My most handsome Sammy, You came into my life when I needed you the most. You stayed by me and gave me so much strength and love through many hard times. Because of you I made it through these hard times. Then Daddy came into our lives and you both fell in love with eachother. You made up our happy home and family, along with Desota and Chino and then Mimi. Such good times we had all together. Then your last year with us we brought in Grandma and Sheba which you loved and accepted as part of your pack. Thank you for making it a whole year in our new house. Thank you for one more Christmas with you and one more New Year. Thank you for all of your love. You were so perfect and pure in every way. You will forever be missed. I pray to God every day that when my time comes we will be together again. Please wait for me my sunshine, and remember all of the songs mommy used to sing to you. - Love forever - Mommy, Daddy, Desota, Chino, Mimi, Grandma and Sheba 1/7/2022 - Hello my most handsome Sammy. I cant believe its been 3 years since you became an angel. You were my angel here on earth. Mommy misses you everyday. I love you so much. I hope you can still feel all mommy's love for you. Did you get to meet your aunt Lisa yet? She us with you in heaven now. I hope you are taking good care of Mimi and Chino. Oh Sammy, hiw I wish you would send me a sign. You will always be the love of my life. Please dont forget me my love. Mommy still needs you so much. I can't wait until the day we are all together again. I know there is no time where you are, but here it feels like you have been gone so long, and sometimes it feels like just yesterday. I love you and miss you so very much, and I carry you with me everywhere I go. Please say hi to mimi and Chino. I will be looking fir signs from you my love. All my love, your mommy 💗💓💞💕❣❤🧡💛💚💙💜🐾🌈 2/7/2022 - Hello my handsome Sammy. The bestest boy in the whole wide world. Mommy wanted to check in and say hello. I hope you are having fun at the rainbow bridge. I miss you so very much. I still sing and cry for you. I can't believe it's been 3 years and one month since I last kissed your beautiful big head and touched your beautiful giant paws. I want to thank you for coming into my life. I'm sorry I left you alone alot at first, but I hope throughout the years that we became closer and I hope you know how much you mean to me and always will. you are mommys love of her life. I know you fell so much in love with your daddy Donny, but I know that you were my boy and always will be. I don't get many signs from you anymore. I hope you still come around and visit us. I know you have important angel things to do up there. I miss you so very much. Mommy is selfish and wants you with her all of the time. Oh Sammy, how I hope you can still hear me and see me and still feel all my love for your. Hope you Mimi and Chino, grandpa and my sissy are all having a blast. I hope you don't feel bad when mommy cries. I don't mean to, it's just a human emotion, but I don't think I will ever get over you. I will never forget our time together here and I pray that we will all be together again. Scrappy and Cocoa Puff and Sophie are doing well and I love them so much but nothing will replace you Mimi and Chino. Desota (Meow Meow) seems to be hanging in there. It will be so hard for mommy to see him go. He will be the last one out of your pack. I hope you help mommy keep him healthy. I know we all have our time limit here in this realm, but it will break my heart once again. I know you are taking good care of Mimi and Chino. Oh Sammy, please send mommy a sign. I still need you and need to know that I love you always and forever. You will always be the love of my life. Thank you for all the memories. Thank for all your love and protection. Thank you for saving mommy. Please come visit mommy in her dreams. Please visit me anytime you want. Please send mommy signs when you get a chance. Most of all please don't forget me. You will always be my most handsome and bestest boy in the whole wide world. I love you Sammy and I always will. I hope you can feel all my love for you sweet boy. Keep having fun up there and please wait for mommy to join you. Mommy will write again soon. Mommy loves you always and forever. Thank you for being the love of my life. Sending you love, hugs and kisses. Tell Grandpa, my sissy, Mimi and Chino I miss them and love them. I will write again soon my love. Your mommy loves you always and forever. Love from your mommy. 3/12/2022- Hi most handsome boy in the whole wide world. I know mommy is late writing to you, but my google went down and uncle Keith had to help me back in so that I could write to you. I miss you every day of my life. Mommy is watching a show called Life after Death. I hope there really is life after death because I want so badly to be with you again, and hold you and kiss you. I do pray this come true one day when my time here on this realm has come to an end. Mommy wants to be with you, Mimi and Chino. In the meantime I have to take care of all the little babies you sent to us as well as take care of grandma. I hope you feel mommy's love still and can see and hear me and know how much I love you and miss you. March 7th marked 3 years and two months since you had to leave mommy and I think of you everyday. Mommy carries you and Mimi and Chino with me wherever I go. I hope you are having a great time with grandpa Sam, who you were named after. Oh, Sammy mommy misses you. Thank you for being in my dreams a couple weeks back. I finally got to have a nice dream about you and you can come visit me in my dreams anytime. I love you my son. Please tell Mimi and Chino that mommy misses them. Please take care of them for mommy, okay. Mommy will write again soon my handsome and bestest boy in the whole wide world. Please dont forget mommy. All my love sweet boy. Love always, your mommy. 