01-14-2011 Hi Boo I've been thinking about all the bad things I survived with you. I survived Columbine, our home school. It took me years and many tears and I still cry when ever I visit the memorial and know so many lives were taken. I survived 911 and I grew up in NY so it was like it happened in my own yard. But with all the tears and through all the fear you were there. I survived both of my parent's deaths-you were there. We went through so much together and the cancer struck me and you were there, the many months of surgery and chemo, losing all my hair, you loved me and never left my side. I am not sure I could have survived so much over so little time without you Boo. Now September 2nd 2010 you went away and I don't feel like surviving. Everything is worse without you. My life ended the day I lost you. I love you Boo so very much. Until we are together again, Remember Boo, I will always love you....Mommy
01-22-2011 Oh Boo Boo how I wish you were here. Life is bad right now and I need you so much. You always made life better. I love you Boo. I miss you so much. Until we are together again; Remember Boo; I, will always love you... Mommy
02-05-2011 My little girl. God how I miss and need you. This life is far too hard without you Boo. I miss you so much. I know I still have things to do here as my job is not done but if I could snap my fingers and be with you I would. Please talk to God and ask him to make Kelly better, her illness is killing me and I honestly don't know if I have the strength it's going to require. I love you Lizzie Boo Until we are together again; Remember I will a;ways love you... Mommy
02-18-2011 My little girl, how I miss you. Life is hard Boo nothing goes right. Ryan was denied parole and Kelly is still in the mental hospital. I know if you were here life would be better. I need you Boo please send me a sign.Until we are together again, remember; I will always love you... Mommy
2-2-2011 Boo I love you. I miss you. Until we are together again Remember; I will always love you... Mommy
02-22-2011 Boo Boo I need you,please send me a sign. I miss you, I want to touch you, and love you forever. You weren't supposed to go yet Boo We still needed each other. Please send me a sign Boo, I need you so much. I can't get past the pain of losing you. Until we are together again Remember; I will always love you... Mommy
03-04-2011 My Little girl how I love and miss you. Until we are together again Remember; I; will always love you... Mommy
03-12-2011 My Little Girl God how I miss you. It's Spring time now Boo so I changed your background. Tonight we move the clocks ahead 1 hour closer until we are together. There are days Boo I don't know how to go on without you, then I realize Maggie needs me. I have to stay until my job is done. I think about and cry every day. I miss you so much. If I could just hold you one more time, touch your fur and you could give me a puggy kiss. Boo thanks for the deer you sent I know it was you and Casey that's why I took the wrong turn. Until we are together again; Remember I will always love you... Mommy
03-19-2011 Good morning Angle, I think about you all of the time. You are never far from my thoughts and you are always in my heart, I have some M & M's for you. I am going to place them in your box. I hate candy without you Boo Boo. I miss you so much. I don't think the pain will ever end. Until we are together again; remember, I; will always love you... Mommy
03-27-2011 My dearest little girl, oh how I miss you. Thank you for sending all those deer yesterday. I know it was you. When I see deer I am reminded of hope especially when I feel so hopeless. I love you and Boo thanks for the wind chimes every night, I know they are for Mags. Until we are together again Remember; I; will always love you.... Mommy
03-28-2011 Boo Boo I love you, Manda's fish Pickles went to the Bridge yesterday, I know you were there to welcome him home. Take care of Pickles, Manda is very sad. I love you little girl. Until we are together again Remember I will always; love you... Mommy
04-01-2011 Happy April little girl. God Boo I miss you so much. All I do is cry, you are constantly on my mind. It is staying warm most nights me and Ryan should be playing catch and you should be lying in the grass peacefully but that will never be again. The football and catcher gloves sit in the closet and your ashes are on my dresser a reminder that life will never be the same. Please visit me tonight some nights I feel you walking on my bed I know its you how I wish just for a moment I could see you and touch your soft fur. Until we are together again; remember; I will always; love you... Mommy
04-09-2011 My darling Boo Boo how I love and miss you. There are days I don't think I can go on without you. I am sad all of the time. There is no joy, you brought me joy, now you are gone. I want to be with you where ever you are. Maggie gave me a scare I thought she would be meeting you at the bridge but the vet said she is ok, just still a little sad without you. I Love you little girl. Until we are together again remember; I will always love you.... Mommy
04-10-11 I love you!
