Topsy, you were the only one who have understood me deeply and were always by my side whether happy or bad. Now after you passed away I feel very lonely. My world have changed since then. I am not the same person since that day and now even people have started pointing me out but they don't understand what I am going through. They say that with time everything will be normal but I would say NO it will not because they will never understand the bond we have shared. They say that it was just a dog why to be so sad for that, but they will never understand that the love we have shared because they have never loved you the way I did. The mental condition I am going through now is worst. And I know that very soon I will there with you leaving all these people and their negative thoughts behind. Just be happy and healthy and wait for me to join you soon.