My dear Kahlua,
It was you who brought joy to our lives the moment we saw you.
It was you who played with Griffin and kept him warm at night.
It was you who protected me on lonely nights when no one elese was home.
It was you who took care of Julian and Benny like your own babies.
It was you who felt my sadness and celebrated my happiness.
It was I who needed you. Now I have to be an adult and a mom without you to help me. Send us a sign that you have made it to the other side so that we can heal. I will always love you...