04-16-2011 Good morning angle dog. I love and miss you so much my heart hurts. I hate not having you here. There are so many reminders of you, all I want to do is run from this place and never return. I miss you more than I can explain. Sometimes the pain is more than I can bear. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you... Mommy
04-18-2011 Thank you for sending the deer yesterday. I love you. Please tell God not to take Maggie she is not ready to go. Please little girl I couldn't stand loosing her too. Until we are together again, remember I; will always love you... Mommy
04-23-2011 Good morning, I think of you constantly and I can't find peace with this. I miss you so much my heart hurts. I want to be where you are Boo. Send me a sign I need to know what to do. I am in so much pain and grief I can barley stand waking up. I love and miss you. Until we are together again; remember I will always ; love you... Mommy
04-24-2011 Happy Easter, I love you. Did the Bunny bring you chocolate and jelly beans? I canceled Easter because I know how much you loved it and now you are gone and I am so alone. Until we are together again Remember I; will always love you.... Mommy
04-30-2011 My dear boo, Mags is very sick and is in emergency surgery right now, please ask God not to take her, she is not ready to go to the bridge and I am not ready. I don't think my life will be worth living if I loose both you an Mags. I love you, I am very sad, I don't know what to do. I am scared.
05-01-11 My dearest Boo thank you for talking to God, Mags made it through surgery and she is doing great! Thank you for not taking her to the Bridge, I love you so much. Until we are together again, Remember; I will always love you.
05-07-2011 1 week latter I am still holding Maggie. Thank you Boo. She is still not out of the woods so please tell god to help her to get better. I cry a lot for you and for Mags. There are days I don't want to live but I think my job is not yet done. Until we are together again, Remember; I will always love you... Mommy
05-14-2011 my dearest Boo, oh how I miss you. I can't move past the pain of losing you. Nothing is the same anymore, life is just life. Not Living like you did. You brought me so much joy. I love you Boo now and forever. Until we are together again; remember I, will always love you... Mommy
05-21-2011 Today they say the world will end. My world ended with you going to the bridge. Life doesn't quite seem the same. Honestly I think I walk around in a fog most of the time because I am still so sad. I miss you little girl. Until we are together again; remember I; will always love you... Mommy
05-27-2011 Good morning angle dog, I love you. You have been real busy talking to God. Maggie is doing great and Ryan will be leaving prison and going to community corrections. Thank you Boo so much. I miss you more than I can explain. Each time a little sign happens I believe more that you are with God and we will meet again. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you...Mommy
05-28-2011 I love you around the world and back. Until we are together again remember; I; will always love you... Mommy
06-12-2011 My Angle Girl, oh how I love and miss you so much. You were my world. You know Boo Mags has never been the same without you. She has been through a lot but she is no longer the same happy pug, she misses you so much. We love you little girl. Until we are together again remember; I; will always love you.. Mommy and Mags
06-18-2011 My Little Girl, It seems I come always with bad news, if you were here I could hold you and everything would be ok. Kelly is drinking Boo after 6 months and 12 years of hell. She will die the doctors told me, and poor Tay and Caden. what will I do My life will be over. I love you girl. Until we are together again, I will always love you... Mommy
06-25-2011 I just wanted to tell you I love you and miss you so much. Things are no good right now. Wish you were here you always made it better. Until we are together again I will always love you.. Mommy
06-30-2011 Its been nearly a year since you left; it feels like yesterday the pain still stings my heart I cry for you all the time I miss you more everyday. I don't think the pain will ever stop. I don't know how to go on without you Boo. I know Mags still feels the pain; she is not then same Boo. She is not happy, Please Boo send us a sign. Until we are together again remember; I will always love you.... Mommy
07-03-2011 tomorrow is the 4Th remember how much fun we had. Parties, barbecues, and everyone together. Me and Mags will be alone this year. I am going to drive her o the mountains o watch the fireworks where she won't hear them because loud noises give Maggie bad seizures. This started about a month after you left. God Boo I miss you. I hung wind chimes in your honer today and I am putting your picture on them. They say hope and you my friend are hope. Every time you make them sound I; will think of you and know that you are not far but in my heart always. Until we are together again; remember I; will always love you... Mommy
07-07-2011 My Little girl, why won't the pain stop. I miss you so. I stood outside by your wind chimes yesterday and the blew for just a moment. I know it was you Boo because it was 94 sunny and a not a cloud in the sky. Mags was with me and when she heard them she tilted her head as if she new too. I told her it was you and as fast as they chimed, they stopped. Everyday I cry for you, I miss you so. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you.... Mommy p.s. I gave you candy and the water melon we always shared, I hate eating water melon without you.
