January 5, 1998 was the day in which I brought Zenon home for the first time. I was told not to let Zenon sleep with me cause he will want to sleep with me forever. So, the first night he was crying in his kennel and I took him and put him in bed with me. That was the best thing ever, he did sleep with me for his forever.

When we would travel he would climb in my coat and just sleep for the whole trip. He hated driving less then 110KM/hr, if you slowed down he would start barking and remind you to speed up. He hated being ignored on the car trips and he had to have his kennel in the front seat and the people had to sit in the back.

I never knew 8.8 small pounds could make me so happy. Whenever I had a bad day you were there no matter what, you would look at me with those babay browns and make me truly believe things were going to get better. I want to look into those eyes right now so you can tell me you are okay and things will get better. My heart is broken, my smile is gone and I hate being without you. It was always The Zen and I.... Now its just I.

My lap is empty and my eyes are filled with tears. I know you are in a better place and I can not wait to cross over that Rainbow Bridge together...... Life is and will never be the same again.....

I CAN NOT WAIT UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER FOREVER
JUST ZENON ZACHERY ZEUS AND I.