Rocco you were so special! You had such a cute personality and so darn sweet! Your heart was so beautiful, just like you baby boy. You filled my life with so much joy and love! I looked forward to coming home to you as much as you looked forward to your momma pulling down our street. I can still see you sitting in the bay window waiting to patiently and just watching the world go by. You loved to watch the birds and since you were a baby you always looked up in the sky and were amazed by the planes and all those sparkly stars. You and I would sit outside for hours. One of my favorite moments was when we went and laid on the deck and I had my head on your belly and we just looked up at the sky and looked at awe at the beautiful stars. If we weren't on the floor you would be sitting on your chaise lounge. When the girls were over you let them all know that was your spot and when you were ready to go inside and go to sleep you let us all know it! LOL you were so YOU! And that's what I miss the most, all those silly things you did that made me smile! We lived for each other. It was just you and momma for years. And what I wouldn't give to have those moments back baby. To be able to come home and see you jumping around at the door so happy!! To see you sleep so soundly once your momma was home always melted her heart. I couldn't wait for weekends to just hang out with you and do nothing. Read a good book in bed and you would just cuddle next to me. The best was our morning cuddles! As soon as you heard momma move you would army crawl up to me, roll over on back and want belly rubs! You would always give me so many morning kisses and I loved every one of them! I talked to you and you heard every word and you understood everything I said. We communicated so deeply, you were momma's best friend. Always there to protect me. Before we went to bed each night when I let you out you always had to go to the front yard and bark as if you were telling everyone we are going to bed don't mess with me and my momma. I am here to protect her! Every time you did that it would bring a smile to my face. You were always right there beside making sure I was safe. And I too was always watching over you to make sure my baby was safe and sound. I always felt like you were my soul dog. We connected in such a unique way. You my baby Rocco would always look in my eyes and knew if I was happy or sad. I could look in yours and know what you were thinking or needing too. It was a bond that was so special and can never be broken. You could put your little paw on my leg and I knew what you needed whether it was just a hug or something was hurting or bothering you. Others wouldn't see it but I did. I was so lucky my baby boy to have you as my pup. My life is so empty without you and your momma misses you every second, every minute, every moment of every day. We have memories in every room of our house. Every place I go I talk to you like you are right there beside me. I know you are! Like I told you you are always in my heart and I am always in yours my beautiful baby! I hold you close in my heart and pray that you are healthy and playing up there with your brother Jakey, Diesel, Truper, CoCo, and now Sophia. I know you may be sad too because we were so connected but I promise you sweetie I only let you go because I couldn't let my baby suffer anymore. It was getting hard for you to breathe. It was the hardest thing I had to do in my entire life. You were so strong my baby boy and went through so much. I wish I could have changed it my baby boy! My heart breaks without you! I pray that you know how much I love you and always will. We will always be connected. I hold all our special memories in my heart and not a day goes by that I don't whisper your name and say I love you! I still say our special prayer before leaving for work each day and look in the mirror like we used too. All those moments are so etched in my heart and soul. I miss our loves, our hugs all our quiet moments together. You were my peace and I was yours and that's all you and I needed at that moment the world was right and it stood still. A quiet rainy day outside with a good book and some treats with you by my side! We acted like we were at the park when we couldn't go on warm days. You even got used to the lawn mower and would sit out there while momma would mow. We just loved to be together, feel the sun, and the wind in momma's hair and your ears. You loved standing out there when the storms would come. We loved to walk in puddles, run in snow, play in snow and lay on the ground and look up at the trees and stars and moon. I miss you baby boy. Sending you momma love and hugs! Come and love me and give me kisses too beautiful. For my baby: Kisses on your forehead, Kisses on your nose, Kisses on your babies teeth and all your little toes! Kisses on your beautiful, sweet, heart Kisses on your chest Please dear God take care of my baby watch over him and keep him safe from all harm because we love him the best! Rest in peace my beautiful boy! We will meet again. I know you will run to me when that gate opens and you see mommas face! I'm so sorry baby! I wish my love could have saved you. Always in my heart, Always on my mind! Another dog like you I could never find. You are always in my heart Rocco. Come visit momma and let me know you are there. Your momma loves you, my sweet, beautiful baby boy! