Oreo, my sweet boy, I cry everyday for you. My heart feels so empty without you here. It's been almost a year since you've passed and I still feel so much grief and immense guilt for what happened. I am still shocked everyday that you are truly gone and that I will never see you again. I'm so sorry that your life was cut short. I try to remember that I gave you a beautiful life. You were given kisses and pets everyday. You were able to be outside and feel the sun on your fur and the grass beneath your paws. You had a beautiful sister, Anna, who always gave you kisses and only allowed you to play with her. You never knew an unkind word or touch. You never knew pain until the end. I just wish that you had never felt it at all. It's my fault you felt pain and I will never forgive myself for that, never. I miss you so much it physically hurts. I just want to see you again. I pray so hard that I will see you again. Love, mom.