One the morning that I rushed you to the Vet over a year and a half ago, I knew that I would have to let you go one day because you were almost 15 years old and developed heart problems. I told God that I couldn't let you go then, I just couldn't and he let you stay for over a year longer with your mommy. Then a couple of months ago the medicine was working well and I took you back to the Vet again and when he said he increased your medicine to the max and hopefully it would give us more time. You stayed with me for a month and a half longer. On Sunday, August 12th, 2007 when mommy got up, you couldn't breath and your little teeth where clinched together and your little chest was going a mile a minute, I knew this was it and I had to be the grownup and get you to the Vet as quick as possible. I knew Iwas going to lose my little girl and it broke my heart but I just couldn't let you suffer anymore because I did't want to let you go.

I stayed with you and petted you, kissed you and told you that I love you and that we would be together in Heaven one day when it was mommy's time to go. Just wait for me and I will be there to hold you and play with you again.

I would give anything if God could come down to earth and bring you with him to let me know you are happy and that you can see me from Heaven whenever you are missing your mommy. I just want to know that you are ok and to have God tell me in some way that we will be together again. That way my heart would not be breaking everyday because I would know without a doubt that it was only a matter of time and when mommy's purpose on earth had been fulfilled then I would go to Heaven and be with all the little girls and boys that mommy has had the honor of having in her life.

No matter what, I will always love you and you are in my heart forever and ever. Mommy's little girl "Brandy"

Love Mommy