I knew this day was coming but I had no idea how empty and incomplete I would feel. You've given us the best 9.5 years my baby girl. We can't thank you enough for all the snuggles, all the kisses, and all the joy you've brought into our life. You came to our life when I was going through a tough time and you've healed me. You've taught me there is light, you've taught me patience, you've taught me life is worth living and trying to enjoy every second. You loved so hard. I loved your love so much. You've taught me how to be a parent, how to take care of someone. When your only child reign was coming to an end, you protected your sisters even when I was pregnant, you loved them so much, never once snapped at them, even when they gave you lots of reasons to. All you wanted to do was be around us and I'm so sorry If we ever took that for granted. We will miss you every single day of our lives. We will miss your sleep smell, we will miss your snores, your pitter patter around the house, seeing you go between your favorite spots: the couch, the armchair and your bed. We will miss your frito paws, your sweet eyes, your black chin. Oh and we will miss your ears. We will miss them so much. Both of them, I still don't know which one my favorite is. The one with the many dots or the one with the two bigger dots. We miss miss your comforting chin rests, though I would always get too excited and lose it, while your dad was a master at it and held on to your chin rests for a looong time. We will miss your gentle demeanor, not ever to be taken for soft, for you were ready to take up on anything or anyone that would threaten us. We will miss your toughness, never complaining, always ready to roll with whatever was going on. We will miss your nonchalant "are you serious" look you gave me, especially when one of the girls were playing too close. I will miss your sweet snuggles to my spoon pocket every single night. We will miss your warmth, your softness, and most of all baby girl I will miss your love.

It feels surreal here without you. But I promise you that we will be okay. Because of you and all the things you taught me I will take good care of your 3 girls and your dad. You take time to enjoy yourself my sweet girl. Run, play, eat all the sticks you want, enjoy all the popcorn and icecream and all kinds of meat and soon enough we will meet again my love. My sweet minimuffin. My comfort dog, my shishito pepper, my upside down vampire, my buttstuff princess, my sweet potato muffin, Mini-Mo, puffin princess, our BAD girl, our OGBG, forever my best girl.....