07-10-2011 I can't get you off my mind I love and miss you. Please come visit tonight. I miss those visits. Is it you under the blankets when I am on the computer and I see them moving. It looks like you are there are you Boo? Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you.... Mommy
07-16-2011 My best Little girl how I miss you so much. Boo its been nearly a year and I can't move past the pain and sadness. I cry everyday for you. Please send me a sign, please visit. I love when you visit. I feel you here, if only I could touch you one more time. but that will never be all I have is this gut wrenching grief. Please send me a sign. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you... Mommy 07-17-2011 I love you forever Mommy and Mags
07-24-2011 hi my angle girl. Today is my birthday sure wish you were here. I hate my birthday but it brings me one year closer to you. Please come visit when Manda is here today. I love and miss you forever. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you... mommy
07-31-2011 My angle girl, it is a sad time in 4 days Casey will have been gone 2 years and next month on Sept. 2nd you will be gone 1 year. these have been the longest 2 years of my life. I miss you, but I know its you visiting me. Are you at peace Boo, do I need to let go? Send me a sign. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you... Mommy
07-31-2011 Boo Boo thank you, Manda called from the mountains to tell me she saw a mama and a baby deer I know it was you. I love forever. 08-15-2011 Boo Boo I need you. I am going to court to have Kelly put in alcohol treatment, I am scared but inside this is the right choice, she is dying before my eyes. Boo can you send me a sign that everything will be alright? I'll be looking and listening. I love you so much. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you.. Mommy
08-20-2011 Oh Boo Boo in 13 days it will be one year since you left. God Boo I miss you so much the pain is deep and I can't move through it i think of you all the time. Please send me a sign so I know you are Ok and waiting for me. Until we are together again, remember I; will always; love you.. Mommy
08-29-2011 I love you forever. Until we are together again remember I; will always love you..Mommy
09-02-2011 My dear Boo Boo, today marks one day since you left and went to the rainbow bridge. I didn't sleep well last night thinking about you and reliving that horrible day all over in my mind. God Boo I miss you so much. I need you and I love you. I know it was you under the blankets today even Manda and Sierra saw you. I love when you visit. Please send me a sign that tells me you are happy and at peace, if only I could see where you went, I need to know but I won.t know until I get there and sometimes I just want to leave this place and come to you. Today is a sad day Boo I love and miss you so very much. I will be looking for you today. Boo please tell God what they are doing to the pigeons and birds so He can make them stop. I have already reported them for animal abuse. I love you more than life and I miss you more than anyone could imagine. Until we are together again Remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
09-03-2011 My Angle Dog, I love you I don't know how I made it through yesterday but somehow we did and I love the way you came to visit. You are the best Boo and I will NEVER forget you. I remember the day I brought you home and while the memories bring joy to my heart they also bring sorrow to my soul and tears to my eyes. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
09-04-2011 I just wanted to say I love you and can you send me a sign? I need to know where you are and if you are happy. Wait for me Boo. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
09-11-2011 Its a sad day in History Boo, 9-11 and you were there for me when I didn't think I could ever cope. I want you to know, I love you. Until we are together again, remember I; will always love you... Mommy
09-19-201 My Little girl, did you like the candy I sent to heaven? Today is the 2nd Bronco season without you, I miss you so much you should still be here enjoying your life. I can't stop crying for you because I miss you. The pain will not stop I am so sad. Until we are together again remember; I, will always; love you..Mommy
9-25-2011 My Angle how I love you, when will the pain subside? I miss you so much I can hardly stand it. Another Bronco game without you. I don't even like football anymore. I miss you Boo. Please visit. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
10-21-2011 I have been so sad I have not written please forgive me. I know you talked to God because Kelly is in another treatment. I had to get a court order to put her there but I stop at nothing.