4/11/2022 - Hello my most handsome Sammy. Mommy is sorry she didn't write you sooner. I want to let you know how very much I love and miss you, with all of my heart and soul. Hope you are doing well and that you are taking care of Chino and Mimi. Hope you are running through the fields at the Rainbow Bridge and playing with all of your friends and hanging out with Grandpa as well. Mommy hopes you still hear me when I talk to you and sing to you and that you can still feel all of mommy's love for you. Uncle Keith and your cousin Pierce will be coming to visit at the end of this week. I'm sure we will talk about you. Although my heart is still broken that you had to leave, talking about you sometime makes mommy feel better and close to you. I hope you still come visit me my sweet, sweet handsome boy. Please tell Chino and Mimi I miss them. Have fun until next month, when mommy will write again. YOu will always be the love of mommy's life. Thank you for everything. Mommy will write again soon. Love you forever, love mommy. 5/7/2022. Hello again my most handsome boy Sammy. The light of my life. Mommy hopes you are doing well. Uncle Keith and family left last Sunday. It was so nice to have them here, even if was only for a short visit. I hope that you were able to visit with us. I miss you so much my beautiful handsome boy. Tomorrow is mother's day and even though I never had human children, you were my baby. You Mimi and Chino. I hope you can come visit mommy tomorrow and let me feel you. I miss you so my Sammy. I do feel all of your love still and mommy hopes you still hear me sing to you, call you and feel all my love for you. I hope you are doing well. I'm sure God and Jesus and grandpa Sam are looking after you and Mimi and Chino. It just sucks so much that I cannot see you or feel the touch of your fur, or smell you, or look into your big brown beautiful eyes. I still carry you with me in my heart wherever I go and whatever I do. I hope you truly know this my Sammy. You will always be my sunny, sunny sunshine. I hope you have all the memories of our life together, the way I do. I'm sorry I wasn't always there for you, but I hope you know that I loved you with all of my heart and soul and still do and always will. I want to thank you for finding mommy and being my big handsome bouncing baby boy. Please keep watching over us like you did when you were here. Please know that you are always in my heart and soul. Nothing can ever change that. Please take care of Mimi and Chino and tell them I love them and miss them. If you get a chance, please come visit mommy. You will always be the love of my life. I hope you never forget me. Mommy loves and misses you more than you could ever know. Mommy will write again soon my love. In the meantime, know that I hold you close in my heart. Thank you for everything Sammy. You are one in a million, and mommy was so lucky that you came strolling onto my driveway that very wonderful day. Please visit me when you can. I love you always and forever, love your Mommy. Hugs and kisses to you. 6/8/2022 - Hello my most handsome Sammy. I Hope you are doing well. I'm sorry I am a day late. I did not forget about you, I just wanted to get my head straight to be able write to you. Everytime I come here and it plays your song, it makes me miss you, but I will do it forever, for your memory. I miss you my big handsome boy, the bestest boy in the whole world. So mommy brought in a new baby who was not being taken care of in honor of you. I hope you are happy about this. Oh my Sammy, I miss you so very much. I dont get very more signs from you, but I know you have your angel things that you have to do. I just hope you know how much mommy loves and misses you. Gosh I wish I could see your beautiful big head and your loving big brown eyes. How I wish I could kiss you. I miss you my bestest boy in the whole wide world. I hope and pray that we will be together again one day. It will be one of the greatest times of my life in soul or spirit. I hope that you approve of mommy bringing in this new lost soul Charley. He is a good boy that has been miss treate. through all the love that you gave me, I have saved so many fur babies. You Mimi and Chino were my life's lesson. You will always be the love of my life. Please dont ever forget mommy. Mommy will carry you , Mimi and Chino with me wherever I go and whatever I do. Thank you for all your love. Thank you for every wonderful thing you taught me. You will always be my most handsome boy in the whole wide world. The bestest boy in the whole wide world. Please watch over Mimi and Chino. I love you with all my heart. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think about you and miss you. One day we will all be together again. Until then I will continue t write to you, and will continue to miss you. Mommy loves you with all my heart. Please do not forget me. Mommy will write again soon. All my love , Always and forever, from your mommy who misses you so much.
