My Momma Kitty, I miss you so much. My heart hurts and it's only been two days. 5 years old was too young for you to go. I don't know why it had to be you. I didn't know you were hurting on the inside. I wish I could have done more for you and I hope you forgive me. I feel so guilty and I feel like I failed you. I feel like I could have done something. You were taken away from us so suddenly. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye. I would give my right arm to just cuddle with you again and see your cute little face smile at me. I feel like I have lost my best friend. I feel like something is missing from my home and my heart. It is hard to come home and not hear you yelling at me for attention. I wish I would have spent every second of the day with you from the time you were a baby. I hope you knew before you passed away, that we loved you so much. I will always love you, and I know that I will never meet a cat as special as you. I can't wait to see you again. I can't wait to hold you and see you do your little tricks. You were the sweetest and most beautiful kitty I have ever seen. I was lucky to have you apart of my life. You made me smile when I wanted to cry. I will always love you and keep you in my heart. I love you, my little Mommy Baby aka Pumpkin Cake.