3/14/24: And just like that... it's been 2 years, 24 months, 731 days without you 💔😿 It's hard to believe that much time has passed already, I feel like you were just here. I still feel all the emotions leading up to saying goodbye to you. I replay them in my head. I kept a little journal for the days leading up to saying goodbye and looking back I'm grateful I did it but wish I captured more and wish I took more videos even though I probably have over 20,000 photos and videos of you of all the happy moments. I don't want to remember those sad final moments but I do. I need to remind myself that was only a piece of your story, not the whole story which ultimately filled my life with so much joy and unconditional love. I often still feel your presence, it's weird but I do. Milo and Leo remind me of you. Milo will occasionally snuggle under the blanket but only for an hour, not like 8 hours like you did and he sleeps with me every night like you did, and he kinda looks like you. Leo acts like you, he commands a presence like you did, like a King, sassy, and independent just like you. They both love temptation treats just like you. They both sit in the kitchen as I cook, like you did. They both sit on the buggie bench like you did. But they aren't you, they are a combination of some of my favorite things about you which brings me happiness. Any day there's sunshine, your Papa and I always say how much you would of loved it and wondered where you would be in the house finding and laying in the sun beams. You literally would move from room to room chasing the sun. I miss that ☀️ Missing you hasn't gotten any easier and that's ok. I miss your snuggles. I miss dancing and singing you're my sunshine to you. I miss your fluffy butt. I miss your little face. I'll never stop missing you. I'll never stop loving you. Today started off rainy and gloomy but the sun is trying to come out today for you. Hope you're eating endless treats and laying in the sunshine. Love you Ollie, always have and always will😘❤️
8/7/2022: Happy Birthday to my sweet beautiful boy on what would have been your 17th birthday. I wish you were here to celebrate with us 😭 It still doesn't feel like you're gone and I still have moments where I forget. I'm the lucky one to have had you in my life. You simply were the best. I miss you my life. I think about you every single second of every single day. I hope you are enjoying lots of sunshine and tempation treats. I love you Ollie!!
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