7/7/2022 - Hello my most handsome Sammy. How are you doing? I hope you are running and playing with all your friends and taking care of your little Chino and Mimi. Mommy misses you so very much. It's now 3 years and 6 months since you left your beautiful fursuit. Gosh, how mommy misses you. I miss looking into your big brown eyes. I still have your bed in my room and have not washed your blanket. I will still sleep with it every night. I hope you know how grateful I am to you for rescuing me and choosing me to be your mommy. I hope you know how much I love you and always will. You will always be my love of my life. I have your little socks along with Chino's diaper and little shirt in a baggie. Oh Sammy, please don't forget me. Please know how much mommy loves and misses you. I haven't gotten any signs from you lately, If you can, please send me a sign my love to let me know you are still with me and watching over me and havn't forgotten me. I long to hug your big beautiful head in my arms and to sing and talk to you. Now the only way I can do this is to close my eyes and picture me hugging you and looking into your eyes and singing to you. I'm so sorry you were not feeling well the last year of your physical life. Thank you for hanging on for mommy. I miss you so very much. Please visit me in my dreams or send mommy a sign. Thank you for all your love and protection and for accepting Chino and Mimi which you ended up loving and protecting them as well. Sometimes it still feels like yesterday when we had to say goodbye and sometimes it feels like a long time ago. Mommy carries you in my heart everywhere I go and with everything I do. Mommy will write again soon my love. Please don't forget to let me know you still watch over me and love me. Love you always and forever my Sammy Sammy Sam Sam. Please kiss Chino and Mimi for me. Love always...your loving mommy who misses you so 8/7/2022 - Hello my most handsome boy. It's mommy, and I wanted to say hello to you. You have been on my mind so much lately. I miss you so very much my big handsome boy. I still cannot believe you are gone. I will never understand it. I hope you feel mommy's love fir you always. My beautiful handsome Sammy, Sammy ,Sam, Sam. I hope you always remember me and still see me and feel all my love for you. Are you taking good care of Mimi and Chino? I'm sure you are. You were always such ! Great protector. You were our great protector, and I miss you so much. It's been 3 years and 7 months since you had to leave us and sometimes it feels like yesterday. You will always have my heart and soul. You will always be the love of mommy's life. Thank you stomach fir qll the love and joy you gave us. You will never be replaced. It's impossible. I truly hope one day, we can be together again. Will you please remember me, in the meantime? Please don't forget to send mommy signs. I still need you so very much. I. Will love you for all eternity. Don't forget hiw much your mommy loves you and misses you. I love you for all eternity, my Sammy....love from your mommy. I will write again soon. 9/7/2022 - Hello the love of my life. My Sammy, Sammy Sam Sam. My Sunshine. I hope you are doing well. I am sure God is taking very good care of you. Mommy misses you so much. I am worried about Meow Meow. He may coming to see you soon. I hate thinking about it. I hope you will help mommy to be able to handle it. Oh my Sammy. I miss so very much. You are my heart and my soul. I don't get any signs from you and Mimi and Chino lately, and I hope you still remember mommy. There is so much going on here. If you are really still by my side, I know you will know what I mean. Gosh how I miss our time together. I know that for a long time I was selfish because people broke my heart and I should have spent so much more time with you. Your came into my life to be my guardian angel, and I let you down so much, and mommy is so very sorry. I hope you know how much I loved you and still do and will for the rest of my life. I hope you forgive me my most handsome boy in the whole wild world. I miss you more than you will ever know. Mommy carries you with me everywhere I go. You were my guardian angel here on earth and you will forever be in my heart and soul, until the day I can see you and hold your big head in my arms again. I will never, ever let you go. Sammy, mommy misses you my beautiful handsome boy with the biggest hear in the whole wide world. I hope you hear me when I talk to you. I hope you feel all the love I have for you. you were one of the best things that ever happened to me, and one of God's greatest gifts he could have given me. I just wish our time together, could have been longer. I know that Heaven is your home now, but I hope you always know that this is still also your home, and you will still come visit me. I want to thank your beautiful soul and spirit for being such a good boy for mommy and helping me all those times. You were and still are such a great gift to me. I miss you more than words can say, but I hope you feel all of my love for you always. You will always be my bestest boy in the whole wide world. I love you my Sammy, Sammy Sam, Sam. I hope you are getting all the Sammy Sunshine. Please don't ever forget about me. Mommy loves you so very much. You taught me so much about love and loss. Please give Mimi and Chino my love and please help God take good care of them for mommy. My greatest gift will be to see you again and be with you again. If you get a chance, Sammy, please, please send mommy a sign that you still see me, hear me, and feel all of my love for you. You will always be the Love of My Life. Thank you for being such a good baby. I miss you and will write to you again my most handsome boy. Love always, from your