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05/12/22 - 34 weeks, precious boy. Love you, miss you. EVERY day... 05/05/22 - 33 weeks, baby dog! It's heartbreaking to me knowing that we are going to go see your human brother but that you will not actually be with us. I cleaned the rest of yours and Poopie Puppy's fur out of the truck today...I love you and miss you so much! 04/28/22 - 32 wks - 143+ 04/07/22 - 29 weeks, beautiful angel. I love you now and furever 03/31/22 - 28 wks, Baby Dog. 03/24/22 - 27 wks!!! 143+ 3/16/22 - 26 weeks! 03/10/22 - 25 weeks... 03/03/22 - 24 weeks, baby dog... 02/27/22 - 02/24/22 - 23 wks!!! 143+ 02/17/22 - 22 weeks, sweet Stage... I miss you so much! I love you, Baby Dog! 02/10/22 - 21 weeks! How do I live without you? The answer is, I don't. I just exist. These last two years losing both of you has been devastating. My only comfort is knowing that neither of you are suffering anymore. I love you so much Stage! My beautiful baby dog. It gets harder and harder to write to you every week because I know people are tired of hearing it. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you 500 times. I kiss your cuddle clone that sits right next to Poopie's. I carry you both from room to room. I can hardly wait for the day that we are reunited at Rainbow Bridge. Until then, just play with Poopie Puppy. Take care of each other. Love each other. I love and miss you both so much!!! 2/03/22 - 20 wks!!! 143+ 01/27/22 - 19 weeks, Baby Dog! 1/20/22 - You went to Rainbow Bridge 18 weeks ago. My heart and our home will never be the same. I keep replaying the last few weeks that you were here in my head. All of the carrying you from room to room and the constant cleanup of your mess. The endless hours I spent trying to get you to eat so you could gain weight. Mommy lost her temper more than she likes to admit. There's not a day that goes by that I don't wish I could take those harsh words out of my mouth and out of your ears. It's not an excuse, but I was just so exhausted, after just having to go through this with Poopie Puppy who left us 13 months before you did. I need you to know that there wasn't a minute of any day of your 16 and 1/2 years that I didn't love you. I would give anything to hold you and kiss your beautiful face again, to tell you I'm sorry that I raised my voice. I feel so awful! You deserved so much better. I'm still shocked at the way that you left me! I had no warning, no time to prepare. Nothing was amiss. You actually ate your breakfast and you didn't argue with me putting the mobility harness on so I could take you outside. I need the movie to stop!!! My beautiful baby dog, my Stage. I miss you so much. My soul is crushed... 01/13/22 - You left me 17 weeks ago! I love you so much, Baby Dog! I miss you more every day that you are not here with us... 01/06/22 - 16 weeks, Baby Dog!!! I really hope that you don't mind me writing to you every week? I sometimes feel that if I quit writing to you you will think I forgot about you? Just know, sweet Stage, that I will NEVER forget you. I love and miss you so much! I hope you're enjoying being young & healthy again and that you and Poopie Puppy are playing! Bing Bing, Dobby and even little Murphy said to tell you hello... 12/30/31 - 15 weeks, Baby Tagers.
12/16/21 - 13 weeks, Baby Dog... 12/09/21 - My beautiful, baby dog. You left me 12 weeks ago. 12/02/21 - 11 weeks, Baby Dog... 11/25/21 - week 10 Baby Dog.... 11/18/21 - 9 weeks, Baby Dog! 11/11/21 - 8 weeks, Baby Dog! 11/04/21 - 7 weeks, Stage! 10/28/21 - 6 weeks... 10/21/21 - It's almost 4:00 in morning and I can't sleep. I reached down and you weren't there. I walked from room to room, looking for you. I didn't see you. You'd think I'd be used to it by now. After all, it's been 5 weeks. I miss you so much Baby Dog!!! Did I do enough? Say enough? There are so many things I still wanted to say, still wanted to do. Did you know you ARE loved? Do you still hate me? You haven't sent me any signs... 10/14/21 - 4 wks ago, you left my side. I miss you more today than yesterday. You were my rock! I pray you and Poop are up there playing like you used to. I love you baby dog!!! 10/07/21 - 3 weeks, Baby Dog! How is this possible? Sometimes it seems like 3 years. My heart is so wrecked. Just when I think I can't cry anymore, the river just flows and flows. I'm at the point now where I'm asking myself what else could I have done? When I brought you home 16 and 1/2 years ago, I never even gave "that" day a second thought. I just knew that you were going to live forever. I miss everything about you. You are my baby, you used to lay on my lap. I could go on and on and on. The good memories are here I just can't focus on them yet. Thank you so much for being my baby for so long, always being loyal, always just being there for me. I will never be able to repay you. Love you, miss you, my little Stagey Pagey! 09/30/21 - 2 weeks, Baby Dog!!! 09/23/21 - It's only been 1 week today since you left my side, sweet baby dog. It seems like an eternity! I still can't believe you're gone! I love you and miss you more than words can say. The only thing that comforts me is knowing that you're no longer suffering. God made the decision that I could not. I will never get over you - 16 and 1/2 years of pure love was not enough!!! Rest easy my beautiful Stage... 09/16/21 - We knew this day was coming, you and I. I just wasn't expecting it to be all so sudden and so final so quickly. I just need you to know, baby dog, that I loved you from the moment I laid eyes on you. From 7 weeks to 16 years 7 months, you were my boy. You never really got over the death of your buddy, Poopie Puppy. Your health declined rapidly over the last few months. I hope you and Poopie Puppy are up in Heaven, with restored health and vitality, going for those walks that you both so deeply loved. I will once pick up dog beds and dog bowls and wash fold and put away the pads that you will no longer be using. It will be excruciating but I all I can think of is, that you are finally out of pain and no longer in the hell that you were living in. I know that you were holding on just for me because we were both still grieving. You did it as long as you could, baby dog. I thank you for that. I called the vet on Monday to make your arrangements but your body had other plans. Although I'm not happy with the way things went down, at least you were in my arms when you went to Heaven. I held you, rocked you and stroked your beautiful fur for 3 hours before they came to get you. Although you were not the talker like Poopie was, your presence is still going to leave a void in my life. Always my submissive, tolerant boy. Until we meet again, sweet boy, I love you and I miss you more than you will ever know... Please also visit Poopie Puppy (aka Blade). |
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