Oreo, my sweet boy, I cry everyday for you. My heart feels so empty without you here. It's been almost a year since you've passed and I still feel so much grief and immense guilt for what happened. I am still shocked everyday that you are truly gone and that I will never see you again. I'm so sorry that your life was cut short. I try to remember that I gave you a beautiful life. You were given kisses and pets everyday. You were able to be outside and feel the sun on your fur and the grass beneath your paws. You had a beautiful sister, Anna, who always gave you kisses and only allowed you to play with her. You never knew an unkind word or touch. You never knew pain until the end. I just wish that you had never felt it at all. It's my fault you felt pain and I will never forgive myself for that, never. I miss you so much it physically hurts. I just want to see you again. I pray so hard that I will see you again. Love, mom.

Oreo, it's been almost two years since you left the Earth. I look at your pictures everyday and think of you. I will never forget you. You live on through me and the memories I have of your sweet, beautiful self. I still cry for you when I think too long about what happened and what your last moment were like. A really sour ending to your sweet little life. I would do anything to change that for you. You deserved so much better. I love you so much. I try to think of the ways you and I made each other happy and hope and pray that one day we will be reunited without pain. One day I hope you can show me around wherever you've gone to. I hope that you are with my dad. I've asked him to look after you until I can get there. He was more of a dog person but I'm sure he already loves you. Love, mom.