mommy who misses you so very much.... 10/7/2002 - Hello my my most handsome Sammy. I hope you are taking good care of Mimi and Chino. I know you are. You were always such a good big brother. I miss so you so very much. I still think about you every day. You are the love of my life. I cant believe its been 3 years and 8 months since I last kissed your beatiful big soft head. I hope you still hear mommy and feel all the love I have for you. That will never change. Haha grandpa taken you out on the boat in Heaven yet? Thank.for everything Sammy. Please dont ever forget mommy, daddy Grandma and Meow Meow. We all miss you. Don't forget to send me signs. I love you always and forever. One beautiful day we will all be together again my love. I hope you have a wonderful night. Please give Chino and Mimi a kiss from me. Don't forget me my most handsomest boy in the whole wide world. I will write to you again soon. All my love, your Mommy 💗💓💞💕❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜 11/7/2022 - hello my most handsome boy in the wide world. Mommy hopes you are doing well. I miss you so very much my Sammy, Sammy, Sam Sam. Are you getting lots of sunny sunny sunshine? Do you still come visit us my big handsome boy? Sometimes I feel like you are here. I wish I could touch you and kiss you so badly. You know how much I love and miss you, right? I know you are taking good care of Mimi and Chino. Mommy has to take Meow Meow to the vet on Wednesday. I hope you will be with us. I hope we get good news. So much has happened since you left your beatiful earthsuit, but I'm sure you know that, if you are visiting us. The one thing that hasn't changed is all the love mommy has for you. Now when I want to kiss you and feel you, I close my eyes and picture it and how it was. I can still remember your smell, even after 3 years and 10 months. I remember everything about you. Thank you for being such a good boy. Please say hello to Mimi and Chino for mommy. I carry you with me everywhere I go. One day we will all be together again. Please dont forget to come visit mommy. If you could, please come visit mommy in my dreams. You are and always will be the love of my life. Mommy will write again soon my love. Love you always and for ever, love mommy 🐾💗💓💞💕❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍 12/7/2022 - Hello my most handsome boy in the whole wide world. My Sammy, Sammy Sam, Sam. I hope you are doing well and taking care of Mimi and Chino. I'm sure you know Grandma is in the hospital. I wish you were here for me now, but I know you are watching over us. I cannot believe it has been 3 years and 11 months since I last kissed you beautiful big head. I miss you Sammy still every day and I will fir the rest of my life. I have to ask you to please visit Grandma and to ask Mimi and Chino to also visit her. I miss you so much. It's been so long fir me, but I know where you are, there is no time. Mommy hopes you always remember me and never forget the the love we had/have. Our love is forever. Thank you Sammy for being such an amazing love in my life. You are and always will be the love of my life. Please dont forget mommy. I know you loved daddy too. He still talks and thinks about you. Grandma too. You are thecgreatest gift God gave me for a short bit. It was sad when he had to take you back, but I know God has his reasons and I know we will be together again. You, me, Mimi Chino and all of us. Sometimes I feel your energy, and it is so beautiful. I hope you never stop sending me your love. My love for you is for all eternity. You Mimi and Chino showed me so much and I learned so much from you that I am now able to be a good mommy to the new babies. I hope you know, none of them can replace you in my heart. They just get added to my heart ♥. I love you my most handsone boy, with the biggest heart in the whole wide world. Mommy has to go now but please let Mimi and Chino know that mommy says hi. And please watch over Grandma. Whenever you are not busy doing angel work, will you please send mommy signs. I miss you do very much. Thank you my Sammy fir everything. Thank you for being my big handsome boy and the love of my life. I carry you with me always and forever and everywhere I go and everything I do. Momyy will write again soon. Please dont forget me. I love you always and forever, love, your mommy🥰💗💓💞💕❣️❤🧡💚💙💜🤍 1/7/2023-Hello my most handsome boy in the whole wide world, my Sammy. I cant believe its been 4 years since I last touched and kissed your beautiful head, and looked into your big beautiful brown eyes. Mommy misses you so very much, my big boy. I hope you are doing well and watching over Mimi and Chino. I know you because you were always such a good boy here in this realm. Now you are my beautiful angel. I hope you know how much mommy misses you. I hope you still come and check on mommy. I know you are having so much fun with your friends and with Mimi, Chino and Grandpa. Please watch over us Sammy. I know you know what's going on with Grandma here and how much mommy needs your guidance and strength to help her. You will always be the love of mommy's life. Please also watch out for Scrappy as his bump is getting bigger. Gosh, I wish I could hug you and sing yo you and look in your soulful eyes. I just hope that you hear me when I sing to you and call out your name. I hope you feel all the love in my heart for you. Thank you fir alwsys being such a good boy. We all miss you so much. Please dont forget me and come visit me. Please send mommy signs. You go do your angel