Silently screaming

From insight out comes my sound.
But it's my pain.
Others, may not get it.
So I decided to keep it
in my deepest inside.
Silently screaming a pain,
that won't go away.
If I loose, or if I gain,
doesn't matter.
When you left me behind,
it changed my life.
That's why I cry,
and ask the Lord why?
Even when my broken heart
can't listen to the answer.
And knowing, you are not coming back,
I will always be there waiting on you,
and silently screaming
a cry of love.