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXO with a big kiss on your ears and your momma would be smelling them like I used too! Awwwww! Big hug around your belly and bear hug like we used too! Don't you forget about me, We will be together again! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!! Be good up there and give Grandma and Stephen big hugs for me too. And my Jakey and Sophia and Cocoa, Diesel, Thrasher too! Have fun and make sure to drink lots of water baby boy!!!!! LOVE YOU! 2/14/2020Happy Valentine's Day my Beautiful Boy!!! I miss you so much!!! Especially on our special day! I would always give you big hugs and kisses all day long and even more treats. I always wanted my baby to feel special and loved!!! You brought a peace to momma's heart and soul that was so special. I would do anything to be able to hold you today and give you kisses on your forehead and look into those beautiful eyes of yours. I hope you saw momma's messages in the snow the other night. I know you were there because I saw a little bunny watching your momma while she cried because she was missing playing in the snow with you. I love you my beautiful baby boy! Happy Valentine's Day! You are right here in my heart and I am always there in yours. We will always be together in our hearts until we meet again at the bridge. Hugs and kisses!!!!! xoxoxoxo YOU'RE MOMMA LOVES YOU!!!!!! I pray you feel my love cuz I am sending it to you up above!!!! I hope you are playing with Sophia, Jakey, and all your friends up there. Miss you baby boy oh so much! Enjoy your chewy bone my baby! I Love YOU! Love, Your momma and your forever valentine! 3/25/20 Oh my baby boy your momma misses you so much! It's the first day we have had sunshine in awhile and here I sit in your favorite spot. Missing you more than ever!!! My heart still aches for you. I still can't believe your not here.There's a hole in my heart that can only be filled by you baby! I worked from home today and couldnt believe my precious boywasnt right here next to me. I miss looking over on the couch and seeing your little head pop up to make sure your momma was still there. I miss running over to you and kissing your head and face and telling you how much I love you! I miss our love baby boy!!!! I just want to hug you!! I just want to lay my head down next to yours and look in your beautiful eyes! And feel your sweet kisses on my face in the morning. I know you miss your momma and I am so sorry I couldnt make you better. I know you are with me in my heart and your spirit is here. You show me that you are still here with your momma. Like when the candles go on when I talk to you or a little paw print appears on my paper. You show me your love!!! I wrote in the snow I love you the other day I hope you see all my messages my beautiful boy! Your momma loves you more than words could say! Every second, every minute, every moment of everyday! You loved when I said that and gave you big kisses!!! I still whisper that to you my love! I hope you are enjoying this beautiful sunshine and playing and running with all your friends. You were kinda a loner like your momma but I hope you have a very special friend who gets that the way you got me and I got you! All we needed was eachother bud! That was our peace! Our momma and Rocs time! And that is what we lived for ...weekends with US!! God, I miss you! Sending love and hugs and oh so many treats! I pray grandma is spoiling you and taking such good care of you until I get there! Give her lots of kisses for me my baby and Jakeytoo and Sophia and coco! Watch over us baby and know we love you! Sooooooo much!!! If love could have saved you ..you would have been by my side forever! I love you baby boy! Muah xoxoxoxo I will never let you go ...you will live in your momma's heart and I will live in yours forever!! Our souls will be forever connected! I love you and miss you so much!!! Oh my baby boy! You will always be the love of my life. My heart and soul forever!!!! ❤❤🤗🤗😘😘😘🥰🥰💗 11/29/20 I can't believe its been a year since we put you to rest so you would be pain free and rest peacefully. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I miss you baby boy every second, every minute of every day.❤❤ my heart aches for you and the peace you brought your momma. I miss all our quiet Rocs and momma days. 💔💔 you are here in my heart forever and I am forever in yours. Hold me close baby boy and watch over me and please watch for me and come welcome me with your kisses. I hope you are running in the leaves, running free in the snow and when you lay to rest you feel your mommas love as you fall asleep. One day we will be together again my baby boy! Vlose your eyes and hear me singing our song have I told you lately that I love you softly in your ear.Giving you thr biggest hug ever and smelling your lil ears! Oh I miss you! Sending extra love on this day and burgers fries and treats. Give your momma a sign today ok bud? I love you oh so much and you are dearly missed by your momma and all who knew you. Kisses on your forehead, kisses on your nose, kisses on your lil teeth and all those lil toes! Kisses on your beautiful heart ❤ kisses on your chest. Please dear God watch over my baby because his momma loves him the best! Love you my baby boy! ❤🐶 oh so much! 2/10/21 Hi my beautiful baby boy! Your mommas been missing you so much and I just wanted to let you know how much your momma loves you with all her heart and soul. Its been snowing alot and eberytime I look outside I think of how excited you and I would get