things and remember mommy loves you always and forever. We will all be together one day. Please say hello to Mimi and Chino for me. I love you my Sammy, Sammy, San, Sam. Mommy will write again soon. Love you my big beautiful handsome boy. All my love, mommy 💝💖💗💓💞💕❣️❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜 2/8/2023 - hello my most handsome boy. I hope you are learning lots of new thins and enjoying yourself with Mimi and Chino and Grandpa and all of your friends. Mommy misses you so very much. I guess you know that Scrappy got diagnosed with a mast cell tumor. The same thing Scrappy had. I'm just so saddened and scared by this news. Oh please Samm, please help mommy. Please help Srappy. He was here for me when you left. He us such a good little guy. He reminds me of a mini you. Mommy's heart can't take it if he has to go be with you and Mimi and Chino. Please talk to God and ask him to save him. Please. I know you will do everything you can, because I know you don't like to see mommy sad. Please tell Mimi and Chino, that mommy and Scrapoy need their help. And on top of this Meow Meow is also not doing well. I don't want to lose him either. I love you with all of my heart and miss you terribly. I hope you still visit mommy and still know how much I love you and always will. Please dont ever forget me Sammy. Please remember all the love. Mommy has to go now, but I will write again soon. I love you my bestest boy in the whole wide world. You are the love of my life. Please send Mimi and Chino my love. Love always, your mommy 💗💓💞💞❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍 3/7/2023 Hello my handsome Sammy. Mommy misses you dearly. With every breath I take, you are still with me. Hope you are doing well. Scrappy gets his stitches out this Friday. I think he is doing well. Meow Meow, on the other hand is not, and mommy is terrified that he may be leaving me soon to be with you, Mimi and Chino. You were all 4 the original pack. Please be here for mommy to help me. Oh my gosh how I miss my most bestest boy in the whole wide world. Mommy just wanted to check in and say hello, and let you know I still miss you so much. I will always miss you until the day we are all reunited again. Please give Mimi and Chino and grandpa my love. Please dont forget to come visit mommy and send me signs. You will always be the love of my life. Please dont ever forget me and all the love we have. Thank you my sweet angel. I will love you and carry you with me for all eternity. Mommy will write again soon my love. Love always and forever, mommy 💖💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍 4/9/2023. Happy Easter my handsome Sammy. Im sorry I'm writing to you late, but mommy has been very sad, like I was when we had to set you free. I hope you and Mimi and Chino and Meow Meow were all together celebrating Easter. Mommy misses all of you and hope that you came to visit. I love you Sammy always and forever. Mommy will write soon🤍💜💙💚💛🧡❤️💕 5/7/2023 - Hello my most handsome Sammy. I hope you are doing well and still having fun with Mimi and Chino, and now Desota. Mommy hopes you are showing Meow Meow around. Mommy misses you. You guys are all together again, but mommy's heart is broken. I carry you with me everywhere I go. I hope you still feel all my love for you my Sammy Sammy Sam Sam. Please dont forget me and come visit when you can. I love you always and forever my big handsome boy. Mommy will write again soon. Love you always and forever. Love, mommy 💗💓💞💕💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍 6/7/2023 - Hello my most handsome Sammy. Mommy hopes you are having fun. I hope you celebrated grandpa's birthday with him yesterday. Mommy misses you so much. I know you are taking good care of Meow Meow. He was my last link to you Chino and Mimi and now his with you once more. I don't know if he has learned to send mommy signs because I haven't gotten any that I recognize from him other than the red cardinal. Maybe you can teach him or remind him that mommy would love a sign from him. U cannot believe it has been 4 years and 5 months that you left your earth suit. I miss you so very much my big boy. I hope you still feel all my love. Mommy loves you always. 8/7/2023-Hello Sammy, the love of my life. Mommy really misses you. Hope y are still watching over Chino, Mimi and now Desota (meow meow). Mommy misses all of you so very much. Do you still feel all the love mommy still has for you and always will? I keep looking for a rainbow from you. I will still keeping looking. I cannot believe it has been 4years and 7 months since you left us. I will never ever forget our life together and how happy we wee. Mommy knows we will all be together again. Please don't forget ey and some boy. Thank you for all the love and protection you gave us. Thank you for choosing me to be your mommy. Please come visit me my Sammy,Sammy, sam sam. Mommy carries you with me wherever I go. Mommy will write again soon. Love you always and forever love mommy 💙💓💕❤️🧡💛💚💜💔 11/8/2023 - Hello my handsome and bestest boy. Mommy is sorry I am writing to you a day late. Mommy hopes you are doing well. Of course you are, you are in the most beautiful and safe place ever. I hope that you felt that your home here was also beautiful and safe. You always made mommy feel safe. Mommy still misses you after all this time 4 years and 10 months. I still see your sweet face and your beautiful soulful eyes when I think about you, the love of mommy's life, my prince. I hope you still come visit us. Daddy, and