by Amanda .........................................
Its been six months exactly, and it feels like yesterday. I am still missin my little dog as much if not more than ever. I am devastated and dont know how this can ever get better as he can never come back. I'm normalyl a very sensible person and have a very good job...but when i come home im just empty...i know he was just a dog, but he was my best friend, I'm so so lonely without him, i don't want another dog....sorry, I know its all very obvious and like i said, i'm a professional person....durin my work day anyway, but inside i'm just so upset and heartbroken...everytime i close my eyes i see him on the rd side and i keep relivin that horrible moment...it just wont go away, and i dont even know if i want it to.....sorry for rambling..:(