"what is this im feeling ?
is it a new beginning ?
am i purging past regrets
facing the hurt im dealing ?
how does one start healing ?
the darkness is revealing
the bittersweet reality
that this is the help im needing."

its been one year. we still miss him , but sometimes the only way to heal is to to face the hurt youre dealing.

(song: the darkness is revealing - koRn)