You came into my life at a very important point where my life was being reset. I just moved back after leaving for 9 months. Rethinking my life for a few months while I was in a different location made me reboot my life. I never thought I would move back especially with the goals I had for several years before moving.

I relocated back 3 weeks before we meet. I think about the day I meet and adopted you. That Saturday, December 21, 2013 I went to Larchmont adoption site. The moment I extended may hand to you; you rubbed your head on my hand. Instantly, I said, "she's the one; I want to take her home."

When I brought you home and you jumped onto the window ledge, you were scared. All of a sudden you could tell it was a different place. We bonded. You gave me a refreshed lease on life. The longer our time together spanned the closer our bond grew. You trusted me and it showed. We moved from Sweetzer to Romaine to Woodman to this place.

You've seen me work hard. In all honesty, I don't know how I would have handled the last 7 difficult years of my life fueled with financial woes if you weren't part of it. These last 7 years were a struggle. When I see you, there's only one word I have: LOVE.

It breaks my heart to you see you go. The most important thing is that you are free from pain and suffering. I couldn't give you a blood transfusion, it wouldn't have cured the Cancer. Rather, it would have given us maybe 30 more days. The only thing that could MAYBE cure Cancer would be chemotherapy; I couldn't do that to you.
That Friday, you were dehydrated. I had to get you hydrated. The choices were slim.

You are such an important part of my life and my heart. You are sweet, adorable, loving, obedient, smart, and more.
I surely wish I could have given you a lot more because you deserve a lot more. Just know, you will always live in my heart. You saw me struggle and live in survival mode. I was very stressed out and having you by my side was comforting.
Oh baby, what I do to have things different.

I love you so much.