I tried to put those feelings and experiances on Rainbows Bridge. I submitted it. I read it, it's full of oops. I guess that's due to the longstanding fact that when someone couldn't sleep at night,you were there,once you were sure we were o.k. you just found yourself a comfy spot and chilled. No matter how you came into our home and "pack" you were unbelievablly and most sure of your forever spot with us. I guess the fact that I made some oopsies in your story last night means I'm used to your editorial opinions. Jacobs gave his very best to the very last minute when that moment of here changes to the other side. With that you found your place at Rainbow Bridge and lots of your old buddies probably welcoming you. I keep waiting for your howl at the sirens,maybe that's part of why Dad & Mom (your human ones)have tossed pillows every way we can to get to sleep. We are all still looking for you as we walk through the house. You were such a shadow when you wanted to be, and so here I am, when you wanted to be or were needed to be. You loved flowers and T>V> and music and all that seemed so funny given that beautiful handsome look of yours, the don't mess with the family look--90lbs. of love or 90lbs. of guardian. Depends on how you were responded to --bad guys gotta' definate urge to just go away. You had so many qualties and "looks" that we will hold in our hearts. We will be sharing memories and storied just like we did with all that went before you. Each of you thought of as "Just Great". This is one of the times right now that I know exactly where you would have been--there's a ring of the door bell, I hop out to the garage only to find a water softener salesman,wanting to come in and explain his product,you taught the other two what to do--they did it. For that, our cherished Jacob, your influence as how to be Alpha just proved your lessons were not wasted. Noone was hurt in that little show of disrespect, just a very firm no. It's a heartache that you are not physically here,but I would not bring back into the problems you were trying so hard to overcome---nobody can overcome old age sweet angel, you needed peace and rest,you let us know and so we will love you, and miss you. Love, Mom,Dad,Mike, and Cooper and Murtaugh and Hooks (he's heard about you from Mike.)