when we would go play in the snow your momma would even put a scarf on you and remember when it was so cold I put those silly red reindeer socks on you. Oh my baby boy I miss you! The video of you and Sophia came up yesterday and your momma missed you guys so much! I watched your new lil cousin yesterday and I took him out to play on the deck and I thought of you and me and how we used to play out there I still remember your first snow fall and the Santa toy we played with outside. I still have it! Your lil cousin reminds me so much of you. Hes a lil wild child and Brutus is a cutie who is a lil bully who loves to play. I know you are here with us baby boy. I feel you here next to me sometimes and I pray you see and hear me too. Oh my baby boy your momma loves you with her heart and soul she wont ever let you go. Your here im there im always with you everywhere. Sending you hugs sending you my love. I pray you feel my love in your heart like I feel your love in my heart. We are never far apart just look up to the sky and know your momma is right there beside you forever. We will be together again. ❤ I love you baby boy! Xoxoxoxo muah muah big hugs! Nite nite 😘😘😘❤❤❤🤗🤗🤗🤗 sending you Sophia jakey coco tank diesel thrasher Trumper great big hug I hope you are all playing up there and running around in the sun the snow and splashing in the rain playing. Love you so much! Your momma misses you sleep tite 😍❤🤗😘 extra special kisses and hugs valentines day is coming and you were always my number one valentine baby boy! French fries and burgers coming your Way! 😍😘❤ 10/5/21 Oh my baby boy your momma is missing you so much! There's been a lot going on and I just wish I could go to your spot on the couch and see that cute lil face of yours and get puppy kisses and give you big hugs. You always made things better my sweetie pie. It's fall and it is your favorite time of year. You would love to sleep with the window open feeling the breeze. I think of you all the time and miss you so dearly. Today is just one of those days that the tears keep falling and I need your love. I miss watching the ND games with you. Momma would put her gear on and I would say go get your football and you would. We would cuddle up on the couch and watch the game. I gave you a warm blankie and teddy bear to cuddle up with and of course a burger and fries! Grandpa needs you too right now...could you do momma a big favor and cuddle up to him and make him feel safe. You and grandpa loved eachother so much! He still tells me what a good boy you were and how he misses you! Awwww! Oh baby boy I am sending you so much love up their in heaven. You and your brother Jakey and Sophia, Coco, Truper, Thrasher, Diesel and Tank. You have so many awesome friends to play with up there. I miss you so much and feel you so much. I know you are here my beautiful boy ...always in my heart..and I am always in yours forever and ever! Until we are together again! We will be my boy! I love you so much! Kisses on your forehead, kisses on your noses, kisses on your lil teeth and all your lil tosies, momma kisses on your heart, kisses on your chest, dear God please bless and protect my Rocco and fur babies because we love them the best! I love you my big stuffed animal, my baby bear, the love of my life , forever and ever! Muah xoxoxoxoxo hugs, hugs love love sending them all to up above. miss you and love you so much! I pray you feel my love every second, every minute, every moment of everyday! Time and space can never take all the love we have away. It's there forever and always everyday! Your momma loves you! Cuddle up to your blankie and Teddy and know I am right there beside you forever and always! Hugs!!!!! I LOVE YOU ROCCO SOOOO MUCH!! Happy Fall- go run in those leaves and think of momma everytime you do! I will too! =) Love your momma! January 1, 2022 Happy New Year my baby boy! How are you doing? Your momma has been thinking about you so much! I miss you my sweet boy! Christmas has come and gone. When I sat by the tree I thought of you every time. remember how you never liked when momma decorated? AWWW! But you always sat there watching and was my lil helper and loved to relax right there next to me or underneath it once I got it all done. That was our cuddle time and we both loved every minute of it! Today it snowed and it made me think of you SO much and how we loved to play in it and you would run like crazy around me as I made snow angels. You let your momma put scarves on you and warm up your lil feet when you came inside. Remember when it was so cold I put lil booties on you. Oh my boy I miss you and really missed you so much today! I went outside and looked up above and talked to you. I even wrote you a little message in the snow. I took your urn outside and let you sit in the snow in your favorite spot. I love you, I miss you my buddy, mommas best friend! I am sending so many hugs and love up to heaven to you and your brother Jakey and Sophia and Cocca, and lil Tank, Thrasher and Diesel. I hope you guys are all playing up there in the snow and having a blast! I can see you romping around in it and you having snow not the tip of your nose loving every minute of it! Your in my heart and soul, I feel you baby boy all the time right next to me. I feel your love and I hope you feel your mommas love too! Happy New Year my boy! I LOVE YOU! Forever and always XOXOXOXO Good night! February 8th, 2022 Oh my baby boy momma came home from Florida today. I walked