Not a moment goes by without me thinking about you, everywhere is just that little bit colder, emptier and lonelier without you here. From your favourite spot in front of the fire, sitting behind me on the sofa or sleeping soundly next to me, I feel your loss so devastatingly and yearn to hold you once more.

You were my first love, you taught me how to love and we loved unconditionally. Thank you for showing me how that felt.

I hope you felt every part of my deep love and protection for you, I hope with every fibre of my being we meet again and I can scoop you up once more and we can look at each other in the mirror.

Until then Myla, enjoy all the shredded paper and treats, know you are loved, rest in peace little princess.

Mummy xx

19th November 2024 - just checking in with you darling sweet Myla. It's been 3 days since you've passed and I am struggling so very much without you here my princess. I am reaching out and giving you a massive cuddle and a squeeze tonight. I know in my heart you are so happy playing in the meadow with your new friends, pain free. And that makes my heart happy. Bubz and Daddy miss you so much too and send their love to you. Please keep sending me signs. I love you and miss you so much Myla x 💛

3rd December 2024 - I still can't stop the tears from rolling, every day feels one day further from you and the last time I held you. I am so scared of forgetting how you felt in my arms, how it felt to nuzzle into your soft fur whilst you were sleeping, you sleepily opening your eyes and purring when you saw me and then making room for me to keep nuzzling in. Feeling the warmth of you. Please keep sending me signs, I haven't seen many recently, I will keep my eyes open. Oh Myla, how I wish you'd come back to me. I love you so so much x