grandma miss you. You are now with your original pack. I hope you all spend time together and come visit us. You will always be my sunny, sunny sunshine . My Sam Sam. Everything is so crazy here. Scrappy, Sophie, Charley, Sheba, Cocoapuff and Sweetpea are grateful for all of you bringing them into our lives as is mommy. None of them could ever replace my awesome foursome, but we carry your love onto them. I hope you are proud of that. We keep you alive through them. Thank you my sweet boy. I should have done so much better by you, and I hope you forgive me fir not doing so. I hope you know how much you helped me grow and heal and learn. Mommy carries you in my heart every day, everywhere I go. I can't wait to be with you again. Please dont ever forget mommy, daddy and grandma. We will all be together soon. I love you Sammy. Thank you for saving me. Thank you for your love, kindness, understanding and protection. You will always be the love of my life, my prince. Please dont forget mommy, and please dont stop coming to visit and sending mommy signs. Mommy will write again soon my love. I love you always and forever. Love, your mommy forever. 12/8/2023 - hello my handsome prince. The love of mommy's life. I just want to say hello and let you know Mommy still thinks about you everyday and still misses you every day. I cant believe it has been 4 years and 12 months that you shed your beautiful fur suit abd became a heaven angel. I still remember your smell your beautiful brown loving eyes, your kind heart. Mommy remembers everything about you. I hope yo come visit ommy still. I hope you know that our love is forever and always. My perfect big boy. My Prince, the love of my life. You saved me Sammy. I wish I could have as good to you as you were ti me. I hope you know how much you will always mean to me. I carry you with me always and forever. My beautiful big white hoe my angl. My savior. Mommy hopes you join us at Christmas and every day. I know you are taking care of your little brother Chino. I also hope you are taking care of Mimi, and now Desota Meow Meow. There will never ever be another you. You will always be my angel on earth and now my angel in Heaven. I hope you never forget me, and forgive me for what I wasn't able to do for you. Vi hope you loved your life here with us and always remember us. Vyou are one in a million and mommycwas so lucky, that you chose me and daddy. Please always know how much I love you. Please don't forget me. Please tell Mimi, Chino and Meow Meow I miss them to. I love you my big handsome boy, my prince and the love of my life. Thank you for everything. Mommy will write again soon. Love you always and forever, my Sammy. Love mommy💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤️🔥❤️🩹❤🧡💕🤍💜💙💚 1/7/2024 Hello my most handsomest boy in the whole wide world. It's mommy. I miss you so much. I can't believe that today marks 5 years that you left this world and gained your angel wings. You are and always will be the lovevof mommy's life. I wish so much that I gave you all the love you gave me. There were a couple years that all I thought about was me, when you were there for me the entire time. I hope you know how sorry I am for those times and I wish I could turn the clock back and make it up to you, but I can't. You are gone. I miss you so much. I know you are now with all of your original pack, but Mommy wants to be with all of you. Time goes by so fast. I need to look at it as every day, is a day closer that mommy will see you and be with you once again. Thank you my sweet boy for finding me and making me be your mommy. Nothing in this world will compare to the love you gave me and the love we have. Please dont forget me my love of my life. My handsome prince. My sunny, sunny sunshine. I love you always and forever. Mommy willvwrite again soon. Love mommy. 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🤍🤍🤍 2/7/2024 - Hello my sweet handsome Sammy. Mommy misses you so much. I hope you are watching over me and Daddy and Grandma. I hope you are helping God takecgood care of Mimi, Chino and Meow Meow. If you can, could you please make sure the little kitty mommy found last night gets a good home. He was very sweet. I knowcyou will do everything you can. I'm sorry I don't sing to you very much anymore, but I do talk to you and call out your name. Go's, I wish you were here. Hopefully you are, just in spirit form. Mommy looks for signs from you but I don't see any anymore. I hope you haven't forgotten about mommy. I will never ever forget you. You will always be the love of my life. Thank you for loving me Sammy. Why dies life have to be so painful. Mommy is taking good care of the new babies, but I miss my awesome 4 sone terribly. Oh, Sammy. I can't wait until we are all together again. I love you my big handsome boy with the biggest heart. Please dont forget me, please send mommy a sign that you arecstill with me and please dont forget to let me know when you do. Mommy will write again soon my love. Love you always and forever, your mommy 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍 3/7/2024 - Hello my bestest and most handsomest boy in the whole wide world. I hope you are doing well and watching over your siblings. Mommy misses you my Sammy. I miss your beautiful big brown eyes, your happy dance when we would say go for walk or go for ride. You are still in my heart and with me in whatever I do. Thank you fir all your love. Thank you for choosing me to be your mommy. You will always be my one and only Sammy. Thank you for