I love you so much and I can't move past this pain of losing you I miss you so much. Please send me a sign. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
11-12-2011 My Boo Boo how I miss and love you. Your Birthday is in 3 days so I wanted to send you a birthday cake that you can share with all your friends. You would be 13 Boo still so young why did you have to go? Didn't you know it would hurt me deeply? Ask God why He took you. I miss you little girl and the pain never stops. I need a sign so I know you are OK. please send a sign. Until we are together again remember; I will always love you..Mommy 11-23-2011 Good morning Angle Dog. I love you. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I can't bare another without you, so I am not making dinner. I am going to read all day. I love you more than life and I want to be with you forever. Please send me a sign. Until we are together again; remember I; will always; love you...Mommy
11-25-2011 I will always love you...Mommy
12-4-2011 The year is almost over, I am one year closer to you my angle dog. I miss you Boo and I love you so very much. Why Boo won't the tears stop? I don't know how to deal with this grief. I need you, I want to touch your fur and your velvet ears. please send a sign. Until we are together again; remember I; will always; love you...Mommy
12-10-2011 I love you more than life and I miss you so much. Please Boo, I need a Boo Boo sign. Until we are together again remember; I will always love you..Mommy
12-18-11 I love you. Manda said to tell you she loves you too. I miss you my sweet girl. I can't get past the pain of losing you. I cry everyday Boo. Please send me a sign. Until we are together again remember, I; will always love you..Mommy 12-23-2011 Hi My Angle Girl, I love you deeply. Did you like the candy I put in your box? You love sponge candy from NY. Please visit me today, I need you. I can't move past this horrible pain. I love you so much.Until we are together again remember; I will always; love you.. Mommy 12-31-2011 Its the last day of the year, another year without you, and one year closer to you. I love you so much. Happy New Year Boo, I miss you so much. Until we are together again, remember I; will always; love you..Mommy 01-22-2011 I Love You Little Girl and I miss you so much. Life is strange. The lady that talks to dogs is coming over next week to talk to you and Casey. I hope it will bring me peace and that I can finally let you go. Until we are together again. Remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
01-26-2011 I love you Boo; and there is not a second of the day when I am not thinking of you. I miss you so much. My friend Stacey went to the bridge last week I trust you will love her and help her understand. She was only 42. I wish somehow the pain would stop. Until we are together again, remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
02-04-2012God Boo I miss you so much. I love you. Did you find Stacey. Hey Boo the lady that talks to dogs is coming on the 18th then I'll know for sure your ok and maybe I'll find some peace with all of this. Send me a sign and tell Stacey I love her. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you..Mommy
02-18-2012 I love you so much and I miss you deeply. Until we are together again I; will always love you.. Mommy 02-25-2012 I love you and miss you so much the pain never stops. Another dog Maddie went to the bridge a few days ago, her mommy is so sad, please Boo give Maddie lots of puggy kisses and tell her to send her mom a sign. You are so good, I love you so much. Until we are together again remember I; will always; love you...Mommy
03-10-2012 Boo my angel. I love and miss you so much. You are loved more than you know, please send m,e a sign. Until we are together, remember; I; will always love you. Mommy