn't have to go when you did. You took the biggest part of my heart with you, and my life has and never will be the same. You both were and are and always will be the absolute loves of my life, and I know we will see eachother again someday, and mommy knows you will both remember how much I deeply loved you two. Please know mommy is here loving you forever, Happy Birthday my precious babies. xoxoxoxox

8/3/2015 Hi Lucy & Simple it's Mommy. I know it's been 2 mths since I last wrote you, but I promise there is NOT a day that goes by that I am not missing you two. My heart is and will always be broken and I am lost without you two. Mommy just has to go on with life, but you two were truly the biggest part of my being. Please know that mommy will love you two until the day I will see you again. I miss so badly all we had and just never forget Mommy loves you two deeply with all my being! Sweet Dreams my precious loves. Your Mommy forever! xoxoxo

12/18/2015 Hi My Precious Babies. It's Mommy. It's still so very hard to come here and live my life without you both. I told you mommies life would never be the same and it hasn't since you been gone. My heart aches everyday, and there still is such a big void in my life without you both. I can't believe it's been a year today since you left me. I miss you both so so much and altho my life has went on it never forgot one day of ALL the love and joy that you both brought into my life. Mommy will never ever forget you, and I know someday I will be seeing you again. Please be resting in peace my precious babies and mommy will be back again to check on you both. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH! Forever your MOMMY! xoxoxoxo

4/7/2016 Hi Lucy & Simple. So much has happened in my life since I last wrote to you two. Mommy never stopped loving you both for not even a moment. I think of you ALL the time and my heart still hurts like it was yesterday. It is really painful when I come here and I just wish so so much that you two were still here in my everyday life. Mommy hopes that you two are having fun in rainbow heaven and just know I will see you both again someday. I want you to know if it wasn't for God taking care of mommy I don't think I could have ever moved on without you two. I MISS YOU LUCY & SIMPLE SO SO SO MUCH. Deep in my heart forever your Mommy. xoxoxxoxoxo

12/19/22 ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS and PRAYERS LUCY,SIMPLE, and GOLDIE MOMMY and DADDY LOVE and MISS YOU VERY MUCH! Xoxo 😢💕