bringing Scrappy into my life to help me heal. He could never ever replace you and it took a very long time for mommy to be able to love him. But I realize that's why you sent him to us. And for Chino. Now Chino. Mimi and Desota meow meow are all with you. I saw you in the clouds the other night. Uncle Keuth pointed you out to me. Thank you for my sign. I still miss you so very much. I always will and can't wait until we are together again. Please dont forget mommy, my big handsome boy boy. You will always be the love of mommy's life. Please say hello to Grandpa, mimi, Chino and Meow Meow for me. Mommy can't wait to becwith all of you again. Mommy will write again soon, my Sammy, Sammy, Sam, Sam. I love you always and forever, love mommy 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍 4/7/2024. Hello my bestest boy in thecwhole wide world. My Sammy, the love of my life. Well we have now passed the 5 year mark and we are now at 5 years and one month. It still does not seem that long. I miss you every day. You and Mimi, Chino and Desota Meow Meow. I hope you still feel all the love mommy still has for you and always will. I miss you, I miss signs from you. Just because it has been over 5 years doesn't mean that mommy doesn't still need you. Oh Sammy, how mommy loves you. Thank you for the years of love, laughter and special Ness that you gave me. Thank for accepting all the new babies mommy brought home and making them feel welcomed. They all ended up being your brothers and sister. I hope I gave you a wonderful life and that you know how precious you were to me here and always will be forever. One day mommy will join you and your brothers and little sister. I hope you are there to greet mommy. Please dont forget our beautiful love story. Mommy will write again soon my sweet handsome prince. Mommy loves you always and forever. Love always, mommy. 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍🤍🤍 5/7/2024 - Hello my most handsome boy in the whole wide world. How can it be 5 years and 4 months already. Goodness gracious mommy still misses you so much. I still want you and ask you to still be a part of my life. I hope you still feel all the love mommy still has for you and always will. Oh my Sammy, Sammy Sam Sam. I will love you for all eternity. I hope you always know how grateful mommy is for you choosing me to be your earth mommy. You were so much better to me than I was to you, but I hope youvwill always know that I loved you here on this realm with everything I could. You are my big white hope. My guardian angel sent to me from Heaven to help me. I'm sorry if you ever felt that I let you down. You taught me so much, especially unconditional love. I will always hold you forever in my heart. I thank you every day for choosing me to be your mommy and fir saving my life. I wish that I could have saved yours. I didn't want you to suffer. Vyou stayed for all of us to make sure we were going to be okay. You are the most amazing and beautiful gift God ever gave me. I know you are taking good care of your little Chino, and your kitty sister Mimi and kitty brother Desota meow meow. Thank you my love of my life. I carry you with me alwsys and forever. Please dont forget me. Please wait for me to join you so we can criss the bridge to be together again for all eternity. You will always be the love of my life. Mommy will write again soon my most handsome boy in thecwhole wide world. I love you always and forever. Love mommy 6/8/2024 - Hello my love of my life. Mommy's most handsome Sammy Mommy wanted to write to you and say hello. I hope you are doing well and watching over your brother's and sister. Vi know you are, because you were are the best big brother. I think of you all the time and hope you still feel all of mommy's love. You are always a part of me. Every fiber of my soul is intertwined with you my beautiful handsome Sam Sam. I can't wait until we are together again. I remember everything about our time together here on Earth and I look forward to being with you in Heaven. You , Chino, Mimi and Desota sent me new beautiful babies to take care if and I will do my very best to give them a good life in honor of all of you. Oh my Sammy, I hope that you still feel all of mommy's love for you. Thank you for being the bestest boy in the whole wide world and letting mommy bring the other baby's into our lives. You always had the biggest heart in the whole wide world. You will always bevthe love of my life. E.njoy your beautiful days and nights, and when it's mommy's time, Please be there for me. Ivknow you will. Please tell Mimi, Chino and Desota that mommy lovescthem and misses them too. I love you always and forever. Mommy will write to you again soon my most handsome baby. Love always, your Earth mommy. 