She loved me so much more than I loved her. I feel such shame. If I had it to do all over again, I would spend every waking moment by her side with all of my love, kissess, massages and of course hamburger. She gained 5 lbs after her cancer surgery 6 months ago and didn't loose her appetite even after her catheter was injected. She had her last treats and left so peacefully that I wanted to still keep her forever by my side even though her soul was no longer there. Another love of my life left today and I am so heartbroken and distraught. Her sister and I were by her side to the end tickling her and massaging her. I miss her so desperately. My little Stardust is in heaven now and I can't wait to see her again.