in and my heart felt sad because I missed you. It isn't the same coming home and not having your cute lil face giving his momma kisses and seeing that lil tail wagging because you are so excited. Or to pull up and see you in the bay window patiently waiting for me. I miss you my baby boy more than words could ever say! But I feel you so much when I need you most. You always come to me and let me know you are here. So I wanted to send lots of love and hugs up to heaven tonight because I know if you were here you would be cuddled up and sleeping so peacefully next to me because I was home. I miss you and those moments so deeply. I would be kissing your lil forehead and snuggling on those cute lil ears and telling you how much your momma loves and misses you. Tonight when you go to sleep my sweet boy imagine your momma holding you close and whispering how much she loves you in your ear. Though we are far apart we are tucked safely in each others hearts until we meet again my baby bear. Sleep time tonight and give grandma, Jakey, Stephen,Sophia and Cocco big hugs for me. Love you all so much and miss you my boy tonight so much. I will be dreaming of holding you close and watching you sleep so soundly whenever I came home from vacation. Kisses and so much love your momma is sending to heaven. I pray you can feel it. Good Night, sleep time. Momma loves you forever and always. Every second, every minute every moment of everyday. XOXOXOXOXO Forever loved. Your forever in my heart, forever in my soul. Your momma will always love you and never let go. I always smile when I think of all our precious memories together, all our quiet times. I see you and feel you every time I look at the moon and stars at night and every time I say good morning to the beautiful sunshine. You're still right here beside me...always and forever. Love, your momma 7/7/23 missing you ao much tonight my beautiful baby boy! Sitting in our screened in porch looking up at the moon and clouds and stars...I love you! So so much...so much has changed grandpa is now up there in heaven and it has been so hard :( but I know you ran to him to greet him ans show him all the beautiful things up there. You show up when I need you the most my beautiful boy! Thank you...makes my heart smile everytime ❤️ amd always will! Give grandpa bug hugs ans kisses for me and tell him and my mom your grandma and Stephen how much I love them! I wish I could hold you tight tonight and feel you next to me. I still look at the moon and sun and stars ans whisper a prayer that you feel my love. We will always be connected and you know you are up there waiting for me. I love you so much 💗 forever in my heart and soul.i know you are healthy and happy playing with your brother..I truly had the best 2 boys ever!!!! Sweet dreams to you both 💕 forever and every love you! Sending kisses and hugs to heaven above ..I know you feel them...I feel you too! Hold me close in your heart ❤️ sleep close to me tonight ..I love you baby boy! Your momma is always by your side! XOXOXO 🥰🥰🥰💕💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️ 12/02/2024 Hello my beautiful baby boy! Momma wanted to say hi and see how her boy was doing! I still miss you so much my baby. So much has changed since you've been gone and alot lately. Wish I could hold you close and feel your love, hugs and kisses. I know you sent this lil angel to momma Buddy, could you do momma a big favor. Could you please ask God to take away my allergies so I can keep him. He has your heart and soul. I knew you heard my prayers that day before when momma talked to you and we watched the sunset together. Please baby talk to God and ask him for a miracle for your momma. How are you and Jakey doing up there? I hope you are playing with all your cousins and have alot of new furry friends. You have Bruiser up there now I know he loves playing with you. It's Christmas here so I put a tree and stocking up for you just like we used to do together. I even gave you a big bone my beautiful boy. God I miss you so much!!!!!! You and your brother...please give him and all your cousins and Sophia and Coco big hugs and kisses for me! You are in my heart and soul forever my soul baby....watch over momma ok. She needs your love so much right now... she's hurting so much and your love always made it better. I love you my sweet boy so much!!!!!! Every second, every minute, every moment of everyday! Kisses on your forehead, kisses on your noses, kisses on your babies teeth and all your little toesies, kisses on your heart, kisses on your chest. Always remember and know that mommy loves you and Jakey the best. Muah XOXOXOXOXO Your momma loves you soooo much. Thank you for all the hearts you send me...my heart smiles and I know they are sent from you ...I have your heart paper plate right here next to me while I'm working. Makes my heart smile and my soul feel so warm and loved. Your momma is always by your side my sweet boy. Play in that snow and when you look at the tree know I am right there with you..always and forever! Sending so much love and hugs my sweet boy, my Rocco. I LOVE YOU!!!!! XOXOXOXOXO Send me lots of love and hugs and puppy kisses and Buddy too. Please ask God for that special favor for momma. I'm sending big hugs and remember you are tucked safely in my heart and I am tucked safely in yours and your momma is always with you. I love you sweet boy! XOXOXOXOXO Always and forever!!!!
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