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍🤍 7/7/2024 - Hello my most handsome boy, my Sammy, my Sam Sam, the love of my life. I cannot believe it has been 5 years and 6 months, since you left your beautiful Earth suit. Mommy still misses you so very much. I hope you still feel all the love mommy still has for you and alwsys will. I wish I could have been as good to you as you were to me. Mommy hopes you for give her for leaving you alone sometimes for selfish reasons. You taught me so much my beautiful Sunshine. Thank you for choosing me to be your mommy. Thank you for helping me to be a better person. I hope you are still playing and looking over Mimi, Chino and Meow Meow. I am happy you are all together now, but mommy misses you so much. I hope you still come to visit me. I had a dream about you the other night, but couldn't tell if it was a good one or not. If you can, Sammy, will you please come to me in a nice dream. If you can't, it's okay. I will never love you any less. Please don't forget all the good times we did have here together. Please dont forget mommy. Mommy will write again soon. YOu will always be the love of my life. Love you always and forever my most handsome Sammy. Love, mommy 💗💓💞💕💟❣️🤍🧡💛💚💙💦🤎🖤🤍🤍🤍 8/8/ 2024. Hello my most handsomist boy in thecwhole wide world. The love of my life. Mommy hopes you are doing well and watching over your little brother Chino who was such a pain in the butt butt I know you love him so. Oh Sammy how can it be 5 years years and seven months. Sometimes it still feels like you are here. Mommy misses you so very much. I hope you still feel mommy's love because I send it to you all the time. I don't get many signs from you in a while, but I know you want mommy to move on and live my life. You taught me so much Sammy and fir a while, when you werechere with me I put myself first and I'm so sorry. I regret every minute of it, but I cherish every minute we spent together. Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you for being my soul mate and the love of my life. Thank you for the years we spent together. Thank you for sending us Scrappy to heal Chinos and our broken hearts. Mommy can't wait to be with you again, if that's possible. I hope youvalwaysxremember our good timesvtogether and I hope more than nothing that you will always know how much mommy loves you, always and forever. Thank you or weverything, my Sammy, the love of mommy's life. Our live story is not over. It never will be. Bpmease say hello to Chino Mimi and Desita meiw meow. Mommy will write again soon my angel. Our love story is forever mommy misses you and loves you forever. Goodnight my sweetheart. 💌💘💝💖❤️🩹💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤️🔥❤️🩹❤❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🤍🤍🤍🤍💕 9/7/2024 - Hello my most handsome Sammy. Mommy misses you sweet boy. How can it be 5 years and 8 months already. It doesn't seem right. I hope you know how much mommy loves and misses you. I'm happy that you are there fir Chino, but wish you, Chino, Mimi and Meow Meow were still here with me. Mommy doesn't sing in the car anymore, ot makes mommy dizzy and I get to emotional, but I call your name and think about you constantly. You will always be the love of mommy's life. I hope you still come visit us. You will always be such a big part of me. I just wish it wouldn't hurt so much. One beautiful day, we will be together again, and mommy will be able to hug your big beautiful head and kiss it like I used to when you were here with me. Please dont forget me my big handsome boy with the biggest heart. Mommy carry you with me everywhere zi go and I love you for all eternity. Have fun with Chino and mimi and Meow Meow and Grandpa too. Mommy will write again soon. Love you always and forever my most handsomest boy, love always your lovingmommy.💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍🐾🐾🐾 10/7/2024 - hello my most handsomest boy in the whole wide world, my Sam, Sam. My Sammy. Goodness gracious, I can't believe it has been 5 years and 9 months. I still miss you every day. I hope you know that mommy loves you always, no matter how long it's been since you gained your angel wings. We are getting ready to get hit by a very bad and string hurricane. Mommy is very worried for grandma and the new babies that all of you sent us. I know you will help us through it. You will ask God to do what he can. I'm so glad you don't have to be here through this. Anyway, enough of that. I hope you are having a wonderful time with your little brother Chino, all your new friends and your grandpa Sam, who I named you after. You are the love of my life and always will be. I know you love your daddy Donny with all your heart, but I will always be your mommy. Thank you for all the love and protection you gave us here. You are amazing. You will always be my most handsome boy in the whole wide world. The love of my life. Mommy will write again soon, if we make it through this storm. If not, then mommy will you sooner than later. I love you always and forever my Sammy, Sammy Sam, Sam. 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💜💜🤎🖤🤍🤍🤍 11/8/2024 -Hello my most handsome boy in the whole wide world. I cant believe it has been 5 years and 10 months since you gained your angel wings. Mommy sure does miss you. Everything about you. Your big beautiful loving brown eyes, your big beautiful paws, your big beautiful head. Oh, how I miss hugging you and always feeling safe around you. I hope you are having fun playing with your Chino and all your new friends. Thank you for being such a good boy. Thank you for finding me and saving and for letting me be your mommy. I wish I could have been as good to you as you were to me. I know you love me and your in the most beautiful place now. I hope you will always remember our time together here. I hope you never forget about mommy and daddy. Please come visit me my sweet angel. Mommy carries you with me wherever I go. You will always be the love of my life. Mommy will write again soon. Don't forget I will love you always and forever and one day we will be together again. I can't wait. Love you always, love mommy 💗💓💞💕💟❣️💔❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍🤍🤍 Please also visit Chino and Mimi.
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