She was loveable, playful and curious about everything she saw, |
Always eager to explore forever wanting more
she made new friends wherever we went. Loved nature, playing in water and getting me wet.
The drool hanging from her face at the park meant she was in her prime
I cherish every moment i had with her sadly those 12 days went so fast
I could have tried radiation but how much could she endure?
Its now Sunday March 7, 2 days shirt of a month since I lost Nikki and I. Still so sad and depressed. I'm trying to put together a memorial for her but every time I work on the story I will read to friends I start crying so hard. I still can't believe she's gone. I had no idea 13 days before God took her that she was seriously sick imstill in shock and so sad haven't put her stuff away yet. I miss her smell,the sounds she made and just taking her for walks. I miss feeding her. I never knew I'd ever be this depressed I had her from when she was 8 weeks old. I met her parents. 10 yrs I celebrated her birthday on her birthday with parties for her or a good hike and steak all to herself.
The day I found out she's sick I cuddled with her as she slept on my bed and I guess I woke her and she got up and left the bedroom. I guess I smothered her. Anyway nothing I did from that point on was going to save her. She had liver cancer per the Dr in ICU. She slipped away from me and im still so sad as if im missing an organ in my body.