I remember when I first saw you; I knew you were the one.
I picked you up & held you; it was then our love begun.
It didn't take me years or even a whole day.
The love that I felt for you was unconditional right away!
You became my little buddy & my life was not the same.
Every time I held you & called you by your name!
Hours spent just talking & the way you turned your little head.
As if you understood me & nothing else had to be said.
I cried on many ocassions & you licked away my tears.
I knew nothing else mattered as long as you were near.
So many things I thought I couldn't handle & wanted to give in.
But something in your eyes always made me feel whole again.
The unconditional love you gave me & innocence I saw in your eyes.
Made each day worth living & gave me a new perspective on life.
I have to let you go; although there is nothing I would rather do.
I know that you are hurting & all this pain I will have to go through.
I will see you again someday & and until that day is near.
I will love you forever more & in my heart you will always be here!
This is the hardest thing that I have ever had to do. To make a decision to put my Angel to sleep! I know that he will no longer suffer and until I see him again he will forever remain in my heart!
Love Always & Forever
Mommy