Its my fault you died, every day I tried. I wanted you to feel good so I gave you a pigs ear. Having fun like a joke forgetting that damn thing could make you choke. I felt guilty that I had to go to work, and there were times I acted like a jerk. I ran out and told youI would be back, unaware the pigs ear would cause a heart attack.In the past I never gave you a pigs ear unless I was there, knowing that you would eat it too fast, it just looked like you were having a blast. Because of you seizures you were in pain, I thought that taking care of my customer would bring in good gain.I never knew that twelve extra minutes at work could cause so much pain. I got back to the office and you were down, I noticed your tongue was pink as I hit the ground. I started screaming NO NO NO you can't go!!! As I tried to revive you time went by, only to realize you weren't alive. Egor my buddytake care of your self and from into eternity I'm leaving you picture on the shelf. to remember you were all I had. I can assure you for the rest of my life I will be sad. because God knew you were suffering he spared your pain, until you and I can be together again. Thank you St. Francis for giving me Egor, and now just I him I sit and stare at the door. I am sorry little buddy I completely forgot that you loved those pigs ears a lot. My little Egor - the only friend that I got. I am sorry Egor that I couldn't be hear, some day I will meet you at the gate for more good chear. I love you Egor my life will never be the same. From now on the only thing I will feel is shame. It was my fault, all my fault.

A good looking 13 1/2 year old, 32 pound Boston Terrier. He never growled or bit. He was the most pleasant and faithful dog I have ever seen. Egor is you are the best firend I will ever have.